"Ji Rou, Lu Xi's matter has nothing to do with you. Don't blame yourself anymore." Qin Yinze pinched her face, and his tone became softer unconsciously, "Your face is very ugly. If you continue like this, lie down It could be you in the hospital bed."
Ji Rou said sullenly: "I'm not so weak."
Qin Yinze said: "Ji Rou, when you are worried about others, please don't forget that I will also worry about you. You don't eat for a day." He pointed to the position of the heart, "I will hurt here."
Ji Rou doesn't want him to worry about her all the time: "I won't be like this in the future."
Qin Yinjian said, "let's go, let's go back and accompany the two children."
Ji Rou likes children. With children around, she may be able to temporarily put her self-blame behind her.
Ji Rou said again: "Qin Yinze, Xiao Jian can survive."
The reason why she asked this was because Qin Yinjian didn't say a word other than asking the doctor about Lu Xi's situation in the ten hours after Lu Xi was rescued.
He was sitting beside Lu Xi's hospital bed, holding Lu Xi's hand tightly with both hands and never leaving for a moment.
Qin Yinjian has been a taciturn person since he was a child. Ji Rou can be regarded as watching him grow up. She doesn't know much about him, but she does know a little bit about him. This kind of person who is not good at expressing emotions will not be hurt if he is injured. Tell others that you can only lick your wounds slowly.
Qin Yinze said, "you still remember the incident three or four years ago."
Ji Rou asked: "you mean that Xiaojian hid from his family for a whole year because he was broken in love and didn't see anyone?"
Qin Yinze nodded: "we all knew how important Lu Xi was to him a few years ago. Now that Lu Xi has suffered such a serious injury, Xiao Jian must want to kill him himself. He will blame himself for not protecting Lucy well. "
Upon hearing this, Ji Rou burst into tears with distress: "Qin Yinze, what should I do? Can I do something to help them. "
Qin Yinze: "fool, why are you crying again?"
Ji Rou wiped away her tears: "I'm worried about Xiao Jian, Lu Xi and Xiao Lu Lu."
Qin Yinze added: "Xiao Jian is not as fragile as you think. Even if he is not for himself, he has to think about Lu Xi and Lu Lu. Let's go home and accompany Xiao Lu Lu."
Ji Rou looked back and forgot again, and then left with Qin Yinze.
...
At night, it was as dark as ink, and I couldn't see my fingers.
Lu Xi kept running like a headless fly. She didn't know how long she had been running. She was exhausted, but she still couldn't stop. It seemed that as soon as she stopped, she would be attacked by unknown people .
"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi..."
Occasionally, she would hear someone calling her name, but when she calmed down and wanted to listen carefully, she couldn't hear anything.
"Where am I? Where am I going? What am I going to do?"
She kept asking herself, but she couldn't give herself an answer, and there was no second person around her to ask, so she could only keep running, aimlessly.
"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi..."
She heard someone calling her from behind again, she stopped and turned around again, this time she saw a person - her mother.
The mother was as young and beautiful as she remembered, and the mother smiled and looked at her: "My Xiaoxi has finally grown up."
"Mummy..." Lu Xi slowly approached her mother, stopping every small step, "Mummy, is it really you?"
The mother smiled and said, "If it's not me, who else could it be? Don't you want to see me appear here?"
"No, no, no, I miss you, I miss you every day, but..." Lu Xi remembered that her mother had passed away and she committed suicide.
When she was still young, her mother left her behind and left this world. She hated her mother for being so cruel.
She didn't understand before, but now she understands that Cui Xianzhen not only got the upper hand as a mistress, but also resorted to despicable and vicious methods.
A person as proud as her mother, how could she allow herself to be insulted.
"Xiaoxi, Mommy has always been worried about you, afraid that you will be bullied, but now there is such a man who loves you and protects you, Mommy is not worried anymore, Mommy is leaving..."
"Mummy... don't go!" Lu Xi rushed over, trying to catch her mother, but she caught nothing, and her mother suddenly disappeared from her eyes, as if she had never been here before, she shouted anxiously, " Mommy, Mommy..."
"Lu Xi, Lu Xi..."
Her voice was drowned out by the anxious and vicissitudes of life.
who is it?
Who is calling her?
Lu Xi listened, but she couldn't tell whose voice it was for a while.
"Lu Xi, Lu Xi..."
That distressing voice is still there, and Lu Xi feels distressed. She tries to respond to him, but she can't make a sound.
"Mummy, wake up, Lu Lu wants to talk to you, you are not allowed to leave Lu Lu."
Until a soft and cute voice sounded, Lu Xi felt another pain in her heart. She opened her eyes very hard, and saw a glimmer of light this time: "son..."
She realized that the person calling her was her precious son Lu Lu.
"Lu Xi, you're awake."
Lucy opened her eyes, but she didn't see her baby son, but a sloppy face, which was familiar but unfamiliar.
"Lu Xi..." Qin Yinjian hugged Lu Xi's hand tightly, and wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything, only hugged her hand tightly, so tightly that Lu Xi was caught It hurts him.
Lu Xi blinked, shook his head again, and finally remembered who the man in front of him was. He was Qin Yinjian...
But Qin Yinjian, who has always loved cleanliness and even had some cleanliness, how could he become like this?
It seems that I have aged several years overnight.
"Qin Yinjian, what's the matter with you?" After asking, Lu Xi knew that her throat was already sore. Qin Yinjian handed her a glass of warm water in time, "Don't say anything, drink a glass first water."
Lu Xi saw that his hand shaking the water glass. What happened to make him like this?
Lu Xi didn't know, but he still reached out for the water glass, and he handed it to her mouth again: "I'll feed you."
Lu Xi opened her mouth lightly, took two small sips, her throat became more comfortable after being moistened, and she said, "what's the matter with you?"
Qin Yinjian tried his best to calm down his emotions: "have another drink."
In order not to worry him, Lu Xi opened his mouth and took another two sips. Qin Yinjian just put the cup back, covered her with the quilt, and looked at her fixedly.
His hands are still shaking!
Why?
Lu Xi looked at him: "what happened? You tell me. "
Qin Yinjian: "Lu Xi..."
Lu Xi reached out and grabbed his trembling hand, and said softly, "I'm here and I'm listening. Don't be afraid. "
Obviously she was the one who was hurt, but she comforted him firmly. He, Qin Yinjian, is a blessing he has cultivated in several lifetimes, and he only met her in this lifetime.