"I grew up with her, watched her grow up day by day, and became more and more beautiful every day. Slowly, my feelings for her were no longer pure. I liked her and wanted to have her..."
These things have been hidden in Qin Yinze's heart for many years, tormenting him from time to time, which is also the root cause of his worry that Ji Rou will leave him after knowing, so he has been afraid to face it.
Today, since she knew everything and asked about it, he told her everything, so that the knot between him and her can be opened, and we can walk together in the future.
He told her everything about the past, maybe she could get her understanding.
It turns out that he really likes his sister, these are not just her imagination, they are all real... My heart, why does it hurt so much all of a sudden? It was as if he was pinched to the point of being suffocated.
"Ji Rou..." Qin Yinze worriedly called her name.
"Qin Yinze, I just need you to tell me that you chose me in the first place..." Ji Rou bit her lips and paused for a while before mustering up the courage to finish the second sentence, "you would save me and marry me at the beginning , Is it because I am a little bit similar to this girl?"
Is it?
The answer is yes.
But is he going to tell the truth?
After thinking about it, Qin Yinze chose to answer truthfully. He didn't want to deceive her again: "yes."
yes!
He answered yes!
Before Jirou just guessed that she was a cheap substitute, Qin Yinze's word "yes" confirmed it, nailed her to the pillar of shame, and made everyone laugh at her. You, Jirou, are not Qin Yinze What, you are just a cheap substitute he found.
Dr. Tong told her that you, Ji Rou, are just an ordinary girl. Why do you get Qin Yinze's liking. Xie Meimei also asked her through gritted teeth, why do you, Jirou, get the attention of such an excellent man, and why can you let someone marry you.
In the past, Ji Rou always felt that he had advantages that others could not see but that Qin Yinze could see. That's why he married her and went home, pampered her and treated her well.
Now, the truth slapped her so hard that her face was swollen.
After hearing Qin Yinze's "yes", Ji Rou felt her head exploded and was in a daze for a long time.
Before hearing his exact answer, she even foolishly hoped that this was just an oolong incident. In fact, Qin Yinze chose her simply because he liked her.
But Qin Yinze didn't give her a chance to continue her fantasies. Qin Yinze broke all her fantasies like an executioner—a ruthless and cold-blooded man!
Qin Yinze hurriedly explained: "but..."
But Ji Rou couldn't listen anymore: "Qin Yinze, there's no more, it's over between you and me, and there's no future. She's your sister, my own sister, how can you be so nasty to her Thoughts. How could you... You make me sick."
In an instant, Jirou seemed to have vented all the strength in her body. She wanted to leave but couldn't move her legs. She only felt that her eyes were getting blurred, and she couldn't even stand firmly.
"Ji Rou, it's not..." Qin Yinze wanted to explain, but Ji Rou in front of him suddenly fell to the ground, and he immediately stepped forward to hug him, "Ji Rou, Ji Rou..."
"Don't call me by my name! Don't let me hear you call my name Qin Yinze, I feel disgusting when you call it out of your mouth." She wanted to push him away, but she had no strength at all. She just felt as if she had fallen into an endless dark abyss, and the darkness swallowed her.
"Ji Rou, no matter what means I use, I will not let you go. Even if I want to go to hell, I will take you with me." Qin Yinze hugged her and whispered softly in her ear.
...
Qin Yinze never thought that Ji Rou would discover this matter under such circumstances, and tore open the secret he had hidden deep in his heart when he was unprepared.
He had planned to let Chu Yuan dispose of these photos a long time ago, but he was reluctant, because of the little reluctance deep in his heart, which made him procrastinate until now and failed to remove these photos, which caused Ji Rou to see all this .
Regret?
he asked himself.
He repents, but doesn't regret it.
Sooner or later, Jirou will find out about this matter. It's better to let her know that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. Qin Yinze thinks that everything will pass after a long time.
Qin Yinze ignored Ji Rou's character. Ji Rou's temper is strong, and there is no room for a little sand in her eyes.
Jirou, a girl, has been protected very well since she was a child. Even if she experienced some wind and rain later, she has Qin Yinze's care again, so what she wants is pure all the time, and her love is generous and vigorous. If you don't love, you have to say you don't love, and you can still be friends after breaking up.
She has the same feelings for her elder brother Feng, and the same for Qin Yinze.
"Sir, it's my wife's coma caused by the rush of anger." After Yang Shicheng checked Ji Rou, he came to the conclusion, "My wife is very hot-tempered. Once things are stuck in my heart and cannot be vented, this will lead to such a situation. This is what people do As it is often said, the tough are easily broken. I think with my wife's temperament, I should have experienced the same situation before."
"The hard ones are easy to break? Have you ever had the same situation before?" Qin Yinze's brain was running fast, and he quickly looked for things about Jirou's past in the storage box of his mind.
Soon, he couldn't think of it. Not long ago, Jirou also fell into a coma suddenly.
At that time, doctor Tong told him that Jirou was in a coma because of the cold.
People who are in a coma due to wind and cold usually have precursors, such as fever and fever, but Ji Rou didn't have it at that time. At that time, Qin Yinze believed in Dr. Tong very much, and was worried about Ji Rou, so he didn't think so much for a while.
Now that I think about it, Dr. Tong must have lied to him at that time. Judging from Ji Rou's situation at that time, it should be the same as this time when she was in a coma.
"Yes, sir." Yang Shicheng said worriedly, "Madam's temperament is quite unreasonable. If she gets angry, the consequences will be very serious. The coma like now is still the lightest condition. If it is more serious, she may be angered on the spot." die."
Qin Yinze was shocked when he heard it: "how to treat it?"
Yang Shicheng said: "Mr., this is not a disease. There is no cure. We can only slowly change her temperament, or never touch her bottom line, and don't let her get anxious. But obviously, in decades of life, there will always be some If things don’t go your way, no one can be sure. In my opinion, there is only one way now, and that is to slowly change my wife’s temper, so that she will not be so anxious when encountering things, and learn to deal with them slowly.”
Qin Yinze looked at Ji Rou who was lying on the bed, and his heart ached: "is there such a thing?"
Yang Shicheng nodded: "I have also seen a living person being pissed to death before."
Qin Yinze clenched his fist: "is there any other way?"
Yang Shicheng shook his head: "No more."