Jian Ran wished that Qin Yue would tell her: "Jian Ran, no, things are not what you think."
But she didn't wait for him to tell her so.
Qin Yue stared at her, his eyes were turbulent, as if he wanted to say a thousand words to her, but he didn't know what to say to her.
After a while, he came to her side and hugged her into his arms with such strength that he seemed to have exhausted all the strength in his body.
He buried his head in her ear, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "Jian Ran, you are still pregnant with a child, so you can't get angry or emotional... Do you understand?"
Jian Ran suddenly smiled, with a helpless and desolate smile: "The child belongs to us, and I will protect him well... But, Qin Yue, I am an independent person, I have my own ability to act, and I have my own thoughts , I have the right to know the truth, you have no right to make decisions for me."
yes!
She should know the truth, but he was worried that if she couldn't accept the truth, she would hurt her and the child if she couldn't control her emotions for a while.
Does she understand his worry?
Jian Ran looked at him, he stared at Jian Ran, the two looked at each other, neither of them broke the silence, they both believed that the other party would be able to understand themselves.
After a long time, Qin Yue spoke first: "I'll tell you everything, but you have to promise me not to be excited... The baby in your womb is still young and cannot be stimulated."
Compared with the child in Jian Ran's womb, Qin Yue worried more about Jian Ran, but he mentioned the child twice because Jian Ran cared about the child.
He believed that for the sake of the child, Jian Ran would be strong and able to endure.
"I know." Jane nodded, subconsciously clenched her two hands hanging by her side, revealing her nervousness.
Although she was nervous, she wasn't that fragile. One truth could make her unable to keep her child.
Seeing that Jian Ran's expression was still calm, Qin Yue supported her shoulder instead: "Yes, Mr. Xiao didn't die 20 years ago, he saved his life by life, but the night before yesterday he was taken from Xiao Qinghe's house The family was kidnapped and killed."
"Is he still alive? He's at Xiao Qinghe's house? When was he at Xiao Qinghe's house? Why didn't you tell me? "
Jian Ran bit her lip, holding back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.
Her father is at Xiao Qinghe's house... A few days ago, she went to Xiao Qinghe's house for dinner, and ate shredded pork with Beijing sauce that only her mother could make.
Only mothers can cook shredded pork with Beijing sauce... Suddenly a light flashed in Jian Ran's mind. Could it be that Xiao Qinghe didn't make that dish, but her father Xiao Yuanfeng made it?
So, when she was at Xiao Qinghe's house, was her father there?
They were in the same room, maybe separated by a wall, but she didn't see him, and he was killed.
Why?
why?
Who did her father offend? After so many years, these people want to put him to death?
In the past, it was the Gu family, Jian Zhengtian and Shen Wenyuan who wanted to get rid of their father, but they were defeated and died, and they couldn't do anything to his father at all.
Besides them, who else could not tolerate his father living in this world?
"Because he doesn't want you to see that others are not human, ghosts are not ghosts. Because he loves you, he wants to maintain the most perfect father image in your mind. As long as he can see you, take a look from afar , he is also satisfied."
Qin Yue almost roared, and it was the first time he spoke to Jian Ran so loudly since they were married for so long.
"It's because you love me that you don't tell me anything... But you never ask me, so how do you know what is best for me?"
They didn't know that no matter what his father became, he was always a hero in her heart.
But all of them made a decision for her without asking her, let her be so close to her biological father, but never had the chance to meet her.
The father didn't even hear her daughter call him - Dad!
More than 20 years ago, my father survived a car accident. He hasn't shown up for so many years. It is conceivable that he must have had a bad time these years.
He lived so hard, but when he couldn't even meet the daughter he wanted to recognize back, he encountered an accident again.
The more she thought about it, the tighter her heart tightened: "Why? Why don't you ask me?"
Jian Ran didn't want to cry, but the tears couldn't stop pouring out, like a flood breaking a bank, out of control.
Qin Yue pinched her shoulder: "Jian Ran, don't get excited!"
Jian Ran shook her head and wiped her tears: "I'm not excited. Go on and tell me everything I don't know."
"Calm down first, what do you want to know, I'll tell you slowly some other day." Qin Yue could see that Jian Ran's endurance had reached the limit, and he could no longer stimulate her.
"You tell me, if I want to know, I must know." Jian Ran took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.
Jian Ran insisted, and Qin Yue gave a general account of Xiao Yuanfeng's affairs. Of course, he deliberately concealed the fact that Xiao Yuanfeng had kidnapped Qin Xiaobao.
In Jian Ran's heart, her father has always been a hero, an upright man. He would never do anything to hurt others, especially innocent people.
...
When Jian Ran saw Xiao Yuanfeng's body, the scene was the same as when she saw her mother's body in Kyoto many years ago.
She didn't know what heinous thing she had done in her previous life to cause her parents to leave her so tragically in this life.
The last time she saw them was in the funeral home, they were lying in the cold freezer.
Binggeli's father had burn marks on his face and a fresh knife wound, so he couldn't see his true face at all.
Looking at it, the string that was tense in Jian Ran's heart suddenly broke. She knelt down in front of Xiao Yuanfeng's ice coffin with a plop, and shouted out one word with great effort - Dad!
After she knew her real life experience, she longed for this title, hoping to see her father one day and call him dad.
Now the opportunity came, but I didn't expect such a scene.
Father had really left this world, no matter how she called him, he couldn't hear her voice.
"Jian Ran—" Qin Yue worried.
"I'm fine, and I'll be fine." How could she be okay? She didn't take good care of her father when her father was alive, and she couldn't let him worry about her father when he passed away.
She knew that her father must be watching her in the sky, and his father must hope that she would live a good life, so she would live a good life with her brother, and would never let her father worry about it.