After Dong Mei's cry, she remembered that her "murderer" was watching. She suddenly felt empty.
Beiyuan xiuci didn't hear it. After all, it's all about Chen sesame and rotten millet. There's no need to embarrass little carrot's head by beating people in the face and exposing people.
But Xueli is an honest girl, and she is very serious in fencing. No matter whether Dong Meisheng is angry or not, she directly retorts: "Elder sister, your strength is really not as good as before. You seem to be hesitant and timid when you make a sword. Although your hair is only a little thin, I don't think I can make mistakes. There should be something wrong with your sword heart! My father often says that learning sword is not a sword, but a sword heart. The process of learning sword is a process of polishing people's hearts. People should be crystal clear and resilient , you have the spirit, the hardness has the softness, and the softness brings the hardness. Finally, you turn the people's heart into a sword heart. From then on, holding the sword will be harmful... "
Xue Li seldom talks at length, and her words are a little confused, which makes Dong Mei stunned for a moment - of course she knows her twin sister. Although she doesn't talk too much, she always tells the truth. Is it because her strength has really deteriorated now? What's wrong with that strange sword core? She was robbed by the guy from kithara Xiuji?
She couldn't help but turn her eyes to Hideki kithara - could it be that she was really afraid of him? Has this guy become her own psychological shadow?
It seems that now I hold the bamboo sword, I really don't have the sense of sureness before
Thinking of the natural stubbornness rising suddenly in her heart, she tightened the bamboo sword in her hand and wanted to launch a direct challenge to yuanxiuci to prove that although she had lost to him miserably, she was not afraid of him in her heart, but was just waiting for the opportunity to accumulate strength!
I'm definitely not a coward!
But she opened her mouth several times and remembered the painful duel before. The sense of despair that her efforts and sweat in recent ten years were meaningless and worthless in front of Beiyuan xiuci quickly filled her heart, and she dared not put forward a fair and just competition.
People who have not experienced painful failure will not understand the unwillingness to be defeated face to face, the frustration, the blockage in their hearts, and the self denial caused by this - is my efforts valuable? Can I get a return after I have suffered so much? Am I doomed to be a loser?
Many people fall down after a major failure in life. No matter how excellent they were before, they sink into obscenity and become living walking corpses. This is not without reason.
It's very easy to get up when you fall, but it's not easy to stand the test of failure again and again. Failure makes you feel uncomfortable, work hard, fail again, accept your life, muddle along, and have been eliminated from life. There are countless such people in the world.
Of course, Dongmei's crushing defeat by xiuci Beiyuan is not a major failure in her life, but she is only 16 years old, and this failure is enough for her to drink a pot.
She stood there for a moment, holding the bamboo sword and lost herself in thought - was the heart of my sword really taken away by the little white face?
Ichiro Fukuzawa looked at his eldest daughter and couldn't help it. He didn't think the eldest daughter was talented in fencing before, so he didn't want her to pay too much attention to fencing. He just taught her at will and tried to cultivate her interests and hobbies so that she didn't pay too much attention - this can win solid, be happy to lose, and no one will pay attention to casual play.
However, the eldest daughter was stubborn and practiced by herself when she had nothing to do. She didn't want to admit defeat until she was easily defeated by her sister at the age of 12. She finally turned her eyes to other aspects - she could barely accept being defeated by her compatriots' sister. After all, her father spent several times more energy on her sister, and she didn't think it was her own problem when she lost.
However, if you are defeated by an outsider of the same age, it is difficult to complete the psychological construction again.
Sometimes it's also a kind of courage to admit that others are better than yourself. It's not a single competition, but a comprehensive competition. There's no need to always care about your own shortcomings - Zhilong Fukuzawa has always wanted his eldest daughter to understand, but his eldest daughter always wants to get to the top of the bull.
