Chapter 198

Whenever she thought of her unreliable son, Empress Dowager pan was in a terrible pain.

At the moment, Xiao Baoxin lost interest. Seeing the Empress Dowager's dispirited mood, he quickly got up to leave.

The mother of the pan family has been with her family for more than half a day. Not long after Xiao Baoxin left, she left. Sure enough, the Empress Dowager didn't stay, and she looked a little tired. There are so many people in the palace to ask for greetings on New Year's day that the Empress Dowager is really tired.

When they all left, the little eunuch sent by the Empress Dowager to take Xiao Baoxin into the palace reported the crying of Princess Xuancheng out of the Palace door.

Sure enough, at the sight of Empress Dowager Pan's gloomy face, the eunuch was relieved to know how right he was.

Only when she went back to the inner room to have a rest, only when her confidant, Zhao's family, Empress Dowager pan scolded: "Xuancheng has been spoiled and lawless since childhood. You said I was kind enough to take it over. In three days or two, it was either she or the emperor, but she took a hot potato."

"If the gossip about the Spring Festival comes to the emperor, it may be that how can I abuse his daughter and make friends with me."

She was in her forties and less than 50 years old. She was the same age as empress dowager pan, but she was not as beautiful as empress dowager pan when she was young. Naturally, she did not have the maintenance skills of Empress Dowager pan. Now I'm in my early 50s, and I still spend hours every day changing the patterns of maintenance. I have collected more than 20 secret recipes.

When she was young, she also had a square face. When she was old, her face was more square. Her facial features were flat, and her skin was white. When she was old, she was several shades whiter than usual.

"Maybe it's because the family of the Empress Dowager's mother are happy and miss her mother." Mother Zhao appeased.

"I'm not unreasonable, you say the emperor --" as soon as empress dowager Pan said, her head hurt more and her teeth began to hurt“ I'm a concubine. I'm not afraid of being laughed at when I let my children be filial. The aristocratic family has always looked down on us. Well, he's been scolding us enough, and he's all against us. "

"I'm ashamed to say it. Xuancheng doesn't let people worry, but you see she wears plain clothes every day and doesn't dress up. What do I say? The heart of filial piety is stronger than anything. "

"Oh, no, the more I say, the more angry I am. I've never seen such a filial emperor."

I am very filial to my concubine!

"Xuancheng is really poor. He lost his aunt when he was young, and he had an unreliable father. What did he want to do? An emperor who used to be very sensible and intelligent took his brain away after Liu's death? "

Mama Zhao kept silent and said, "you say it." what can a servant say?

It's disrespectful to talk about the emperor.

"Xuancheng... Alas, I haven't woken up since I was seventeen years old. Let the nurse take me to have a look. It's even more pitiful." Empress Dowager pan is unforgiving, but she has it in her heart.

Seventeen is La Yue's birthday. It was only one year old a year ago. Now I can't even understand the whole sentence.

Poor little age died aunt, still have to let the emperor see things and think of people, holding crying.

If it wasn't for her scolding twice, for fear of scaring xiaoshiqi, Emperor Yuheng couldn't have been a demon.

"I've never seen him so filial when I'm dead!" Empress Dowager pan spat angrily.

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Xuancheng princess was placed in the east of Xianyang hall by Empress Dowager pan. Both the maids and eunuchs were old people who used to use Yonghe palace. They were brought to her without moving.

Xiao Baoxin once went into the room of Xuancheng princess in Yonghe palace. Although Xianyang palace is not more luxurious than Yonghe palace, it is exquisite and elegant.

The reason is not that empress dowager pan deliberately ignored it, but that Xianyang palace was not like Yonghe palace. The emperor was rewarded with everything good, and Princess Liu loved to show off her wealth. All the good things were put out, and Princess Xuancheng's room was decorated with splendor.

When the door was closed, the smile on Princess Xuancheng's face was closed. Without speaking, tears flowed down first.

She knew that the Empress Dowager was an elderly person, and she didn't like people crying in front of her. In addition, it was new year's day, so she kept trying to smile. But my mother just died less than three months, let her so forget, happy with nothing, she really can't do.

In the past, concubine Liu was still there. She didn't feel the haze at all. Her whole life was sunny. The so-called troubles were "my mother didn't give up the palace again", "today's food is not delicious", "brother said I was fat" and so on.

Sometimes I quarrel with other princesses, and my mother can always help her find the place. I don't need my father to clean up all the people.

However, since she died, she knew all kinds of troubles in life.

My father loves her more than before, but when we are together with him, the atmosphere is always heavy. The most common topic is my mother. It seems that when they recall my mother over and over again, she still exists, but the result is that her heart is more painful; In the Xianyang hall, the Empress Dowager is still very good to her, just like before, but she no longer talks and acts like a coqueter like before. She naturally learns to look at her eyes, because sometimes the Empress Dowager suddenly changes her face. Although she doesn't scold her, she makes it clear that she doesn't want to talk to her at the moment.

There is a father in the palace. No one dares to bully her, but they don't have much contact with her. Everyone hides from her. If they have to get together, they can't talk with her or deal with her. They are separated from others silently.

I don't know if she is so thoughtful. Except for those people who are brought out in Yonghe palace, other palace maids and eunuchs are no longer as enthusiastic as they used to be——

Of course, she may not have been enthusiastic at all. She has always been self-centered and didn't pay attention at all.

Now she's paying attention.

She felt tired and everyone changed.

"... I'm really sorry, I don't want to disturb you for the new year. It was supposed to be a happy day, but..." Princess Xuancheng cried and stopped suddenly, only tears were still flowing silently“ But I'm really sorry. Hold it again, and I'll die. "

Xiao Baoxin took out his handkerchief to wipe Xuancheng's tears, and his eyes became red.

"It doesn't matter. I wanted to visit you. But you know the rules of the palace. I can't come in and see you. It's right that you can tell the emperor to let me into the palace. "

She won't say don't cry, life goes on.

This is nonsense. Who doesn't know that life will continue anyway? This world lacks who, lacks who all equally exists.

If she lost her relatives, who wants to tell her not to cry, then this person is either cold-blooded or will only talk.

Lost family member, the heart is so painful, do not cry how to solve? Do you want to let sadness flood your body?

"It doesn't matter. If you want to cry, you can cry. You can cry all the thoughts of sadness and sadness. You don't have to hold them back." Xiao Baoxin holds Princess Xuancheng's hand. In fact, she is also very sad.

Xuancheng princess is only a 11-year-old girl. She is too bright, arrogant and lovely. However, just a few months after the death of Princess Liu, she has changed into a person. With rapid maturity, she can look at people's eyes.

This can be said to be a progress, but the cost of this progress is too great.