"I really want to tell him that the woman he misses has long been with other men, has become someone else's wife, and is no longer his Ji Rou, but..." Xie Xiaohua took a deep breath, The voice suddenly became sad, "But I dare not, I am afraid that he will collapse when he hears the news of your empathy, and I am afraid that he will never recover from this fall and will never be able to stand up again."
Ji Rou: "..."
Ji Rou can't justify Xie Xiaohua's accusation. Yes, the fact is that she is sorry for brother Feng, she betrayed the pure relationship between them, she has nothing to say.
Xie Xiaohua continued to scold: "Ji Rou, you have never experienced it, and you will never imagine how strong perseverance made him survive in the darkest time of his life, when the doctors declared him hopeless. .”
The injury was so severe that the doctor declared that there was no cure... Ji Rou didn't dare to imagine how dangerous Brother Feng's situation was at that time, and every time she thought of it, it was like a needle was stabbing her at the apex of her heart.
She blamed herself why she was not by Brother Feng's side at such a moment. If she knew everything, if she was there, would Brother Feng be better?
Xie Xiaohua's voice continued to come from the receiver of the mobile phone: "Although I don't want to admit it, I have to tell you that you are the one who made him grit his teeth and escape from the ghost gate. Xiang Lingfeng always Tell me, he said he promised his Xiaorou would grow old with her, he must not break his promise, otherwise Xiaorou will never forgive him. He has less than half life left, but he is full of thoughts You are the only one..."
Jirou bit her lips severely and punishingly: "I know, I know..."
Brother Feng is most worried about her, she should know. But after Brother Feng disappeared, she couldn't find him, so she selfishly thought that Brother Feng left her alone, but she never thought that Brother Feng couldn't be by her side for other reasons.
"You know? You know shit. You don't know anything fucking." Xie Xiaohua suddenly laughed coldly again, "Ji Rou, you only know how to seduce other men, you only know how to accompany others Happy man, even for a moment, have you ever thought about Xiang Lingfeng who almost lost his life because of you?"
Ji Rou is still speechless, because what Xie Xiaohua said is true. After getting to know Qin Yinze, brother Feng appeared less frequently in her dreams, not to mention the number of times she usually missed brother Feng.
Ji Rou's silence is tantamount to acquiescing. Xie Xiaohua knew that she had hit Ji Rou's pain, and she yelled even more arrogantly: "Ji Rou, what shameless things did you do? I don't think I need more What are you talking about, feel your conscience and ask, have you really had him in your heart?"
Every word Xie Meimei uttered was like a sharp knife, which pierced Jirou's heart fiercely. The pain made her sweat, but she felt that the pain was not enough, at least follow what brother Feng said. The pain I suffered is nothing compared to it.
Jirou lowered her head, pinched herself fiercely and said, "yes, I'm sorry for him...then can you tell me, where is he? I want to see him, I want to take good care of him, I want him to hurry up Get well, as long as he can get better, I am willing to punish me for my ruthlessness and my betrayal."
She doesn't ask for anything else, she only wants Brother Feng to be safe, as long as Brother Feng can get better, no matter whether he punishes her in the future, she will willingly accept it.
"Heh..." Xie Xiaohua sneered, "Ji Rou, the person he was thinking about was you while he was lying on the operating table, and the person he was thinking of when he was lying on the hospital bed and couldn't get out of bed to walk... because he missed you, so much The condition is getting worse day by day. I told him, you miss her so much, why don't you call her and let her come to see you, do you know what he told me? "
Ji Rou opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound... She can probably guess that Brother Feng, who has always loved her and doted on her, must be afraid of her worry, so he doesn't let her be informed.
Xie Xiaohua added: "He said that he looks like a man and a ghost now, and you will worry about him when you see him. He would rather suffer a little more by himself, as long as he gritted his teeth and survived the most difficult days, and let I have become the same as before, and I will come to you when the time comes, so that you will not know that he has suffered so much, and you will not worry about him. "
Hearing what Xie Xiaohua said was the same as what she thought, Ji Rou felt chills all over her body, and her strong self-blame made her unable to lift her head... Brother Feng is still Brother Feng, and he has never changed for so many years. And she is the one who changed, she didn't trust brother Feng, she changed, that's why she fell in love with Qin Yinze.
In her relationship with them, brother Feng is not wrong, and neither is Qin Yinze. She is the one who changed, and she is the one who is wrong. She is a woman who doesn't keep her promise and is promiscuous.
What is it about a woman like her that deserves to be treated like this by Brother Feng?
She is not worth it!
But brother Feng is still so stupid, always thinking of her.
Thinking of these, Ji Rou only felt that her heart was bleeding...
Regardless of whether Jirou here can hear it or not, Xie Xiaohua on the other end of the phone is still going on: "Sometimes thinking about it, it's really a joke, Xiang Lingfeng is always thinking about you, and you have already been with other men If we get together, I can't imagine what will happen if he knows the truth? Will he never get up again?"
Ji Rou: "..."
She has always known that Brother Feng is very good to her. Brother Feng has loved her since she was a child. What hurt her was him.
Brother Feng is so nice, but she betrayed Brother Feng and her feelings.
Xie Xiaohua is still saying: "Ji Rou, in fact, I know I shouldn't tell you these things, but I just can't see you well. Why is he hurt by others because of you, but you live with the people who hurt him Take it easy."
Finally, Ji Rou also noticed Xie Xiaohua's words: "Because I was hurt by others, I lived a happy life as the one who hurt him. Xie Meimei, what do you mean?"
In their conversation today, Xie Xiaohua kept emphasizing that Xiang Lingfeng was injured because of Ji Rou, but Ji Rou ignored it time and time again. At this time, she finally noticed, and Xie Xiaohua knew that the opportunity had come: "Ji Rou, don't tell You don't know that Xiang Lingfeng's injury was caused by the young master of the Qin family, right? "
"Don't talk nonsense. When brother Feng disappeared, we didn't know Qin Yinze. How could he do these things." Ji Rou's instinctive reaction was to defend Qin Yinze. She didn't believe that Qin Yinze would do harm Brother Feng's matter.