The sunshine gradually warmed up the city that had been snowed heavily for a week.
However, the sunshine that can warm the city may not necessarily warm people's hearts, especially those who have been hurt and have never felt family affection.
Quan Nanzhai stood in front of his mother's spiritual tablet, quietly looking at the photo of his mother smiling on the spiritual card. His expression seemed calm without ups and downs, but his heart was turbulent.
As early as many years ago, he knew that his father treated him well on the surface and seemed to love him, but he didn't really love his son.
Quan Lizhang's kindness to him is actually a superficial phenomenon, in order to make him the focus of attention of Quan Lizhang's political opponents, so he was chased and seriously injured countless times.
If it hadn't been for his death, his bones might have rotted into mud, how could he live to see such a bright sunshine today.
It's okay for Quan Lizhang not to treat his son as a son, even when he heard his lover admit that he killed his wife, he was so indifferent.
Quan Lizhang's attitude made Quan Nanzhai suspect more than once, was it true that Su Wanqin's mother's death a year ago had nothing to do with Quan Lizhang?
Thinking of Quan Lizhang's attitude not long ago, and looking at his mother's spiritual seat, Quan Nanzhai couldn't help but feel sad: "Mom, you see, that man is the man you have devoted your whole life to him. Look at him What did it do to you?"
"You clearly know that he doesn't love you, you clearly know that he's just using you all the time, why do you stay by his side so foolishly, and in the end you lost your life because of him."
"For a man who doesn't love you, do you think everything you have done is worth it? Feel your heart and ask, is it all worth it?"
In one breath, Quan Nanzhai said a lot, and vomited out all the things that had been accumulated in his heart all these years and wanted to say to his mother but had no time to say.
But no one answered him, and he could no longer hear his mother's voice. At this moment, he had to believe that his mother had really left him and this world.
He wants to hear his mother's nagging, to hear her teachings, and to hear her say to him: "Nan Zhai, you are a man, you are a man from the Quan family, and your birth is different from others. You shoulder this burden." prosperity of the country."
In the past, whenever he heard his mother say these words, Quan Nanzhai felt extremely bored. Now he wants to hear them, but he can't hear them any more.
"Mom... my son has found your murderer, you can rest in peace." Quan Nanzhai said this very sourly.
What is said to let the dead rest in peace is not actually letting the dead rest in peace, it is just the living people finding a reason and excuse to live more comfortably in the future.
After saying these words, Quan Nanzhai didn't say anything more, and he stood quietly in front of his mother's tablet, watching quietly, as if the whole world had stopped for a long time.
He only felt that he was in a cold world, surrounded by coldness, so cold that there was no warmth or emotion.
This kind of icy coldness penetrated his heart, as if it might swallow him up at any time, causing him to fall into the endless hell, and there would be no day for him to recover.
"Brother lie..."
I don't know how long it took, just when Quan Nanzhai thought he would never be able to get out of that cold and ruthless world, a warm voice stopped him.
He suddenly turned his head and saw a slender little girl standing at the door, standing there like that, smiling brightly like the sun, warming her heart in an instant.
"Of course..."
He opened his mouth, wanting to call her, but swallowed back the words he was about to utter, he was so afraid that the little girl he saw in front of him was just his hallucination, like many times in the past.
"Brother lie!" Qin lelan came to him, took the initiative to grab his cold and stiff big palm and held it firmly, "don't be afraid, I'm here."
Don't be afraid, she said, she's here.
Qin lelan's words were too simple, but they really warmed Quan Nanzhai's heart, and instantly removed the cold from his body.
He grinned brightly, showing a mouthful of white and bright teeth, and raised his palm to stroke her face gently: "Well, with you here, I'm not afraid of anything."
Obviously he is a big man, and he should protect her, but at this moment, he really needs her "protection".
He doesn't need her to do anything else for him, he just needs her to be by his side so that he can hear her voice.
"Brother Lie, I've come here today, aren't you going to introduce me to Auntie?" Qin leran said with a smile.
She knew that he was missing his mother, and knew the sadness in his heart, but she didn't ask, she was using another method to bring him out of grief.
Quan Nanzhai was taken aback for a moment, but he quickly realized: "well, well It should be, I should have introduced my Ranran to my mother a long time ago."
"Auntie looks really good-looking, and brother lie looks like Auntie, so he's also pretty." Qin leran looked at the photo on the tablet and praised him sincerely.
"Really? Why don't I think I'm as good-looking as my mother?" Looking at his mother's photo, Quan Nanzhai even touched his face, which looked cute and funny.
"Brother Lie, do you know that being too modest is equal to being proud. And let me tell you, good-looking people never think they are good-looking." She touched her face and said, "Look, I don't either I think how good-looking I am, but I am praised by others wherever I go. This kind of distress can only be experienced by people with such good looks."
Listening to Qin lelan's cheerful voice and seeing her proud eyes as if she was the most beautiful in the whole world, Quan Nanzhai couldn't help laughing, and laughed in a low voice.
Qin leran took a look at Quan Nanzhai, then turned to look at the tablet: "Auntie, look at brother lie, he always bullies me. I just accidentally told the truth. Does he need to laugh at me like this?"
"I'm not laughing at you, I'm just happy." Just now he felt that his world was full of gloom, but now this little sun illuminates his whole world.
Quan Nanzhai is definitely not making fun of Qin lelan, but feels happy from the bottom of his heart.
He knew that he would never be lonely again in this life, because there was such a shining and hot little sun by his side all the time.
When he is sad, she will be with him.
When he goes through various events, she will still never leave him.
"Are you really not laughing at me?" Obviously, Qin leran didn't believe it. He laughed so exaggeratedly that no matter how you looked at it, people thought he was laughing at her.
"It's really not." Quan Nanzhai cleared his throat, and suddenly said seriously, "but, are you ready? Now I want to officially introduce you to my mother. "