Today is the last day of October in the Gregorian calendar, the sun is shining and the weather is fine.
Tomorrow is a statutory holiday. Before going out this morning, Qin Yue told Jian Ran that she would not go to work in the afternoon, and would rush home to have lunch with her and Xiao Ranran at noon.
As soon as Qin Yue left, Jian Ran was busy making lunch.
She prepared two of Qin Yue's favorite dishes, and two of Xiao Ranran's favorite dishes. She also didn't forget to ask their new member Xiao Ze what he liked to eat.
After arranging several dishes and making them, the time is not far from the lunch time at noon.
Looking at the time, Jian Ran went back to her room and changed into a long apricot dress. The skirt was designed to be waistless. She tied it around her waist with a thin belt at will, and immediately outlined her slender waistline.
Although she is pregnant, it has not been three months yet, and her abdomen is not visible at all, so if she doesn't tell, no one can see that she is pregnant with Liujia.
Not only is she dressed beautifully, Jian Ran also plans to put on light makeup for herself, intending to let Qin Yue see her best self.
Jian Ran sat in front of the dressing table, looked down to find an eyebrow pencil from the drawer, and when she looked up, she saw another person in the mirror.
She looked at him in the mirror and smiled awkwardly: "Why did you come back so early?"
"What are you going to do?" Qin Yue looked at Jian Ran in the mirror and asked softly.
"I want to put on some light makeup to make myself look better." Jian Ran told the truth, because she wanted to keep her best-looking self in Qin Yue's heart.
Qin Yue lowered his head and kissed her: "You look better without makeup."
Jian Ran's skin is very good, and now that she is pregnant, her skin looks as smooth as an egg that has just been peeled. Qin Yue said that she looks better without makeup, which is definitely from the bottom of her heart.
"Am I really good-looking?" No matter what others think of her looks, she doesn't care, she just wants Qin Yue's affirmation.
"Do you think our little Ranran is pretty?"
"Of course."
"Xiao Ranran was born by you, so do you think you look good?"
In fact, Xiao Ranran's appearance combines the advantages of both Qin Yue and Jian Ran, so she is beautiful no matter how you look at it.
Jian Ran also doesn't like to smear her face very much. Now that Qin Yue has returned, she doesn't want to put on makeup in front of him.
She said, "Lunch is ready, let's go have lunch."
Qin Yue nodded, took Jian Ran's hand and went downstairs together.
Jian Ran sent away Xiangxiu and other kitchen helpers, and prepared the meals by herself.
When Qin Yue was eating, she just looked at him, as if she wanted to keep his appearance firmly in her heart, no matter how much time passed, she would never forget him.
After lunch, Jian Ran asked Xiao Ze to take Xiao Ranran to play, and she asked Qin Yue to stay, saying that she had something to say to him.
She said that she wanted to tell him something, Qin Yue didn't seem to be surprised at all, sitting opposite her, quietly waiting for her to speak.
"Qin Yue, I'm tired, I'm really tired." Jian Ran took a deep breath, and slowly spit out each word from her lightly parted pink lips.
Qin Yue raised his eyebrows: "What do you mean?"
Jian Ran said: "Qin Yue, we got married on a blind date, right? You told me during the blind date that you don't believe in love, and I remember correctly, right?"
Qin Yue remained silent and looked at Jian Ran quietly.
Jian Ran added: "You don't believe that there is true love in this world, and I don't believe that there is true love in this world either, so we got married and lived together what others think is a normal life."
Qin Yue narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at Jian Ran. He didn't interrupt, and waited for her to finish speaking to see what she wanted to say.
Jane continued: "So our marriage is just for others to see. There is no love in our marriage at all."
Qin Yue asked indifferently: "What do you really want to say?"
"I want to say, I'm really tired, this is not the marriage I want, and I don't want to let myself pretend that I am happy."
"Qin Yue, I've had enough. I've really had enough of a marriage without love. I'm going to pursue the love I want, the happiness I want, and the marriage I want. You can't give me these, so Let's - get a divorce."
The word "divorce" is short and simple, but it exhausted all the strength and courage in Jian Ran's life.
From the time she agreed to get married with Qin Yue to the following years, she never thought that there would be a day when the word "divorce" would come out of her mouth.
"Divorce?" Qin Yue repeated these two words gently, his tone sounded calm, as if he was not affected by her saying that he wanted to divorce him at all.
"Yes." Jian Ran nodded, but he didn't know how much effort it took her to make a seemingly simple word.
"Have you figured it out?" Qin Yue's tone was still calm, as if he was asking Jian Ran if the weather was good today.
"En." Jane nodded.
"Okay," he said.
good?
Qin Yue agreed without hesitation.
Jian Ran never thought that Qin Yue would agree so readily. Hearing his tone, it seemed that he had long expected her to put forward this opinion.
Jian Ran clenched her fist quietly, and after some intense mental exercise, she said, "I won't take your property."
She looked at Xiao Ranran who was having fun with Mianmian in the distance: "Xiao Ranran also belongs to you, I will not snatch it from you."
Looking at her, Qin Yue seemed to have a slight smile on his face, his sexy thin lips parted slightly, but he still only uttered a simple and clear word: "Okay."
"Anyway, both of us have agreed, so we'll go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow morning to get the certificate." Every time I say a word, it's like tearing off a piece of flesh from Jian Ran's body, but no matter how painful it is, she has to say, It must be said that no one gave her a second way.
She also tried to find a second way for herself, but she couldn't find it, so she could only follow the way others designed for her.
"Okay." Qin Yue looked at her, with thin lips lightly raised, and a gentle smile. It was the best smile Jian Ran had seen Qin Yue smile in so many years.
"Then I..."
"Miss Jane, then we will see you tomorrow."
Miss Jane!
He just called her Miss Jane, she just filed for divorce, and their divorce procedures have not yet been completed, but he has changed his name to Miss Jane.
How impatiently did he wait for her to leave?
Obviously she was the one who said the divorce, but seeing Qin Yue agreeing so readily without even asking why, Jian Ran still felt heartbroken.
Because she knew very well that once she let go of Qin Yue's hand, he would never belong to her again.
He will belong to another woman, and that woman's name will never be Jian Ran again.