"Let's go to the cemetery first. I want to talk to my mother." Chi Yangyang said softly, and then turned away from looking at the scenery flying back out of the car window.
She was born in Jiangbei, grew up in Jiangbei, and all her relatives and friends are in Jiangbei. She always thought that she was very familiar with this city, but now she feels that she has never known this city. The streets are full of traffic, and the streets are lined with high-rise buildings. These are the scenes she can see every day when she goes to and from get off work, but at this moment, she feels so unreal, like in a dream, and this dream consumes all her energy. all her
energy.
She tried to support it, but it seemed that her strength was about to run out, and she couldn't hold it anymore.
At this moment, a big warm palm stretched out to hold her hand, and held it firmly in the palm: "Chi Yangyang, I'm here."
Yes, Hang Jin is here!
He is always there.
He has been by her side since she was born.
But she didn't forget that he also disappeared for a while, during the time when she was most fearful and helpless, when she was having nightmares all day long, he didn't know where he was in the world.
He disappeared for nearly two years, and he didn't come back until this year. When he returned to her, he used his method to get her to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with him to get a marriage certificate, and made her his wife.
Yes, now she is his wife, and he is her husband. He gave her the strength that no one else could give her, the warmth that no one else could give her, and the peace of mind that no one else could give her. From being wrong to growing up, unconsciously, she has been habitually relying on him, no matter what happens, as long as she knows that he is there, as long as she hears his voice, as long as she smells his breath, even if she is in the icy cold , she will also feel
It's very warm and reassuring.
The warmth and peace of mind that Hang Jin could give her made her very greedy, but she was also afraid that he would disappear from her life again, that she would never be able to find him when she needed him, and that she would never be able to be independent again .
But she is very clear that no one in this world can be relied on except herself, even the closest blood relatives.
Thinking of this, Chi Yangyang withdrew his hand in a panic, without looking at him and said: "drive well, safety first."
Hang Jin didn't speak anymore, but looked at her with worry.
...
About half an hour or so, they arrived at the cemetery.
Hang Jin parked the car, instinctively going up the mountain with Chi Yangyang.
But Chi Yangyang looked at him coldly: "I want to talk to my mother alone, so you can wait for me here."
In the old days, Hang Jin would definitely say: "You let me wait for you here, and I will wait for you here? I want to go up the mountain with you. What can you do to me?"
But today Hang Jin just nodded: "OK."
Chi Yangyang tried to squeeze out a smile at him: "thank you!"
"Don't smile at me like this. This smile is uglier than crying. It's so ugly." Hang Jin frowned in disgust, but rubbed her head gently, "Go, I'll wait for you here, Wait no matter how long."
"Well." Chi Yangyang turned around and left, but the words Hang Jin just said kept ringing in his mind, he was waiting for her, no matter how long.
...
The cemetery of his parents was bought by Chi Yangyang with a lot of money. It is a treasure land of geomantic omen that the feng shui master said. This location has a particularly good view. You can see the sea view of Jiangbei from a distance, and the cityscape of Jiangbei when you are close.
However, because no one took care of it for a long time, weeds had grown in front of the tombstone, blocking the excellent sight of the scenery. From the incident to the present, more than two years and nearly three years have passed, during which Chi Yangyang only came four times, the Spring Festival and the death day of his parents. It's not that she doesn't want to come, but she's afraid to come. Every time she comes, it's like she has experienced the tragedy two years ago
, It will take several days to get over the breath. She started to clean up the weeds in front of the tomb, and knelt down in front of her parents' tombstones: "Dad, Mom... the unfilial child Yangyang came to see you. Yangyang once said that he will not have the face to visit you until he finds the murderer. The murderer has now been found.
..."
She called her parents, because she didn't want to admit that Chi Yishen who was still alive was her father. Her father had been killed more than two years ago, and the ashes lying here were her father. The one in the cell is not.
Chi Yangyang is unwilling to admit the cruel reality, but she is very clear that the man in the prison is her father, and whose ashes may be contained in the urn under the tombstone. Chi Yangyang didn't even dare to think about how painful and desperate his mother must have been when she knew what Chi Yishen had done. That was the person she loved the most. They had shared the same bed for so many years, and she gave birth to him Female, to support his parents with him
At the end, she always thought that he loved her deeply, but she never thought that it was he who killed her in the end.
When her mother was killed, the man she loved deeply and thought she loved deeply was watching from the sidelines...
"Mom..." Chi Yangyang struggled to call out two words, and tears rolled out of his eyes uncontrollably after all.
Why?
Why it came out like this?
From childhood to adulthood, her parents have always given her the feeling of being very loving. There are two things that Chi Yangyang remembers very clearly.
When my mother cooked vegetables and burned her hands, my father was very nervous at that time. He helped my mother treat the burns briefly, and then carried my mother to the community clinic to confirm that her injuries were not serious, so he was relieved.
Since then, my father has assumed all the work in the kitchen and never let my mother into the kitchen.
Some people joked that he is a big man who doesn't love the country and loves the kitchen. He always smiles back, if a man can't even take care of his wife and children, how can he have the face to talk about the country.
Hearing his words, my mother always secretly laughed.
It can be seen from the mother's smile that she is happy, the happiness of being doted on by a man.
Another time, a bizarre murder occurred in Lin City, Jiangbei. My mother and another colleague were ordered to go to support. On the way back from work, they encountered a landslide, and their car was buried.
After his father received the news, he drove there as quickly as possible. He was obviously in Linshi, but he was faster than the rescuers because he arrived in time and saved the lives of his mother and colleagues.
After returning home that day, his father was very angry and scolded his mother. It was the first time in Chi Yangyang's memory that his father got so angry and scolded his mother. He yelled at his mother angrily: "I told you that the roads are not safe after the rainstorm, and you are still in a hurry to come back a day after the rainstorm. Do you think that even Lord Hades dare not accept your fate?"