despair!
Literally means hopeless, referring to a complete loss of faith in something.
But what Lu Xi has experienced is not only that she can express her bitterness by completely losing confidence in things.
She has experienced the despair of not responding every day, and the land is not working, and also experienced the fear that the child born in her October pregnancy almost died in her arms.
That kind of despair and fear, but Lu Xi still has lingering fears after thinking about it for a long time in the past. She doesn't want to experience it again in this life, so she must work hard to earn a lot of money, not only to guarantee the cost of Lu Lu's next two operations, but also to pay for it. Lu Lu's future plans.
"Mommy..."
Lu Lu Lu's milky voice brought Lu Xi back to her senses. She hugged Lu Lu and stuffed it into the electric toy car: "Son, this is the car Mommy bought for you. Do you like it?"
"I like it." How can a three-year-old child not like toy cars, Lu Lu sat in the car, touched left and right, and temporarily left his favorite mommy aside.
Seeing that Lu Lu finally looks like he should be at this age, Lu Xi is also happy: "Son, play for a while, and Mommy will make you something to eat, and go to bed early after eating."
Lu Lu obediently replied: "Okay."
...
It's getting late now, and Lu Lu is still young. It's not good to eat too much at night.
Lu Xi has also been prepared for a long time. She takes out lean meat from the refrigerator, chops the lean meat into pieces, and cooks lean meat porridge for Lu Lu, so that it will be nutritious and not indigestion.
Lu Xi chopped the lean meat neatly, then put the rice and lean meat into the pot, pressed the quick porridge button, and confirmed that the smart rice cooker would automatically cook the porridge, and then she went back to the living room to accompany Lu Lu: "Son, are you sleepy?"
Lu Lu was driving a toy car around the house, not feeling sleepy at all: "Mommy, Lu Lu is not sleepy."
Lu Xi saw that he was having such a good time, and the corners of his lips rose unconsciously. It would be great if he could go home to accompany Lu Lu after get off work every day, and prepare food for him with his own hands.
This is something that many mothers can do every day, but she can't. Since she nodded and agreed to the ambiguous deal with Qin Yinjian, she has the final say on many things.
It's rare for Lu Lu to play so happily once, so Lu Xi let him play. When he was tired from playing, the porridge in the pot was ready. Lu Xi filled a small bowl for Lu Lu and let him cool down eat.
Lu Lu has been in the kindergarten for a year, and he has already learned to eat by himself. When the porridge was served, it might be because the porridge cooked by Mommy was delicious, or it might be because he was tired from playing, so he ate it in big mouthfuls.
Lu Xi also served a bowl of porridge herself. While eating, she watched Lu Lu eat. Seeing the little guy eating deliciously, she felt a sense of accomplishment, and thought that she must prepare better food for Lu Lu in the future.
A bowl of porridge was finished soon, Lu Lu handed the bowl to Lu Xi, and said in a milky voice, "Mommy, Lu Lu still wants to eat."
"Do you still want to eat?" Lu Xi reached out to touch Lu Lu Lu's stomach, "Son, your stomach is already full, so you can't eat any more."
"Mummy's porridge is delicious. I still want to eat it." Lu Lu looked at Lu Xi eagerly, and Lu Xi's heart softened. "Okay, then eat a little more, not too much."
Lu Lu nodded obediently: "OK."
...
After dinner, Lu Xi helped Lu Lu take a bath. It was too late today. Lu Lu dozed off while taking a bath. Lu Xi felt distressed but also very cute.
This little guy insists that he is not sleepy and wants to play with Mommy. At this moment, his little head is biting like a chicken eating rice. It looks funny and cute, and Lu Xi couldn't help kissing him again.
After taking a bath, Lu Xi hugged Lu Lu back to the bed. Just as he put it down, the little guy suddenly opened his eyes, and he looked like he was about to cry again: "Mommy, don't leave the baby behind."
Lu Xi hugged him quickly: "son, Mommy is sleeping with you, and I won't leave you."
I don't know if Lu Lu heard Lu Xi's words, he closed his eyes again, but his two little hands still held Lu Xi's clothes tightly. Lu Xi didn't want him to be afraid, so he had to lie beside him and pat him back to lull him to sleep.
Jingle Bell--
Lu Xi's cell phone beside her suddenly rang loudly. She quickly pressed the mute button and checked if Lu Lu Lu was not woken up. Then she looked at the incoming call seriously. It was an unfamiliar number.
It's almost twelve o'clock in the evening. Lu Xi didn't want to answer the call from an unfamiliar number, so he hung up the phone directly.
A few seconds after I hung up the phone, that strange call came in again. The first call might have been made by mistake, and the second call might be looking for her, or it might be because someone misremembered the number. In case there is something urgent... After thinking about it, Lu Xi still answered the phone, whether she was looking for her or not, she made it clear, so as not to harass her again.
But as soon as she answered the phone, Lu Xi regretted it. If she had known that the person on the other end of the phone was her stepmother Cui Xianzhen, she would definitely not have answered it.
The old woman on the other end of the phone spoke bitterly and meanly: "Lu Xi, are you stupid? If you take that little wild species to Jiangbei, if Boss Qin finds out, you won't know how you died. "
Lu Xi hated this stepmother at first, but now she heard her call Lu Lu Lu a bastard, and her temper also came up: "Cui Xianzhen, shut up the fuck!"
Cui Xianzhen didn't expect that Lu Xi would talk to her, and asked Lu Xi's father for help: "The surname is Lu, listen to you, this is the good daughter you raised, how do you think she talks to her elders? She gave birth to a wild It’s a fact that we still need to raise that wild species, so why don’t people say it?”
"Cui Xianzhen, I warn you, if you keep talking about a little bastard, don't blame me for being rude to you." For this kind of person, Lu Xi doesn't want to let her go too far.
The one surnamed Cui had better be more sensible, otherwise she will be offended, and she will settle the old and new ones with the surname Cui.
Cui Xianzhen sneered and said, "hehe You're welcome? Lu Xi, how can you be rude to me? Go and report to Mr. Qin that I scolded you, scolded you for being a bastard with other people? Tell him if you have the ability, Let him deal with me."
"Cui Xianzhen, if you still want to get money from me, you'd better shut up. Otherwise, before you tell Qin Yinjian, I'll tell him right away that I had a son with someone else." Lu Xi hung up the phone with a snap, and it was impossible to blacklist those disgusting people. It seemed that she had to change her phone number.
After the anger was over, Lu Xi thought of another terrible thing. She had just brought Lu Lu to Jiangbei, and the people from the Lu family knew about it. So the people from the Lu family had been staring at her all the time.
hateful!
Lu Xi gritted her teeth, those people had better not do more excessive things, otherwise she would never spare them lightly.