"You're talking nonsense, he's not a bastard...he's..."
"What is he?"
"He is the child of my husband and me. He came to this world legally and reasonably. He should be blessed, not accused and abused by others." Jirou said this with confidence, she was protecting her child In fact, she indirectly admitted that she is Qin Yinze's wife.
"You and your husband's child?" Hearing this sentence, Xiang Lingfeng's face changed again and again, so ferocious that Ji Rou thought that he had never really known him. He grabbed her wrist and asked sharply: "Little Rou, where did you find your husband?"
Jirou answered him loudly: "you go, I'm married, and I have a husband..."
Xiang Lingfeng pinched her shoulders and shook her vigorously: "Xiao Rou, the only person to marry is me, only me! Why did you betray me and marry someone else? Why did you betray the relationship between us? Do you know I know, I've been waiting for you."
His hand, holding her shoulder tightly, hurt her so much that she wanted to shake it off, but she couldn't. She could only apologize to him blindly: "I'm sorry! Brother Feng, I'm sorry..."
Yes, she was the one who was sorry for him, it was she who had a relationship with another man when he left, and now she even has a child.
However, it happens...
Ji Rou doesn't want to think deeply, the thought hidden deep in her heart is too terrible, she can't bear it, she would rather live a foolish life as she is now.
"Xiao Rou, you promised me that you would be my bride, how could you keep your word." Xiang Lingfeng's voice rang in Ji Rou's ear again, without the gentleness before, With deep blame and pain.
"Brother Feng, please forget about Xiaorou. Xiaorou is not a good girl, and she is not worthy of your sincerity. You should find a better girl to accompany you." These words, Ji Rou said heartbreakingly, she never It never occurred to me that they couldn't be together.
Ji Rou understands better that this is just an excuse she made for herself, because she betrayed the relationship between them, she is ashamed, and she is looking for an excuse to relieve herself.
He laughed, laughing crazily: "Forget you? You think I'm you, and you can forget it if you say forget it?"
"Brother Feng, I'm sorry! I'm sorry..." She didn't ask him to forgive him, she just hoped that he could live a good life, and that he could find a girl worthy of his true love.
Sitting next to Ji Rou, Qin Yinze found that Ji Rou was sleeping very restlessly, as if she was having a nightmare. Qin Yinze tried to wake her up: "Ji Rou, wake up! Wake up!"
Not only did she not wake up, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes inadvertently: "Brother Feng, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it, and I couldn't help myself..."
Her ravings made Qin Yinze's body cold from head to toe in an instant. This damned woman was accompanied by him, but she blatantly called another man's name.
Qin Yinze clenched his fist tightly, wishing to strangle her to death, but when he saw her tears, his heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and he was a little breathless in pain.
He shook her again: "Wake up!"
Finally, under Qin Yinze's insistence on shaking, Ji Rou opened her eyes in a daze. When she saw him in front of her, her eyes were surprised, lost, and finally calm again, as if nothing happened just now happened before.
"What did you dream about?" He asked clearly knowing what she dreamed about, apparently to find fault for himself, but he just couldn't control it for a while, maybe he was hoping, hoping that she would tell him the truth.
"It's nothing." Ji Rou responded softly, and then slowly closed her eyes, so that he could not see what she was thinking.
"Nothing?" Qin Yinze asked gloomyly.
From her raving just now, he read a very cruel message to him, that is, Jirou, a woman, still misses her brother Feng, and she doesn't want to conceive his child.
This cognition annoyed Qin Yinze: "you really don't plan to tell me?"
He didn't want to pretend that he didn't know anything anymore, he wanted to completely remove that man from her heart, not a single hair could be left.
"It's just a nightmare, there's nothing to talk about." Ji Rou turned sideways again and turned her back to him, which meant she didn't want to have a good chat with him.
"Ji Rou, who do you think I am yours?" Qin Yinze asked with gritted teeth, even clenched his fists.
"Who are you to me?" She smiled and said weakly, "Who can you be to me? Speaking of which, you should be my big benefactor."
Ji Rou kept telling herself in her heart that Qin Yinze bought her with money, and he should be her big benefactor. The two of them should have this kind of relationship, and there can be no more... Absolutely no more too much.
"You..." Every word she said was like a sharp knife, piercing his heart hard one after another, causing him to bleed profusely.
"Master Qin, I've been by your side for more than a month. I practice with you on the bed every day. Is it enough to pay back the money I owe you?" These words were cruel, but she had to say, she Let yourself recognize your own identity, and don't forget about the southeast and northwest just because he treats her better.
"Ji Rou, you are looking for death!" His eyes were stained with scarlet blood, and veins appeared on his forehead, like a beast about to go mad.
In normal times, in order to save her life, Ji Rou would definitely compromise, but today she didn't look at him, and she didn't want to leave any illusions for herself: "Sometimes thinking about it, it's happiness to die in the hands of young master Qin."
"Okay, okay..." Qin Yinze said yes three times. If he stays any longer, he may pinch him to death. Before he did something irreparable, he got up and left.
As soon as Qin Yinze left, the oppressive feeling in the room disappeared instantly. Ji Rou slowly opened her eyes and looked towards the direction of his departure at the door: "Qin Yinze, I have a man I like. From the beginning, we are A mistake should end early, why do you insist? Is it meaningful to persist?"
It seems that Ji Rou never understands what is going on in the heart of that uncertain man? Maybe it's what he once said that he's happy and doesn't need any reason.
Qin Yinze is such a person. He only depends on his mood when he does things, as long as he is happy. He doesn't need reasonable logic or reason.
Thinking of this, Ji Rou smiled softly. In fact, it's good to be like him. Don't care about the world's eyes and live as you want to live.
She was also like this before, because she had two big backers behind her, and she did things according to her own mood, never caring what others thought of her.
But it's different now, the two mountains behind her are gone, she has to carry everything on her own, and she can't live so casually anymore.