When Jian Ran retrieved her previous memories, she realized that the closest family member by her side turned out to be her mother-killing enemy.
Not only that, but she also learned that during the time when she lost her memory for three years, that person had been feeding her poison.
That was the only family member and the only person she could trust during the three years when she lost her memory. She had always respected her as her biological father, but in the end she found out that everything was false.
Fortunately, Qin Yue didn't give up on her. Qin Yue had been looking for her all the time. It was Qin Yue who gave her a great sense of security and made her feel that she could still live like so many ordinary people.
But slowly, Jane discovered that she was different from ordinary people.
Qin Yue spoiled her, took care of her, and helped her arrange everything safely, just like taking care of an ignorant child.
He often said to her - Jane, I am your husband, someone you can rely on for the rest of your life.
What she wants to do, just when she has an idea, Qin Yue has already done it for her.
Slowly, she found that she did less and less, and Qin Yue did more and more for her. Without Qin Yue, she was like a useless person.
She has become his burden, and everything is holding Qin Yue back.
This realization worries her, scares her.
All along, she wanted to be by Qin Yue's side, to walk side by side with him as his wife, to be a person who could completely rival him, instead of being his burden.
Her father was killed and Xiao Qinghe was arrested. Just when she felt that she was a disaster and everyone around her would be hurt to varying degrees because of her, Ye Yichen's people sent her a video.
Ye Yichen threatened her to leave Qinyue, otherwise he would send out those news and ruin Qinyue's reputation.
There were already many uncertain factors in her heart, and Ye Yichen's disturbance made her deeply think that everyone around her would be hurt because of her.
After thinking about it for a few days, she finally decided to leave Qinyue.
Because she felt that only in this way could Qin Yue not be hurt by her.
In fact, in the final analysis, she doubted herself and distrusted herself extremely, that's why she chose such a path.
Others can't see through these things that Jian Ran hides in her heart, but as her best friend, Ling Feiyu can see them.
She didn't say anything, and gave Jian Ran a big hug: "Of course, I believe in you. You will become the best Jian Ran."
Be a Jianran who is truly worthy of Qin Yue.
"Fei Yu, thank you!" Jian Ran smiled and said, "Go back first, I'll sleep here with Xiao Ranran for a while."
Ling Feiyu said: "Then I'll go back first, call me if you need anything."
"En." Jian Ran nodded, got up and sent Ling Feiyu to the door.
Back in the room again, Jian Ran saw that Xiao Ran was sleeping extremely unsteadily, because she cried so sadly just now, her little body was still twitching.
Jian Ran lowered her head and kissed Xiao Ranran on the forehead, and said: "Of course, Mom doesn't know why Dad doesn't want your custody, but Mom believes that he will definitely not want you. After a while, he wants to If you get through, you will definitely come to see us."
Xiao Ranran, who was asleep, couldn't hear what her mother said. When she fell asleep, her little mouth was still flattened, as if she might cry at any time.
Seeing Xiao Ranran's appearance, Jian Ran couldn't think of any other way but distressed.
She patted Xiao Ranran's sickly quilt, hummed a lullaby, and browsed some design websites with her mobile phone.
Today is the second day since they arrived in New York. She has to find a job as soon as possible to make money, so that she can better guarantee the life of her children and her.
She thought, as long as she keeps herself busy, she won't think too much, and soon she will be able to take Xiao Ze and Xiao Ranran on the right track of life together, and everything will be fine.
Jian Ran went to a certain design website and saw an advertisement for a designer, but after seeing the requirement that she had to have well-known design works in the world, she gave up.
After searching for a long time, a design website called "Personal Customization" attracted Jian Ran's attention.
She opened it and found that there are many designers listed on this website.
Each designer's resume and works are displayed on the webpage, which is convenient for buyers in need to find suitable designers.
Now people's living standards are better, and there are more and more rich people.
After everyone pays attention to eating well, dressing is almost the most expensive.
Many celebrities and wealthy people have their own personal designers, so that they can dress differently and not clash with others when they wear them.
For example, like the Qin family, the clothes they wear are all designed by special designers, and then they are all hand-cut, and every detail is very particular.
But there are still many people in this world who are not very rich. They also want to have their own personal designer, but because the cost of private designer is too expensive, people can't afford it, so this kind of website is derived.
The designers who enter this kind of website will definitely not be too big. Everyone has a heart that loves design and is persistent in design.
They are not well-known, and the fees are not too expensive, so many ordinary working-class people want a dress that suits them, and they can find someone to help them design it.
In this way, there are designers and customer traffic, so are you still worried about not being able to make money?
Jane felt that she could try it.
With this idea in mind, Jian Ran immediately turned on the computer to find the resume she had written before, and attached two hand-painted design drafts, and then sent the resume to the email address responsible for recruiting designers on the website.
After the news was sent out, Jian Ran began to prepare. If her resume passed the test, she would definitely have to go for an interview tomorrow. She had to prepare for the interview in advance.
Not long after the news was sent, Jian Ran received a reply from there. The person in charge asked her to meet at the company at ten o'clock tomorrow morning.
As long as she passes the interview, Jian Ran will also enter the website as a designer. If someone likes her design style and the price is acceptable, she will get an order soon.
As long as the first order is completed beautifully and the customer is satisfied, then she will not worry about no one looking for her to design.
No matter what, this is a brand new beginning, and Jane must go all out.
Jian Ran was happily preparing, Xiao Ranran woke up, got up by herself, rubbed her two red and swollen eyes: "Mom."
"Of course I'm awake." Jian Ran turned her head and saw the little guy's appearance, he was really pitiful and cute.
"Mom, did you cry?" Xiao Ranran vaguely remembered that she had cried, and cried too much, but she didn't want to admit that she had cried, because it was too embarrassing.