Chapter 190

However, this time Qin Yue waited for a long time, as if time was about to freeze, and did not wait until Jian Ran appeared again.

Qin Yue didn't want to wait any longer, he began to search, not letting go of every corner of the room, calling her name while turning: "Jian Ran, Jian Ran—"

He searched over and over, and he called her name over and over again, but he still couldn't find his Jian Ran.

"Qin Yue, I'm here, why can't you find it? When did you become so stupid?"

Jian Ran's voice sounded from behind Qin Yue again, and he turned his head immediately, but the room was still empty, and there was no sign of her.

"Jian Ran—" He lay down on the bed, picked up the pillow she used to sleep on, and sniffed it. There was still her hair fragrance on the pillow.

Because he didn't rest for a long time, Qin Yue fell asleep in a daze after a while.

When he was sleeping soundly, someone poked his face with his finger: "Qin Yue, God is so unfair. He gave you such a good family background and gave you such a beautiful face."

"Jian Ran, don't make trouble!" Qin Yue reached out to grab the hand that was messing with his face, but once again, it was in vain.

Qin Yue woke up suddenly, he was still the only one in the room.

Unable to see Jian Ran, he only felt that his heart was empty, with cold wind blowing from time to time.

He got up and walked to Jian Ran's desk. There was an easel next to her. The easel was an unfinished painting of hers.

Qin Yue picked up the paintbrush and wanted to complete her unfinished painting, but he continued to paint, and the more he painted, the more he didn't know what he wanted to paint.

"Mr. Qin, why are you so stupid, you ruined all my paintings, I hate you so much."

"Jian Ran, I—"

"You're so stupid, don't talk to me."

"Jane, don't hide, come out and let me see you."

Why can he hear her voice, but can't see her person, where is she hiding, why can't he find her.

"Qin Yue, this place is too big, and it's inconvenient to live in. Why don't we move back to the original place."

Jian Ran's voice sounded again, Qin Yue suddenly thought of something, rushed out like crazy and drove the car back to Mengke Jingcheng where they lived when they were newly married.

Opening the door, there are two pairs of couple slippers on the shoe rack, one big and one small, the big one is his and the small one is hers.

She chose this when they were shopping in the mall. At that time, she blushed and said to him, "Mr. Qin, would you like to wear couple slippers with me?"

At that time, he didn't speak, just nodded.

Although he didn't like wearing those childish shoes, she liked them and he was willing to accompany her just because she was his wife and he wanted her to be happy.

Because the house is often taken care of by a special person, the house that has not been lived in for a long time is still spotless and clean, as if the two of them are still living here.

Stepping through the entrance, he looked at the kitchen for the first time. Every time she came back from work, she was always busy in the kitchen. When she heard the sound of him opening the door, she would poke her head out of the kitchen to greet him: " You're back. The food will be ready soon, go wash your hands."

"Okay." Qin Yue nodded, looking steadily at the direction of the kitchen, as if Jian Ran was still busy in the kitchen, cooking her specialty boiled fish, adding onions that he couldn't eat to the boiled fish.

"Jian Ran—" he called her name, but he didn't dare to approach her again. After several disappointments, he knew that as long as he approached, she would disappear from his sight.

"Mr. Qin, why are you standing still, wash your hands quickly, you can eat right away." She turned back to him and said with a smile.

"Okay." Qin Yue still nodded, but he still didn't move. He was afraid that when he turned around, she would disappear again.

"Mr. Qin, I want to give birth to a little monkey for you."

Jian Ran in the kitchen disappeared. She stood at the door of the bedroom, looking at him nervously and shyly.

Qin Yue also remembered this sentence, it was what she said to him when they came back from the hospital that night, and she became his real wife that night.

She has such a shy personality, but she did such a bold thing to him.

If she didn't want to be with him forever, she definitely wouldn't do it with her character.

"Jane, do you really have the heart?"

After she branded an indelible trace in his life, she disappeared from his side in such a cruel way, pushing him into the endless hell, and tasting the pain of the heart eaten by thousands of insects.

He doesn't want any children, and he doesn't want any women, he only wants her, the unique Jian Ran in the world—his Jian Ran!

"Qin Yue, will we go on forever? We won't be separated, will we?"

Some time ago, she always asked him such questions, and every time she asked him, her expression was so sad.

She was such a confident person, and she always said that she believed in him, but she was so unconfident about their future.

Something must have happened to her, but he didn't see anything.

Why didn't he see it?

If he had guessed what was on her mind early, wouldn't what happened today wouldn't have happened?

What happened that he didn't know?

Qin Yue walked into the room where they had lived for several months, and he seemed to see the way she was when she helped him put on the tie for the first time.

Her face was flushed with shame, she lowered her head, helping him nervously and focused.

He hid in the room and searched everywhere for the traces left by Jian Ran. He didn't know how many days had passed in a daze.

"Wow wow wow -" the baby's crisp cry suddenly came from outside the thick door, Qin Yue's body froze suddenly, but he quickly reacted.

He hurried to the bathroom to wash his face and straightened his clothes. He felt that he didn't look so vicissitudes anymore, so he went to open the door.

"Wow wow -" Outside the door, the baby's crying continued, but Qin Yue's hand holding the doorknob did not move for a long time.

Qin Yue closed his eyes and took a deep breath before turning the handle to open the door.

Outside the door, Jian Ran was holding their child and looking at him with a smile, but he only blinked his eyes. The person in front of him turned into Qin Xiaobao and a strange woman. The strange woman was holding a baby, and the baby was still growing up Crying, seems very sad.

"Brother, this is a baby, you can hug her." After Qin Xiaobao finished speaking, he motioned for the newly hired nanny to hand over the baby to Qin Yue.

Qin Yue looked around, but didn't look at the little baby. Again, he still didn't see the person he wanted to see.

Finally, he withdrew his gaze and looked at the milk doll held by the strange woman. It was his and Jian Ran's child, and it was the only thought she left for him.

He stretched out his hands and hugged the child tremblingly.

I don't know if there is telepathy, but just now the baby was crying loudly when he hugged it, and then stopped crying, but it was still sobbing, as if it had been wronged too much.