Chapter 264

Seeing that Jian Ran was like a frightened deer, Qin Yue let her go and smiled: "It's still so cute."

I still remember one time, when she fed him a snack, he also sucked her fingers, and she also looked shy.

At that time, they didn't have Xiao Ranran. Now Xiao Ranran is more than three years old, but her shy character has not changed at all.

"Bad guy!" Jian Ran stretched out her hand and pinched him, but she didn't use too much force. For some reason, she felt that he must have suffered no less than her in the past three years.

It can also be seen from the sincere eyes that he cares about her from the bottom of his heart.

But why not her father, every time she saw her father's kind eyes, as if she was the person he cared about most in this world, but in the end?

Jian Ran shook her head, unwilling to think about it.

Time can verify everything. She can't verify whether Qin Yue's concern for her is true or not, so let time help her.

He can pretend for a while, but not for the rest of his life.

Jian Ran sat back at the dining table, peeled a few fried chestnut seeds and ate them.

Qin Yue, who was busy in the kitchen, looked up at her from time to time, seeing her frowning and sighing softly, he felt uncomfortable.

"Jian Ran, go and look around at home." Find something to keep her busy, so she won't have time to think about it.

Jian Ran wanted to look around a long time ago, but she was too embarrassed to speak. When she heard what he said, she immediately agreed.

Jian Ran walked around the living room, the decoration layout here is similar to that of Nuo Yuan, but the area is not so large.

And what caught her attention instantly was the small house near the balcony. Vaguely, Jian Ran seemed to see a snow-white Pomeranian rolling and playing there.

"Wow, woof..." Seemingly aware of her presence, the Pomeranian raised its head and barked at her a few times, wagging its tail affectionately, as if welcoming her back.

"Mianmian?" The name deep in memory blurted out, but when Jian Ran took a closer look, there was only an empty small room, and there was no "Mianmian" at all.

Continuously?

Is it the little Mianmian that Xiao Ranran always brings with her, or the other Mianmian in her memory?

Jian Ran didn't know, the more she thought about it, the more confused her mind became, and the more she thought about it, the more flustered her heart became.

"Jian Ran, come and help me."

Qin Yue's voice once again pulled Jian Ran back from that dark world in time. She took a deep breath and walked towards him: "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Qin Yue looked at her worriedly: "Jian Ran, what did you think of just now?"

Jane shook her head: "It's nothing."

She must have something to do, she must have thought of something, but she doesn't want to tell him that's all.

Qin Yue stared at her, hesitated for a while, and then said: "Jian Ran, tell me what's on your mind and what you have doubts about, and I'll help you answer."

"Qin Yue, can you tell me about Xiao Ranran?" She wanted to know everything about Xiao Ranran. As a mother, she had missed her child's growth for more than three years.

She didn't even know how she gave birth to her... How she wished she could make up for all the love she didn't give her before.

Qin Yue: "Do you think Xiao Ranran is cute?"

Jian Ran: "Yes. When I saw the little guy for the first time, I was still wondering who could give birth to such a beautiful and lovely child. "

Qin Yue said with a smile: "Of course, because she is our child. Dad is so pretty, and mom is so pretty, how can the child not be good-looking."

Jian Ran gave him a white look: "There's no one who praises herself like that."

Qin Yue shrugged: "I just accidentally told the truth."

Jian Ran couldn't help laughing when she heard this, and said with a light smile: "Mr. Qin, did you always make Mrs. Qin happy like this before?"

Hearing Jian Ran's words, Qin Yue's heart suddenly felt sour. He was too rigid before, and never knew how to say nice things to her.

When they were together, most of the time she was talking, she was trying to find ways to make him happy, but he just blindly accepted her warmth.

From now on, he will be responsible for talking, and he will be responsible for making her happy.

Qin Yue said again: "Then... Is Mrs. Qin happy?"

He was very careful when he said it, for fear that the words Mrs. Qin would touch Jian Ran's back scales.

"Happy." Unexpectedly, Jian Ran nodded readily, but said with some regret, "But, I can't be Mrs. Qin yet."

She paused, raised her eyes to look at Qin Yue, her eyes were full of water: "Qin Yue, if Mrs. Qin can't remember the past, would you mind?"

"No. We can start over, as long as you are by my side." For the first time, he spoke so bluntly.

Jian Ran was stunned for a while, but she didn't know how to answer. She moved her eyes away in a little panic, looked out the window, but said, "Hey, it's raining."

The weather in May can change as soon as it is said. The sky was clear just now, and suddenly there was thunder, followed by pouring rain.

Many passers-by coming and going on the road were drenched, but everyone quickly ran to the surrounding buildings to find a place to shelter from the rain.

Jian Ran looked at the pedestrians across the window from a distance, as if she saw herself walking in the rain, drenched in heavy rain, walking, walking, not knowing where she was going, not knowing where she could stay.

Because she has no home, she has no roots, no one to rely on——

"Jian Ran—"

Qin Yue's voice came from beside her again, low and deep, like raindrops outside beating her heart.

Jian Ran suddenly woke up, and smiled apologetically: "Sorry! I'm lost again."

"Jian Ran, don't keep everything in your heart, don't take care of everything by yourself." Qin Yue patted his chest, "This is a harbor you can dock at any time."

"Mr. Qin, I'm hungry."

Without recovering the past memory, he was still a stranger to her. She really didn't know how to say something to him, so she could only change the subject abruptly, and could only do nothing to the heartache that flashed in Qin Yue's eyes.

She really wanted to know why her father fed her poison? She really wanted to know why she lost her memory? Qin Yue probably didn't know about these things either.

She still remembered that he said that when he came back from a business trip three years ago, she had disappeared and only her ashes were seen.

When the incident happened three years ago, when Xiao Ranran was taken out of her belly, Qin Yue was not there, so he probably didn't know what happened during that time.

And if she wants to know what happened during that time, she must be able to fully understand it only when she thinks about the past.

During these three years, as long as she didn't think about herself as a person without a past, her life would be peaceful.

And how did Qin Yue, who lost his wife, spend these three years?