"I never seem to have said that I would go the same way as my dad." I glanced at Yang Zheng and said slowly. It can be seen from the tone of Yang Zheng's speech that Yang Zheng should be familiar with my father, but it's reasonable to think about it. After all, my father was a soldier before, and Yang Zheng was also a representative of the military. It's not surprising that they knew each other.
"Oh?"
Yang Zheng looked at me in surprise again. "Your father, Zhang Hongcai, was a genius at the beginning and has been talked about by many people up to now. He should be a good example for you."
"I don't have to live like someone else, even if that person is my father, General Yang, don't you think?" I shrugged to show that I didn't care.
"All right." There was some helplessness in Yang Zheng's tone. "If you are such an idea, you are a bit disappointed with me today."
"Disappointed? What kind of disappointment? " I glanced at Yang Zheng again. "Is it because I don't want to join the army that you are disappointed with me?" "There's a reason." Yang Zheng replied. "To tell you the truth, I don't think there is any better way for you to enter the military. You should choose such a way from the beginning. Before, I thought you didn't have such an opportunity. Now I find that you don't have any interest in it. As Zhang Hongcai's son, you really let me feel disappointed." "Is that too absolute?" I continued to glance at Yang Zhengdao in front of me. "There are tens of thousands of roads in the world. Do I have to choose this one to not let General Yang down? People have their own choices. I know that the path you proposed by General Yang is not suitable for me at all, so I will not make such a choice. If I choose to take this road when I know this clearly, the things I may bring out will be even more disappointing. General Yang, do you think it's such a truth? " "It's true." Yang Zheng continued. "It's just Are you really willing to live your life now? For you now, it seems that there is no progress in all aspects, you can only wait for an opportunity, waiting for your opponent to make mistakes. But what if your opponent doesn't give you such a chance? And Are you sure you know who your real opponent is now? I'm afraid you are more confused than anyone else on this issue? "
I can't help being silent. I really don't know how to answer what Yang Zheng said.
Who is my opponent? Today, this problem has become a problem for me. For me a few years ago, the answer is very clear. My opponent is the Jiang family, the Xia family, who murdered my mother. However, I still don't know who he is. Now it's more clear that my mother died in the hands of an old madman, but why did he kill my mother? I haven't made it clear yet. What I should do most is to find him and make it clear, right?
However, the old madman lost his memory. He couldn't remember what he had done. Even if the old madman didn't lose his memory, I didn't have the courage to look for the old madman again. What if I find him? Let him tell me the truth? What if the truth really comes out? After all, my mother died in the hands of an old madman. Do I have to take revenge on her? Can I do this?
If it was someone else, I might have done everything to him. Unfortunately, he is an old madman. He is the only one who has spent most of my time with me in my three years.
Even when I thought about this problem for a while, I very much hoped that I would never find an old madman, and he would disappear forever in this world, so that I would not have to face him, let alone face the more cruel truth.
At this time, I suddenly found that in the past few years, what I have changed is not only my own strength, but also my courage and determination to avenge my mother! A few years ago, if I knew the truth, where would I have such hesitation? Even if I had all I had, I would kill my mother's enemy, but now I But I hesitated about it. Is this the biggest change I've made in recent years?
I don't know if my mother will be disappointed to see such a thing. May be observed at this time I have some ugly face, right? Yang Zheng coughed. After looking at me, he said slowly: "Zhang Cheng, I can only tell you that what you have to do is not finished, and you still have real opponents who have not been discovered. If you stop now, then one day they will really jump out and appear in front of you. You may not even have the chance to fight them, and the tragedy will happen again When it happens to you for the first time, do you really want to see this day come
I reflected from my mind, glanced at Yang Zheng, and then slowly said, "I don't quite understand what you're talking about." "You'll understand." Yang Zheng replied. "As long as you follow my advice, then you will be able to know your real enemy faster, where your real opponent is, and you don't want to go on like this? This is not what you want to seeYes, so why don't you speed it up? "
"So much, you just want me to go the way you suggested?" I continued to look at Yang Zheng in front of me. No matter how much he said, he couldn't confuse me. My head was still very clear. Yang Zheng took a sip of his tea cup and then continued to speak to me: "Zhang Cheng, the advice I give you is not to harm you or to do something to you. Your father and I are very good friends. This relationship has been going on for decades. At that time, you were not born, if not your father I won't pay so much attention to you in my face. "
"So if I refuse, does that mean I'm really a wolf?" I continued to look at Yang Zheng.
Yang Zheng's brow can't help wrinkling. Since he saw Yang Zheng, Yang Zheng's expression has always been flat. Only at this time did Yang Zheng show such dissatisfaction. It seems that Yang Zheng was a little angry with me. "Zhang Cheng, before I met you, I always thought that you at least maintained the ability to distinguish right from wrong," Yang Zheng said with a blank face.
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