He thought there with his eldest daughter, but his eyes turned to xiuci Beiyuan and asked with a smile, "Mr. Beiyuan, I haven't had a chance to ask. Have you read the book" the mystery of Ono's knife flow? "
His eldest daughter is going to participate in a sports competition. He doesn't care too much. She wanders around by herself, but he is very concerned about Beiyuan xiuci. He thinks Beiyuan xiuci is the only genius he has seen in his life. He is quite happy at seeing and hunting - they say that famous teachers are hard to find, but sometimes it's hard to find talented successors. They are all elm bumps and dementia.
Fortunately, he had some luck and gave birth to a talented child. Finally, he didn't let his tributary break the inheritance. It's a pity that he is a daughter with congenital limitations
"I've studied it carefully, Mr. Fukuzawa. I've benefited a lot. Thank you very much." xiuci kithara can only answer so politely. He can't be kind enough to give him a book. He said that I didn't read it and threw it there - then, my friends won't do it in the future.
"How many skills have you mastered? Have you started practicing?" Fukuzawa Zhilong is still very concerned. After all, no one wants to lose the skills of his own school. It's better to learn more people, and fencing is becoming increasingly weak in modern society,
"This... Has been roughly mastered, and some practice has been carried out." Beiyuan xiuci was embarrassed to say that he has basically mastered them, and has already taken those techniques to meditate and cut people for fun.
"Rough grasp?" murmured Ichiro Fukuzawa. The book he gave to Kitahara Xiuji was made at his peak, though not very deep, but also the essence of his half life sword. He gave it to Kitahara Xiuji only in the spirit of love, but it was only in less than a month that the boy had already said roughly.
Really talented or young people don't know how to speak?
He pondered for a moment and asked Beiyuan xiuci, "I just have time today. Would you mind letting me see how much I have mastered? I'm so sorry. I'm a little curious when I'm old..."
Beiyuan xiuci doesn't care. The books are sent by the other party. It's nothing to show the other party. After all, he is also the boss who works now. He also takes good care of himself, a foreign student and a stranger. If he asks for a little, he must give face.
He said with a smile, "please give me more advice."
Fukuzawa Zhilong was not modest either. He said with a smile, "if I only said Ono's knife flow, I really learned a lot. If Mr. Beiyuan is interested, I will naturally tell you everything."
As he spoke, he turned his eyes on his daughters, but he couldn't find a suitable opponent for Beiyuan Xiuji - his body was basically useless, and he had one blow at most. He couldn't do it himself. It seemed that he could only send his second daughter to play, but his second daughter's strength was equal to that of Beiyuan Xiuji. When the two people fought with all their strength, they asked each other to show the skills they had just learned, It's a little difficult, and it doesn't seem appropriate.
But he really wanted to see how far there was between genius and ordinary people. He hesitated and ordered Xueli: "second daughter, you can be a lining for Beiyuan Jun."
Xueli was a little happy to be selected, but as soon as she heard the lining, she immediately complained, "ah, let me be a target?" Dad asked her to try to defend but not attack. Of course, she was not happy to cooperate with Beiyuan xiuci to show her skills. What she wanted was to have a good fight with Beiyuan xiuci, "I don't want to do it. I want to fight with him. Blood splashes three feet! That's good!"
When xiuci Beiyuan didn't hear the nonsense in the snow, these two fools just listen to the meaning and don't have to pick their words. However, he doesn't care about being an improper lining in the snow. He can use Ono's technique very skillfully. So what? I have the cheek to say that I have super strong learning ability, that is, I have peerless swordsmanship talent. I can't beat myself into an alien for this kind of thing. Let's go to scientific anatomy!
He just wanted to make Zhilong Fukuzawa feel free to let the silly girl in the snow go all out, but Dongmei suddenly said, "father, please let me be his opponent!"
Fukuzawa Zhilong looked at Dongmei and said helplessly, "eldest daughter, let your sister come!"
Dongmei said softly but firmly: "I have practiced Ono's technique of one knife flow for nearly ten years. Don't I deserve to be his opponent?"
