Chapter 476

To tell you the truth, although I made all the preparations before going out, I still feel chilly. After drinking a cup of hot water, I feel much warmer.

"I don't care about my body all the time." Xu Tianwen said helplessly.

"Why don't I cherish my body? I just have a cold!" I murmured subconsciously.

"Talk back!" Xu Tianwen glared at me.

"No, I don't think it's puzzling for you to say that. You can tell me why I don't cherish my body. Am I self injuring or something?" Xu Tianwen glared at me. I held the water cup in my hands and looked at him unconvinced and said.

"Of course you are..." Xu Tianwen was about to say it, but he couldn't say it at once. Then he looked at me with strange eyes. After thinking for a long time, he whispered, "you really haven't done anything... Strange, I always think you're... Forget it."

Xu Tianwen's expression and performance are almost the same as his mother's this morning. They all seem to have something they can say, but when the words come to their lips, they don't seem to know what to say.

It's strange! It's not normal!

"Xu Tianwen, when do you get off work?" I asked.

"What's the matter?" Xu Tianwen raised his wrist and looked at his watch. "I still have ten minutes to work in the afternoon, so you need to wait for me for a few more hours before I can get off work."

"Never mind. I'll wait for you." I seriously looked at Xu Tianwen, "I want to go to your house today, OK?"

Hearing what I said, Xu Tianwen was stunned. He had all kinds of complicated expressions on his face, but he didn't say a word.

I immediately realized that what I said seemed very ambiguous, so I quickly explained, "I always feel that there is something in your family that is related to my lost memory. Can I go and have a look?"

After listening to my words, Xu Tianwen's face was also obviously embarrassed. He nodded and said, "of course, but you need to wait for me to get off work."

"Well, no problem." I nodded and gave Xu Tianwen a weak smile.

"I have a bed in my office. You can lie on it if you are tired." Xu Tianwen said, handed me a key, "this is the key to the office, if you want to go out, remember to lock the door, tired come back to rest."

"I see." I quickly put away the key.

After lunch break, Xu Tianwen told me again and again to go to work in the inpatient department.

I sit alone in the office chair, head is still dizzy, as if I was forced to take away a lot of things, painful.

What's going on! It's not only my memory that has gone wrong, but also my mother and Xu Tianwen's performance.

Maybe they feel this, but they don't pay attention to it, because it's not something they care about.

Why do I lose my memory!

Where did I go yesterday? Who did you see? What happened to me!

The more I think about it, the more headache I have. So I put away the key to Xu Tianwen's office, went out of the office, locked the door, left the hospital, and decided to go for a walk in the street.

Because the new year is coming, and it's winter vacation, there are a lot of pedestrians on the streets, and the shops are also full of New Year atmosphere.

On the street, a couple of couples who talked and laughed walked past me, came face to face in front of me, and then passed me by. I could even hear their laughter clearly.

My heart is empty again.

Sometimes, I even stop and look back at those lovers who have gone far away. It seems that I can see someone through them.

Looking at it, my chest became stuffy, and a sense of inexplicable sadness came out of my heart.

This is so strange!

Why am I so sad!

I shook my head and continued to walk forward. Unconsciously, I had gone a long way. When I stood at the gate of the amusement park, I looked up at the ferris wheel, which was still slowly rotating. My heart suddenly became sour. I didn't know when the tears that had been suppressed for a long time slipped from the corner of my eyes and flowed down my cheeks.

"It's strange why I cry! Why do I cry! What am I crying for? " As I wiped my tears, I said to myself, but the more I wiped my tears, the fiercer I was, and I couldn't stop. So I squatted on the ground and cried bitterly.

I must look very strange. There are a lot of people walking by me, coming and going, staring at me with strange eyes.

But I don't care, I only know that I am very sad now, I seem to have lost my most precious thing in the world, but I can't remember what I have lost!

Cry enough, the heart is more open, a cold wind blowing, cold I shiver straight.

I found that it was dark now, and my mobile phone was still ringing. I took out my mobile phone, and the caller ID was Xu Tianwen.

"Where are you!"

Just pick up the phone, Xu Tianwen anxious voice came from the receiver.

"At the gate of the amusement park." I sniffed and choked.

"Find a shopping mall or coffee shop nearby to get warm. I'll pick you up right now." Xu Tianwen didn't have any unnecessary nonsense, so he hung up his cell phone.

I listened to him and found a shopping mall nearby, waiting for Xu Tianwen to pick me up.

Soon, Xu Tianwen drove over. When I got into the car, I glanced at Xu Tianwen from time to time. I always thought he would give me a hard talk.

But no, Xu Tianwen didn't say anything. He just drove quietly.

Before long, we arrived at Xu Tianwen's home.

Xu Tianwen opened the door and politely invited me in.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw the snowball lying on the blanket in the middle of the ground, covered with white fur and round body, which made people want to touch its fur.

I looked around strangely, and then asked Xu Tianwen, "doctor Xu, is there only one cat in your family?"

"Yes. It's still from you. Don't you remember? " Xu Tianwen took off his coat, washed a cup of hot milk and handed it to me. "When I first came here, it was so small. It grew so big in a twinkling of an eye."

"Yes..." I said faintly, then turned to ask Xu Tianwen seriously, "doctor Xu, may I visit your house?"

"Of course." Xu Tianwen said, then gave me a tour guide, his home every room open to me to see.

Until he opened the door of the storage room, I held the milk cup in my hands, I stood at the door, looking at the empty room inside, and I was stunned for a moment.

"Here, there used to be something." I turned to ask Xu Tianwen.

After listening to my words, Xu Tianwen thought thoughtfully for a while, then frowned, looked at me with strange eyes, and whispered: "strange, I seldom put things in the storage room. But when you say that, I do have the feeling that I have let something go here. "