I turned my head and looked at the old sun who was sitting beside me at this time. The old sun did not put his eyes on me, but looked straight ahead. It seemed that there was no focus in his eyes. It seemed that the existence of the so-called first miracle doctor of China also had something on his mind.

"Is that all?" After thinking about it, I asked laosuntou.

I think that for a person like Lao Suntou who can almost make a name in the history of Chinese medicine, I'm afraid that life and death have long been indifferent to him. I didn't expect that this kind of thing could affect his mood.

Old sun turned his head to look at me and said with a bitter smile: "boy, don't think it's just a small matter. For me, who was praised as the first miracle doctor of China by all people at that time, this small matter that was normal to me can be said to have caused a devastating blow to my mood, because in their boasting, Even I believed that I could be the Savior of anything, and that I could bring back the terminally ill to my hands. That was my own understanding at that time. "

I couldn't help but be stunned again. I didn't expect that even sun tou would be lost by such a false name. It seems that the so-called killing is really powerful.

I can also understand the despair that laosuntou said. Now, for people like laosuntou, even if someone died in his hands, he was not able to save the other party. It's not a big deal. After all, for doctors like laosuntou, life and death must have been looked down upon. No matter how powerful laosuntou is, he is not an immortal, so what Is it possible to save other people's lives every time?

However, at that time when he was honored as the first miracle doctor of China, he also began to boast that he had become the only savior in the world. I'm afraid that at that time, he had saved many people's lives and encountered many problems, all of which were conquered by him. Only in this way can he be saved Is there such an illusion of hypocrisy? Until Lao Suntou had a life that he could not save.

In fact, I have known laosuntou for quite a long time. I had a lot of knowledge about him before. Although laosuntou didn't show the level of the first miracle doctor in China he should have, even Yi Shi blindly trusted laosuntou, which means laosuntou really has such a kind of strength.

In my opinion, this old grandson is easy to get along with others, and his temper is not so strange. He doesn't seek fame or profit, as if nothing can move him. Such an old grandson should have nothing to care about.

Now that I hear Lao Suntou say this, I realize that all people in the world have their own problems, even Lao Suntou is no exception.

"I didn't expect you to have such a past." I thought about it, and then I said.

"Yes." Old sun tou replied. "In fact, I had been famous for a long time at that time. Before that, there were few people who could not survive, just well! You may not believe it. Over the years, I always remember the first person who died in my hands, and I still failed. In my best field, are you ridiculous? Why do you think I believe in God? Because in my opinion at that time, this was a reminder from God. Before that, I felt that I was the Savior. I could save all the people in danger in the world. At that time, I didn't believe in life. The so-called life could be saved in my hands. However, as soon as this incident happened, I was thinking whether God thought that my idea was too inflated, so he arranged such a thing for me to cure others in my best field, so that I would not blindly think that I could represent God? "

Once again, I was surprised. I didn't expect that the first defeat would make such a big change in sun's mood, and even make sun begin to change his original belief. I have to say that this is really a huge change for sun.

"Is that what you thought?" I asked him again.

"Yes." Old sun tou nodded. "Before that, I didn't believe in fate. I was much more honest in the back. In my opinion, I didn't deserve the name of the so-called first miracle doctor of China. That's why I came to this place. In fact, I was still very empty at that time, because I thought that once this incident spread, my name as the first Chinese miracle doctor would be doubted, so I had to choose to avoid it. However, after so many years, it is estimated that few people can remember me, right? well! In fact, it's also a good thing for me. "

"This..." At this time, my expression is quite strange, I really don't know how to respond.

Because in my previous opinion, Lao Suntou would live in such an isolated place, and basically would not have any contact with people outside, which makes me think that Lao Suntou would not care about the so-called reputation, otherwise how could he choose to be isolated from the world?

Laosuntou lives in such a place, which means that laosuntou will not be recognized by people. Where can such an old Suntou get his reputation? So I subconsciously think that laosuntou certainly does not value the existence of reputation.Now that I heard what he said, I realized that the reason why he chose to live in this place was that he cared too much about his reputation.

It is precisely because Lao Suntou didn't save people for the first time a long time ago, and he was worried that this incident would be questioned by people about his name as the so-called first miracle doctor of China. Therefore, Lao Suntou chose such an isolated place to lock himself up.

To tell you the truth, these two results are very different for me, which even affects the image of laosuntou in my heart.

Old sun tou seemed to see what I was thinking, but he was not angry. Instead, he happily opened his mouth to me and said, "boy, no one in the world can care about anything. After all, people are human beings. People have feelings. Everyone cares. Do you think other people in this village don't care about anything? They choose to live in seclusion because they have something they care about. "

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