Ji Rou emphasized: "I have nothing more than a bed partner relationship with the person surnamed Qin. Besides, I have no other relationship with him, and I will never have any more in the future."
No matter how Ji Rou explained, Dai Li didn't believe it: "Ji Rou, let me tell you, if you like Qin, you can boldly like it. You are not married, and he is not married. There is nothing you dare not admit. In this world There are many couples who fell in love but ended up not being together, you are not the first, and you will not be the last."
"I don't like him, I have someone I like. That man grew up with me, and my youth is full of good memories he left me. Later, when we both went to college, he confessed to me that we were in love Yes. I thought, when I graduate, I will marry him, become his bride, and give birth to a pair of children for him. My two families will merge into one family and live happily. Xiang Lingfeng is the man I love, He's the one I want to marry, he's the one I want to live my whole life with...Our promise still rings in my ears from time to time, how could I forget to like others. "
But she was really about to forget that the days when Xiang Lingfeng appeared in her dreams were less and less, replaced by that beast Qin Yinze, who was like air, by her side all the time, invading her life every inch of the place.
why?
Ji Rou doesn't understand, and can't figure it out. She rejects this feeling very much. She should miss her brother Feng and hope that he will come back soon.
After hearing Jirou's excited speech, Dai Li seemed to understand something, and said: "Rourou, in fact, each of us has several stages of life, childhood, youth, youth, adulthood, middle age, old age ...In each period, we will have someone we particularly like. For example, when you were a few years old, you may like a little boy and think about marrying him when you grow up. You may go to elementary school or junior high school I like the boys in my class, and I think about marrying him when I grow up, but is this love? Probably not.”
"My brother Feng is the boy I have liked since I was a child. He is not just the boy I liked when I was a child. I have wanted to marry him since I was a child." Ji Rou emphasized again excitedly, and she didn't know if it was for herself Listen, or tell Dai Li.
She wants to let herself know that Brother Feng is the one she loves, the one she has always wanted to marry, and she must never betray the relationship between them.
"But he's gone, he's gone, you don't need to torture yourself for a person who has disappeared. Jirou, why don't you want to open up and accept a new relationship boldly?" In order to please Dai Li, the prince put She told her everything about Jirou, so Dai Li knew the man named Xiang Lingfeng.
Ji Rou insisted, very stubbornly insisted: "I believe that he will come back, and he will definitely come back to find me."
Dai Li said: "Ji Rou, so what if he comes back to you again? Everything has changed. You slept with the surname Qin. You enjoy this kind of bed partner relationship between you. Do you think you are still the one who loved you at the beginning?" Xiang Lingfeng's Ji Rou? No, not anymore! "
Jirou "..."
She couldn't refute Dai Li's words. Dai Li was right. She was no longer the woman who loved Xiang Lingfeng wholeheartedly.
There is another man in her heart, even if there is no love in that kind of existence, it is just physical happiness, but it cannot be denied that she betrayed the pure relationship between her and Xiang Lingfeng.
Dai Li sighed: "Ji Rou, cherish the people around you, let the lost ones go, don't lose the people around you again. When you lose the people around you, no matter how much you cry, No one will care about you anymore."
Dai Li's voice was a little choked, and there were tears in her eyes, but she blinked to stop the tears from flowing down. A girl who is not loved by anyone has no right to shed tears.
Life, many times, is like a play. When that person surrounds you and treats you as his all, you don’t know how to cherish it. When you suddenly find out one day that he’s gone, he’s given up... You will know how important he is to you.
But so what if I know, he has already left, no matter how debauched she is, he will never appear again.
The past, after all, has passed!
...
When I got back to the villa, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. Aunt Qiao was waiting for Ji Rou. When she saw Ji Rou coming back, Aunt Qiao greeted her immediately: "Miss Ji, you are back!"
"Aunt Qiao, are you waiting for me on purpose?" It's so late, because waiting for her, Aunt Qiao can't rest, Ji Rou is a little embarrassed, "You don't have to wait for me in the future, I know I will come back."
"It's okay, I'm old and I don't sleep for long." Aunt Qiao took the bag from Ji Rou, hung it up, and said, "Miss Ji, I've prepared something for you, you can eat before you go to rest .”
"Well, thank you, Aunt Qiao!" I didn't dare to eat big fish and meat outside. Ji Rou didn't eat anything. She was really hungry at the moment. Fortunately, Aunt Qiao was considerate.
She only knew that Aunt Qiao was considerate, but she didn't know that everything that Aunt Qiao did was because of the master's orders.
To be honest, after eating light food for a few days, Jirou's stomach gradually got used to it, and the more she ate, the more she liked it. This person's habit is really terrible.
After eating, Ji Rou went upstairs and went back to her room to take a bath. When she took a bath, all she could think about was what Dai Li said to her.
Dai Li is right, everyone should not live in the past, but should cherish the present and know how to cherish the people around them.
She understands the truth, but she doesn't want to accept it, let alone accept the identity of Qin Yinze's wife obediently, and doesn't want to live with him for a lifetime without knowing why.
Her wish since she was a child was to marry a boy she liked, not a man who was compatible with her sex.
What's more, she knows too little about Qin Yinze, she doesn't know his family, she doesn't know how long his enthusiasm for her will last, and she doesn't know what crazy things he will do.
The water is rushing, just like Jirou's mood at this moment, so irritable that she can't calm down.
Forget it, don't think about it, things have developed like this, she can't change it, so let's go like this, take one step at a time.
It took about half an hour in the shower before Ji Rou came out of the bathroom. As soon as she lay on the bed, she received a WeChat message from Qin Yinze: "come here!"
Two words that can't be more short, just looking at these two words, Ji Rou can feel the strength and domineering in that man's bones.
snort--
If he lets her go, will she go?
Not!
Ji Rou gets into bed and sleeps when she should, pretending she didn't see the news.
After a while, Qin Yinze's message came again: "want me to carry you over there?"