Jiang Qingqing sighed again in her heart, because she knew that such a problem had no meaning.
If there was no cheating between us at that time, then Jiang Qingqing and I would not know each other at all, and we could only miss it in our life.
Although Jiang Qingqing always complained about why she knew me, if she didn't, everything in her life would change, at least she would be much happier than she is now.
But just as Jiang Qingqing was seriously thinking about such a problem, Jiang Qingqing was still reluctant to choose the result that she never knew me. Maybe Is that love? For a long time after Jiang Qingqing confessed her identity and lied to me, because of some of my performance, Jiang Qingqing almost lived in heartbreaking pain every day, because Jiang Qingqing thought that I would never like her again, and I would hate her very much. Every time Jiang Qingqing thought about this kind of thing, she would feel suffocated Sleep. This situation lasted for a long time, until later Jiang Qingqing gradually found out from some of my behaviors that I might only cheat me before retaliating against Jiang Qingqing, and I didn't really like Jiang Qingqing. I even tried to save Jiang Qingqing in danger many times, regardless of my own life Isn't this a sign of love and liking? In fact, even if we find this, Jiang Qingqing is not sure, because in Jiang Qingqing's opinion, how can love and hate exist at the same time? I used to hate her so much, so I'm afraid that my little love for Jiang Qingqing has long been replaced by hatred?
Such a problem is one of the important reasons for Jiang Qingqing's distorted views. Jiang Qingqing felt confused about this issue, and even did not dare to accept my kindness to her. Until the following series of things happened, Jiang Qingqing began to feel that my kindness to Jiang Qingqing was based on her and Hao'er's guilt. After leaving these, I would still hate Jiang Qingqing's previous cheating on me.
But now Jiang Qingqing finally got the answer here. Who said that love and hate can not coexist at the same time?
Maybe Is it because the deeper the love, the more prominent the hatred?
Thinking of this, Jiang Qingqing looked up at me again, wanted to say something, but did not say it. "I know I've done something to you before It's very vindictive. " Looking at Jiang Qingqing like this, I sighed again and continued to speak to Jiang Qingqing. "I didn't expect you to remember all the things I have done to you before. In fact, I've been thinking that you are so indifferent to me now. It's because I hurt you because I lost my mind a few years ago that this situation happened. Of course, there are reasons for that thing
to make you have such an attitude towards me now. But now I find that there is a big factor in what happened before, isn't there? "
Jiang Qingqing was silent. She just nodded to me and didn't even look at me. But it can be seen that Jiang Qingqing agreed with me.
"If it's such a question, then I also know what you will say just now." I continued to speak to Jiang Qingqing in front of me. "Qingqing, in fact, I have read all the diaries you wrote before."
"Have you seen it?"
Jiang Qingqing couldn't help but be stunned. Then she looked up at me. "Yes. I did. " I nodded again. "To tell you the truth, before I opened my diary, I had a lot of things clear in my heart. For me, it doesn't matter much whether I read or not. However, after reading
some of your diaries, I have made some details clearer. It turns out that we did have many misunderstandings before."
Jiang Qingqing is speechless. Obviously, Jiang Qingqing doesn't know how to respond to my words. "I don't think we should be like this, right?" I continued to speak to Jiang Qingqing in front of me. "I think Maybe a little more honesty between us is the most suitable way for us to get along now. After reading your
diary, I always have such an idea, but I don't know how to talk to you, because I can't make up for the harm I have done to you. "
"I don't need your remedy!"
Jiang Qingqing suddenly pulled down her face again, and opened her mouth like frost.
"I know." I directed Jiang Qingqing to smile to continue to say. "Don't worry. I don't mean anything else. I just want to make it clear to you that we do have some problems to solve, don't we?"
"So what do you want to do?" Jiang Qingqing looked at me and asked. "First of all, I want to apologize to you for some of my previous irrational behavior." I opened my mouth to Jiang Qingqing seriously. "There are so many things happened between us. It's really shocking to say it. Maybe others
don't know that there are so many emotional frustrations between us? But Maybe this is the fate between us? In any case, in my opinion, what the outcome will be is the most important thing. ""So will you make up with me?" Jiang Qingqing continued to speak to me.
"No, I don't want to make up with you." I answered, shaking my head.
After hearing my answer, Jiang Qingqing frowned tightly. Obviously, Jiang Qingqing misunderstood me. Then I continued to talk to Jiang Qingqing and said, "what I mean is that there is no problem of reconciliation between us, right? Because something happened between us is absolutely inevitable, you would cheat me before, that also has its own reason, now I can understand. I don't expect you to change your attitude towards me, but I only hope you can understand that you should not have the slightest suspicion about me in the two points that I like you and I trust you, OK? " Jiang Qingqing looked at me again. She didn't know what she was thinking at this time, but I could see from her expression that she had a lot of words in her heart that she wanted to tell me? Maybe The reason why Jiang Qingqing can't talk now is that she doesn't know where to start?
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