in the room.
As soon as Liu Yong left, Qin Yue's facial expression changed instantly, becoming gentle but not all gentle, more of self-blame and pain.
For a long time, at work, he has always been able to strategize in everything. No matter what kind of tactics the opponent uses, he can recognize the opponent's tricks and always make himself invincible.
For many years, he has been able to stand at the highest point and look down on everyone, but he has made mistakes again and again when it comes to Jian Ran's affairs.
Is this what other people call "caring makes chaos"?
Because the more you want to protect Jian Ran, so that she won't get hurt in the slightest, someone will go out of her way to hurt her instead.
A few years ago, she was taken by caesarean section, and he was not by her side, leaving her alone to suffer so much panic, helplessness and fear.
This time, he was clearly by her side, and it was entirely possible for him to protect her, but she was burned and seriously injured under his nose.
At this moment, thinking about the situation on the day of the explosion, his heart still hurts. In the most urgent moment, he instinctively wanted to protect his wife and children.
But he hugged Xiao Ranran, but failed to hug Jian Ran... At the moment of the explosion, Jian Ran shook off his hand, just like Gu Nanjing sent someone to drive into them many years ago, she chose to protect him.
She was obviously so petite, but she did not hesitate to use her body to block the spreading fire, and blocked the most fatal blow for him and Xiao Ranran.
Before she fell into a coma that day, she gritted her teeth and said to him: "Qin Yue, I'm sorry! I brought all this bad luck, so let me end it."
She said: "Qin Yue, I'm sorry! I'm really selfish and selfish, because I'm afraid of losing you, so please let me go."
She also said: "Qin Yue, I choose to divorce you. In fact, I don't want to divorce you at all. You don't know how much I like you, so much that I like you more than my life. Because leaving you, I I don’t even know what else I can do. It’s because I don’t know what else to do, I have to let myself work, and only work can make me less painful, and I won’t be immersed in the pain of losing you all the time.”
She said: "Qin Yue, if possible, when you set up the tombstone, can you give me the word 'Mrs. Qin'?"
Because being "Mrs. Qin" is the happiest time in her life, she wants to leave this world with this identity, hoping that he can fulfill her.
However, she didn't know at all that the divorce agreement was fake, and the two divorce certificates were fake. She had always been "Mrs. Qin", his wife of Qin Yue, and she would never change it in her life.
She said again: "Of course, baby, I'm sorry! When you were young, your mother was not by your side, and now my mother can no longer be with you, but you must grow up healthily, and your mother will guard you far away. .”
In the end, she also said that the person she is most sorry for is the baby in her womb. Because of her selfishness, the baby has no chance to come to this world, no chance to see the beautiful sun, no chance to see the great rivers and mountains in the world.
She still wants Qin Yue to say so many things, but her world is only left with darkness, and she feels that the life of the child in her womb is passing away bit by bit.
"Baby, I'm sorry!" she said to her baby.
But she believes that her baby may understand her, and the baby's thinking should be the same as hers. They protect father and sister together, at least they must let father and sister live well, and let the two of them live well with their best wishes.
She said that she was selfish and she didn't want to live alone, so she left the chance of life to him.
What she said the most was "I'm sorry". She didn't know that it was the word he hated to say out of her mouth the most.
He needs her, needs her to be by his side, needs her to enjoy his hard-working business kingdom with him.
Without him, she said she didn't know what she was living for, but she didn't know, without her, what was he living for?
The two hands hanging by his sides were tightly clenched and clenched, Qin Yue gritted his teeth, trying to calm down the pain in his heart that was rolling like waves.
After being silent for a long time, Qin Yue's gaze shifted lightly, and he looked into the room from the door.
In the room, Jian Ran lay unconscious on the big bed.
The injuries on her body are almost healed, but there are still no signs of waking up.
She was lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed tightly, looking quiet and peaceful.
If it wasn't for her being too pale, so pale that there was no trace of blood, he might have thought she was just asleep.
Most of the time, Qin Yue thought she was asleep, as long as he waited a little longer, she would wake up, open her eyes and look at him, smile at him softly, and call his name softly - Qin Yue .
Except for her, almost no one called his name like that.
The elders in the family and classmates and friends all call him Admiration, only she calls him Qin Yue by both first and last names.
He didn't know when, but he fell in love with this name, and liked to hear the word "Qin Yue" softly shouted from her mouth.
Whenever he heard her calling him, he always felt that the relationship between them was getting closer, as if this title only belonged to her, and he only belonged to her.
Just as he often calls her name with his last name, he will feel that she is his and only belongs to him.
"Jian Ran -" he had a hoarse voice, and it took almost his whole life to call out Jian Ran's name.
He came to her hospital bed and sat down, holding her hand carefully: "Jane, is your heart really that cruel? Don't you want me, and don't you want our little Ranran? You Can't you bear to see that she is only four years old and doesn't have a mother?"
"After Xiao Ranran was born, she didn't see her mother until she was more than three years old. Seeing other children acting like a baby in her mother's arms, she always blinked her beautiful big eyes and asked me silently, Why do the other kids have mothers and why doesn't she have one?"
"At this time, I can't meet her clear eyes because I don't know how to tell her."
Speaking of the past, Qin Yue only felt that the pain in his heart was getting stronger and stronger, like the never-ending waves, the pain made him pause for a long time before he could continue to speak.
"Jane, I've set our wedding on the 20th of next month. I'll leave you 20 days to prepare. You can't miss the appointment. "
The wedding has entered the final state of preparation, and the day of May 20th is the day Qin Yue chose.
520 I love you too!
lifetime!
Even if Jane doesn't wake up, he will carry her to their wedding.
She had been absent from his life for so many years, and this time, no matter what, he would not let her miss their wedding.