Because it's too painful, I don't know when I will faint. When I wake up again, I just feel that my whole head is buzzing, and my head has a kind of feeling of faint expansion. At this time, I hope this head is not my head, if I can take it down and throw it away.

Because it hurt so much, I was lying on the bed all weak. My eyes were staring at the ceiling. I didn't want to move. My brain was empty. My whole body collapsed.

Just then, I suddenly realized that there seemed to be a shadow on the windowsill beside my bed.

When I realized this, I was shocked. My heart beat heavily. Then a spirit sat up and looked at the windowsill.

I saw a black cat squatting on the windowsill. The room was dark without light. He squatted on the windowsill. The light from the glass reflected on his body, shining his black fur very bright.

But this is not the point, the point is that his dark green eyes, with a long green light in the moonlight, are staring at me closely.

Seeing that it was a cat, my nervous heart finally calmed down.

But it's strange that there are cats on my windowsill! Not to mention how he came into my room, even from the first floor to my home, how he climbed up.

Thinking about it, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed. I went to the cat.

Although he looks strange and frightening on such a night, I'm not afraid of him at all. How can I say that I still have an inexplicable sense of familiarity in my heart, and even a sense of intimacy that I haven't seen for a long time.

When I felt puzzled for this feeling, I found that I was crying at the cat.

I clearly felt a tear running down the corner of my eye.

I quickly reached out and touched it. I was surprised to see the wet tears on my hands. I didn't understand what was going on.

"Remember who I am!"

When I was surprised, the cat sitting on the windowsill began to speak.

"You... You can talk!" I raised my head and stared at the black kitten strangely. Although I was surprised, my heart was calm, as if he should be able to speak.

"Are you surprised that I can speak?" The little black cat raised its paw, scratched its neck and looked at me.

"No, it's not very strange... But an ordinary cat can't talk, but you can talk. Why do I feel like I should?" I looked at the kitten puzzled, hoping that he could give me an answer.

"Because we knew each other before." The little black cat sighed and looked helpless.

"Yes?" Hearing the little black cat's words, he suddenly got excited, stepped forward and looked at him closely, "do we really know each other? But why don't I remember... Is my lost memory related to you? "

"Not all..." the little black cat shook her head at me. "I'm just a part of it."

"Well, what are my lost memories? Can you tell me?" Hearing that the cat knew what I had lost, she asked anxiously, "can you tell me?"

The little black cat looked at me, did not immediately answer me, but looked at me in silence, as if thinking whether to tell me.

"May I?" I was even more anxious when I saw that he didn't speak.

"Why are you so anxious to get your memory back?" Instead of answering me, the little black cat asked me a question.

"Why? Do you still need to ask? Anyone who has lost his memory wants to get it back. " I looked at the little black cat and replied anxiously, "what's more, there is always someone's voice in my mind calling me" Lady "over and over again, but I can't see him clearly. I don't know who he is. I don't know if there is any relationship between us, but that voice reverberates in my mind and can't be eliminated at all."

As I said this, I reached out and covered my head again. As soon as I recalled what happened, my head began to ache again. "I don't understand why I would have a headache if I just thought about these things. Although I can't remember who that person is, I would feel very sad as long as I heard his voice. It seems that my sad heart was severely pinched by something."

"So, if you know anything, please tell me." Said, I forbeared the pain, reached out to pull the cat's paw, somehow, in my eyes, he is not a cat, but a person.

"Do you really want to recall that person, or do you just want to retrieve the lost memory?" The little black cat still looked at me cautiously and asked, "if you just want to find that memory, I advise you not to find it. It will be more painful to find you."

"No!" I firmly shook my head, "I now feel that I lost not a memory, but a person! A very important person to me I looked at the little black cat and tried to explain: "I seem to feel his shadow wherever I go. I feel that we are so close, but I can't remember who he is. Do you understand that painful feeling?"

I don't understand why I have to say this to a cat, but I'm so depressed today that I urgently need someone who can understand my feelings instead of saying to me in an inexplicable manner: "are you ok? You think too much. "

"When that person left, he deliberately eliminated all your memories of him, not only yours, but also those who had contact with him. In other words, he has eliminated all traces of his existence in the world. " The little black cat stares at me with dark green eyes, and says word by word: "not only memory, but also his precious body, he has burned up the fire of hell!"

Little black cat said here, the voice is full of sadness and helplessness, "he said, if he is destined to exist in the dark forever, then there is no need to leave any concern."

"Before he left, he specially asked me to take care of you, but don't appear in front of you, as long as you can be safe and happy. Also remind me, do not help you to recover your memory, because recovery can only increase pain, not good for each other Little black cat's voice is very calm, but his dark green eyes twinkle with light, it makes people sad.

I stood in front of the window sill and listened to him quietly. Although the content sounded strange, I felt that every word he said was true, and even my tears flowed down in silence.