Jian Ran quietly looked sideways at Qin Yue. Wearing a white shirt, he stood up straight, raised his chin slightly, narrowed his eyes slightly, and stared straight ahead. He looked like a perfect sculpture.
However, what Jane saw was not only Qin Yue's noble temperament and good-looking appearance, she seemed to be able to see into his heart, as if he was surrounded by endless loneliness and pain, so lonely and helpless.
In Jian Ran's few memories, she has never been in love, and she doesn't know what it's like to love someone.
She once heard people say that love is like a double-edged sword, which can be the opponent's armor and also the opponent's weakness.
Now, Qin Yue, who has lost his "simpleness", is a person who has lost his weakness and also lost his armor
That "Jane Ran" once gave Qin Yue the most beautiful things in the world, and when she disappeared, she also silently destroyed everything about Qin Yue.
Today's Qin Yue is still so dazzling in the crowd, but his body is like a thin layer of ice, so cold that people dare not approach him.
From Jian Ran's point of view, the most desperate and helpless thing about Qin Yue was that before the business trip, his wife still smiled and said that he would wait for him to come back, but when he came back, the two of them were already separated, and they would never have the chance to meet again in this life.
But for Qin Yue, those things are in the past, and there are more cruel things for him now.
His wife was right in front of his eyes, he could touch her just by reaching out, but she didn't remember him.
An invisible high wall separated him and her on both sides of the wall, he could hear each other, feel each other, but couldn't touch each other.
The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, parting from love, long-term resentment, not being able to ask, not being able to let go.
Love parting, can't ask for, can't let go——
Qin Yue suddenly laughed, the laughter was low and deep, and the eyes slightly narrowed under the golden glasses frame seemed to have tears flashing.
Looking at his smile, Jian Ran felt that it was more uncomfortable than watching someone cry.
"Our child has been saved and is growing up healthily. She is very cute and sensible. She is almost all the joy in my life." Qin Yue looked sideways at Jian Ran and continued, "When the child's mother was pregnant with the child, she told me Said, when the child is one year old, we will take a group of family portraits, and then we will take a group of photos every year the child is older..."
But there will never be a chance to complete a set of family portraits!
Jian Ran couldn't help thinking sadly for Qin Yue.
Qin Yue's deep and magnetic voice tapped on Jian Ran's heart again and again, and she even wanted to go up and hold his clenched fist to give him a little strength and comfort.
But Jane didn't do that, and she didn't have the position to do that——
She didn't even know what Qin Yue was thinking when he brought her to meet his late wife?
Just when she had many uncertainties, Qin Yue said in a deep voice: "She has been away from me and the child for three years. It has been three years, should we forget her?"
He was asking Jianran, but Jianran believed that Qin Yue already had his own answer in his heart, and he didn't want her answer, so Jianran didn't answer.
Jian Ran didn't speak, but she was thinking for Qin Yue in her heart. People should look forward when they live, instead of living in the past.
If Qin Yue's wife, Quan Xia, knows, she probably doesn't want to see him in such pain. She definitely hopes that he can forget the past as soon as possible and start a new life with his lovely Xiao Ranran.
"Jian Ran—"
Qin Yue suddenly called out the word "Jian Ran". Jian Ran didn't know whether he was calling his wife or her, so she didn't answer.
"Give me a chance and let me pursue you."
Qin Yue's deep and sexy voice reached Jian Ran's ears. Jian Ran was so shocked by Qin Yue's words that her head was buzzing. Is there something wrong with Qin Yue?
He first told her a lot of stories about him and his late wife, and before she could digest the sad story, he said in front of his late wife that he wanted to pursue her.
Although his wife has been dead for three years, it's always not good for him to say in front of his dead wife that he wants to pursue another woman.
But thinking about it carefully, Jian Ran can understand it, it's because she is somewhat similar to Qin Yue's dead wife, that's why he did a series of unbelievable things.
When he said he wanted to pursue her, he probably didn't really want to pursue her, but regarded her as his dead wife. He wanted to start over with his dead wife.
Qin Yue followed Jian Ran closely, wanting to get a positive answer from Jian Ran, but during the waiting time, he was so nervous that his palms were sweating.
Jian Ran smiled apologetically: "Mr. Qin, although my name is Jian Ran, I am me. I have nothing to do with your wife, and I don't want to be someone else's substitute."
Jian Ran's answer made Qin Yue feel as if someone had grabbed his heart, and suddenly he was suffocated, and it took him a long time to recover.
He stared at Jian Ran with burning eyes, and asked solemnly again: "Jian Ran, you are not a substitute, you are you, so are you willing?"
When Jian Ran came back, she had forgotten everything in the past, so she was a brand new Jian Ran. Whether it's the previous Jianran or the present Jianran, to Qin Yue, it's all his Jianran.
He could pretend that Jian Ran had truly passed away three years ago, pursue a new Jian Ran, and let them start over.
Because he knew that there were many suitors around Jian Ran, Qin Yue felt many crises, he had no time to wait, he had to let Jian Ran accept him again as soon as possible.
Even if I can't accept him, I still hope that I can guard Jian Ran's side and prevent other people who want to pursue her from approaching her.
Jian Ran originally wanted to refuse, but when she met Qin Yue's eyes, she didn't say the word of rejection several times.
Even she herself didn't know why, she didn't want to see Qin Yue so sad, and she felt a little guilty for rejecting his words.
However, in the end, reason prevailed over emotion. Jian Ran shook her head and said very calmly: "Mr. Qin, did I do something that misunderstood you? Actually, I really don't have any wrong thoughts about you. "
"Jian Ran, I want to pursue you." Qin Yue grabbed Jian Ran's shoulder and said again, "I don't want you to admit that you have something to do with me. I just want you to give me a chance. An opportunity for me to pursue you."
Jian Ran said, "Mr. Qin, I really—"
Qin Yue interrupted her and said: "Let's get in touch with each other and stay together. If during the process of getting along, you feel that I am not a good person and not what you want, you can ask to break the relationship at any time."
Jian Ran shook her head, and said, "Mr. Qin, this is not fair to you."