She didn't want to take advantage of people's danger. She just wanted to face xiuci Beiyuan again to see if she could dispel the haze in her heart and recapture the heart of the sword in her sister's mouth. She tightened the bamboo sword in her hand and asked kithara xiuci, "this is not a competition. There is no winner. Please allow me to be your opponent?"
Kithara xiuci was not interested in hanging the head of the little carrot, but he just showed his skills. He didn't care who the target was. He looked at Fukuzawa Zhilong to see what he meant.
Fukuzawa Zhilong pondered for a moment and smiled helplessly at Beiyuan xiuci: "Beiyuan Jun, go change your clothes and protective equipment. You can use mine."
Kithara xiuci said politely and went straight to the dressing room. Fukuzawa Zhilong turned his head and wanted to tell his eldest daughter not to let her fool around. However, he found that his eldest daughter had gone to the middle of the field and knelt down. Her waist was straight, her eyes were closed and kept her spirit.
Xueli didn't feel that her sister robbed her opponent. Anyway, she didn't have any interest in being a target. She just waved and complained, "Dad, don't drink less! It's so delicious. Don't you feel dizzy after drinking so much?"
Fukuzawa Zhilong led her to sit down, smiled and said, "there's no way not to drink, but I've really drunk a little too much these days."
Xueli was very close to her father and said bluntly, "pay attention. I think you're not far from drinking a confused egg."
Fukuzawa Zhilong didn't listen at all. He touched the wine pot and took another sip. He just smiled and said, "I see!" he is very gentle to his daughters now. Maybe he is really old - his mentality is old.
Chuncai led akitaro to sit down and put him in the front seat to show his respect for the contestants, Xiuji Beiyuan and Dongmei. Xia zhixia and Xia Sha, two unlucky bastards, crowded in a corner of the dojo, covered their hips and stared at Dongmei, who closed their eyes and rested in the field. They are probably ready to cheer up Xiuji Beiyuan later for indirect revenge.
It took a long time for Hideki kithara to come out. Although he can be called good at fencing, he has no experience in wearing protective gear. He sweated a lot in the dressing room, and Ichiro Fukuzawa didn't expect him to be such a wonderful flower. No matter how delicate his mind is, he didn't expect to send a daughter to help. When he came out, he thought he was hiding in the dressing room to refresh himself.
Beiyuan xiuci, holding a bamboo sword, also stood in the field and shouted to Dongmei: "please give more advice, fuze students!"
Dongmei opened her eyes. The stars flashed. She took a serious look at xiuci Beiyuan. She wrapped her headscarf, put on her face armor, tightened her tie, slowly got up with a sword and bowed solemnly: "please give more advice, Beiyuan students!"
Her attitude has changed. Today, the opponent she wants to fight is not xiuci Beiyuan, but the haze of failure in her heart, the cold eyes that xiuci Beiyuan left in her heart.
She wants to take back the heart of the sword from kithara xiuci, that is, she has the courage to face kithara xiuci again with a bamboo sword!
This is not a competition, and no one gives orders. Beiyuan xiuci puts on a middle pose - the middle pose of Ono's sword flow. The sword edge is relatively closer to the body, and the sword tip is a little lower than that of other genres. It looks quite introverted - waiting for Dongmei, but Dongmei doesn't take the initiative to attack. Instead, she closes her eyes again, her chest fluctuates rapidly and breathes air.
At present, Dongmei is in a state of unprepared, but xiuci Beiyuan is not a person without demeanor. She doesn't think of sending her enough to give her a sword on the forehead. She just maintains the structure and waits patiently.
Dongmei did not move. She closed her eyes and meditated for five minutes. She bowed to yuanxiuci again to indicate that it was time to start. Then she suddenly jumped back in small steps. After opening the distance, she knelt down directly at the edge of the scene, put the bamboo sword on her waist, put her small hand on the handle, lowered her head and eyes, and the wind couldn't move.
The snow looked nearby and was surprised and said, "ah Li? Why does my sister start with Juhe? Why are you so weak?"