When you fall asleep, you will have nightmares.
For a long time before, Jane would do this every day.
It wasn't until she returned to Qin Yue's side that her frequent nightmares disappeared.
Jian Ran was too aware of that terrifying taste, and she didn't want to try it again.
Because of fear, Jian Ran dared not fall asleep.
She got up from the bed, rummaged through the suitcase, and planned to take out the clothes in the suitcase and hang them in the closet.
If you find something to do for yourself, you won't want to sleep or think about Qin Yue, maybe time will pass faster.
Opening the suitcase, Jian Ran realized that it was not her clothes, but items related to her design.
There are her beloved paintbrushes, the drawing board that Qin Yue gave her, and many of her hand-painted design drafts. These things are useless rubbish in the eyes of others, but to her, they are treasures.
Every discarded drawing is Jian Ran's hard work, and the drawing board was given to her by Qin Yue himself.
Seeing the drawing board, Jian Ran thought of the scene when Qin Yue gave her the drawing board.
That day, Qin Yue left work early, rushed to the PM company to pick her up, invited her to eat outside, took her for a walk in the evening, and finally returned to the car, she was lying in his arms and was about to fall asleep, so he took her Take out the drawing board: "Jian Ran, it's for you. See if you like it?"
Qin Yue prepared almost all the items she needed in her daily life, but this was the first time he gave her a drawing board like a gift.
"I like it! Of course I like it!" How could she not like the gift he personally gave her.
"As long as you like it." At that time, Qin Yue smiled and said such a sentence.
Later, Jian Ran learned from Uncle Wei that this drawing board was selected by Qin Yue himself and made by himself.
The gift is not expensive, but every detail of the drawing board can be seen Qin Yue's intentions in making the drawing board.
The more sober she is, the more Jian Ran understands how much Qin Yue has cared about her affairs these years.
Thinking of this, she felt that her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, which made her a little breathless.
Jian Ran didn't want to read any more, and immediately closed the box, planning to find something else to distract herself.
There are no clothes in the suitcase, so buying clothes is the most important thing Jian Ran needs to do right now.
She took a pen and notebook to register, and it's so cold in New York, so she has to buy thick clothes for Xiao Ranran and Xiao Ze quickly.
But when Jian Ran opened the closet, she was shocked again. The closet was full of clothes, coats, cotton coats, and down jackets. There were all kinds of styles, all of which were not missing, and the styles and colors were all her favorite types.
Not only in her closet, but also in Xiao Ranran's closet, as well as those of Xiao Ze and Xiao Qinghe upstairs.
So even after divorce, Qin Yue still didn't treat her "ex-wife" badly. How he prepared everything for her before is still the same now.
In the past, Jane could accept it calmly because she was his wife, but now she has nothing to do with him, why should she enjoy his thoughtfulness and care for her?
She wants to make it clear to Qin Yue that he should stop doing these things to her in the future. She doesn't want to be his burden and burden, and he can pursue a new happy life.
As for her, having already lost him, she hopes that he will find his happiness soon, as long as he can be happy.
Jian Ran picked up the phone, turned to the extremely familiar number, and stared at the number for a long time.
She wanted to call him several times, but she didn't have the courage to press the call button. She was afraid, afraid that as soon as she heard his voice, she would involuntarily tell her true purpose in her heart.
Her purpose is not to let him pursue his own happiness, but to selfishly want to hear his voice again, even on the phone.
After hesitating for a long time and tangled up for a while, Jian Ran couldn't muster up the courage to make the call.
After a while, it was almost dark outside. She gritted her teeth, typed a line and sent it out: "Mr. Qin, I can take care of my life by myself, and I don't need you to arrange it. Please take care of me in the future." Someone worthy of your concern."
This passage of text does not mean to directly reject Qin Yue, but every word seems to have thorns on it, which can not only hurt Qin Yue's heart, but Jian Ran's heart is also dripping with blood.
Jian Ran almost typed out the words with trembling hands, and clicked the send button to send. Now that she was divorced, she had to sever all ties with Qin Yue and keep a distance. She must never let him suffer any inexplicable harm because of herself.
After the text message was sent, Qin Yue did not reply to her message as she did many times before.
Jian Ran stared at the phone with mixed emotions. She hoped that he would reply to her once, but also hoped that he would not reply to her.
Finally, she shook her head and smiled: "Jian Ran, Jian Ran, how can you be so contradictory?"
Just as Jian Ran put down her cell phone, it suddenly rang. She picked it up and saw that the cell phone number was somewhat familiar, but she couldn't remember who it was.
When she answered, she heard Tang Yi's voice: "Miss Jian, hello! I'm Mr. Qin's assistant Tang Yi, I wonder if you still remember me?"
Of course Jian Ran remembered him: "Mr. Tang, what's the matter with you?"
"It's like this. I arranged your house in the United States privately for you. I prepared everything for you behind Qin Yue's back."
"I thought at the time, even if you divorced Mr. Qin, the little lady is still Mr. Qin's child, and she couldn't be left cold and hungry, so I decided to help you prepare a house on my own."
"As soon as I went to work, I was scolded by Mr. Qin for being nosy. Miss Jian, I won't do it in the future. Please don't misunderstand that Mr. Qin did it for you."
"Miss Jian, I'm just worried that you misunderstood Mr. Qin, so I called you to explain. Can you understand what I mean?"
After finishing speaking, Tang Yi quietly looked at the President who was sitting at the desk. The expression of the President still looked cold, and no emotion could be seen.
But Tang Yi knew that their president would definitely not be as calm as he appeared on the surface, otherwise he would not have asked him to call to explain.
To be honest, it's not that he has nothing to do all day. On the contrary, he is so busy that he hardly has time to stop.
If it wasn't for the president's order to prepare the house and prepare everything, how could he have the leisure to meddle in other things.
"It's fine if it's not him. I also ask Tang Te to help you and don't do these things in the future. Thank you for your kindness." After Jian Ran said politely, she cut off the phone.
While cutting off the phone, she seemed to hear something broken, maybe it was the heart in her chest that was broken.