Listening to Xiao Ranran's soft voice, Jian Ran only felt that something crossed her heart, her nose was sore and the tears that were finally stopped rolled down again.
She wanted to harden her heart and pretend not to see the baby, but she couldn't do it, just like she couldn't forget Qin Yue.
She knelt down and held Baby Ran in her arms, rubbing her head: "Baby Ran, I'm sorry! Mom is sorry for you!"
"Mom, I don't want you to say I'm sorry! But I want you to stay with me!" Although Xiao Ranran didn't understand many things at a young age, she knew that children with father and mother were the happiest.
In the past, when she didn't have a mother, her father, grandparents, and little aunt loved her very much, but some people still said she was so pitiful.
Because other children have mothers, but when she was born, her mother flew away, so others think she is so pitiful.
She wants to be a happy child, so she doesn't want to be a poor child as others say.
"Mom, I love my father, but I also love my mother!" Xiao Ranran hugged her mother's head and kissed Jian Ran with her soft lips, "If Mom leaves Ran Ran, she will cry!"
Her voice was soft, it was the unique immature voice of a child, it was supposed to be an innocent voice, but it had the sound of crying.
"But baby, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" Apart from the three words "sorry", Jian Ran didn't know what else to say. Her daughter was so sensible that it made her heart ache.
She was afraid of losing Qinyue, and Qinyue didn't want to lose her, and the child didn't want to lose his mother even more.
She still has her and Qin Yue's child in her womb, how could she cruelly let the child lose his father before it was born.
After the child was born and grew up slowly, she asked where her father was?
At that time, did she have the courage to tell the child that the mother divorced the father when she was pregnant with you, so you had no chance to see the father when you were born.
If the child asks her why she divorced her father?
So how should she answer?
Does she want to tell her children that she divorced her father because she was afraid of losing her father?
What a contradictory answer, but it really happened to her.
Because she was too afraid of losing Qin Yue completely, she gritted her teeth and endured the pain to propose a divorce.
Divorce is also the loss of Qin Yue, but this kind of loss is different from that kind of loss.
After the divorce, she was no longer his wife, but it would be even better if she could know his news, know that he was doing well every day, and be lucky enough to see him from a distance.
"Jian Ran, do you understand?" For the last time, Qin Yue gave her one last chance to think about it and let her choose.
"I..." She was still scared.
what to do?
At the thought of returning to him, she might lose him forever, just thinking about it already made her heart ache so hard that she couldn't breathe.
She dare not!
If Jian Ran doesn't answer, it means she doesn't want to understand.
"Of course!" Qin Yue called Xiao Ranran in a calm voice
"Father?" Xiao Ranran raised her small head to look at her father. There was worry in her big beautiful eyes, so worried that her father would lose her temper again and make her mother cry.
"Take mom to the study." Didn't she want to work, so he let her go to work, but she could only work by his side, and absolutely couldn't let her leave him for half a step.
"Okay!" Xiao Ranran took Jian Ran's hand and led her to the study.
As long as mother doesn't leave father, as long as father is no longer aggressive to mother, as long as father and mother change back to their previous appearance... Thinking of them changing back to their previous appearance together, Xiao Ranran is so happy, so happy that she is holding her hand and jumping around.
But Jian Ran still has something in her heart. If she can't get rid of this knot, she will not be able to live with Qin Yue with peace of mind.
"Qin Yue, we..."
"Go to the study and think about it carefully. If you can't figure it out, don't think of going out of this door." Qin Yue, who became domineering and autocratic, is like a tyrant. He has the final say on everything and cannot tolerate resistance from others.
So, just like that, Jian Ran was left at Qin Yue's side.
He gave her a death order and told her to think clearly. If she couldn't figure it out, she wouldn't be allowed out of the study.
Sitting in front of Qin Yue's computer, Jian Ran accidentally touched the mouse on Qin Yue's desk. The sleeping computer woke up, and her photo appeared on the computer screen.
In the photo, she is wearing a white shirt with denim overalls, and a white sweater embroidered with bears. Her long black hair is tied into a ponytail randomly...
Looking at this photo, Jian Ran was unconsciously attracted by herself in the photo.
In the photo, Jian Ran has a bright smile, full of vitality, and looks so confident.
If she remembers correctly, she was dressed in this outfit not long after she married Qin Yue, who had just taken up the post of CEO of Innovation Technology, because they had settled a big order, and she was dressed when the company organized a trip to Bihai Mountain Villa.
After so many years, she still remembers it so clearly, because what happened that time made her memory too deep, so beautiful that people don't want to forget it, so she firmly remembered it in her mind.
Because those good memories were given to her by Qin Yue, she still remembered what Qin Yue said to her - her backer was the president.
He also told her - her past has nothing to do with him, he only cares about her future.
The bits and pieces of that trip were so deeply engraved in her mind, so she could remember it immediately.
However, she didn't remember that Qin Yue took pictures for her.
But looking at the background of the photo, which was a field of colorful roses, she knew the circumstances under which this photo was taken.
After so many years, Qin Yue still has her photo, and uses her photo as the computer boot screen.
Jian Ran's heart trembled again, she was both excited and worried and afraid.
She clicked the mouse, and a dialog box for entering the password appeared. Jian Ran tried to enter the password, and she entered Qin Yue's birthday.
The password prompt is wrong.
Jian Ran entered Xiao Ranran's birthday again, and was reminded again that the password was entered incorrectly.
Wrong twice, Jian Ran thought about it seriously, she entered her own birthday again, this time still prompting that the password was entered incorrectly.
It's not Qin Yue's birthday, it's not Xiao Ranran's birthday, and it's not her birthday... So is there any other special number?
After much deliberation, Jian Ran couldn't think of what kind of number was special to Qin Yue. She typed in six numbers casually, and the password was correct.
— 131224.
This number, on the second day of their wedding, Qin Yue gave her a bank card with the password 131224.
Jian Ran remembered that 131224 was December 24, 2013, Christmas Eve.
She was abandoned by her family that day and drank alone in the bar.
Later, she found out that that day was also the first time she and Qin Yue met, and she even vomited on Qin Yue when she was drunk.