"Can you speak?" I looked at Yang Song and asked.
Yang Song nodded, then wiped the tears on his face, opened his mouth and said, "Qian Rou is not dead, nothing is wrong, she and Ben have not been kidnapped!!"
After Yang Song's words, all of us stared and couldn't believe what he said.
"Did you say anything happened to Qian Rou?" I asked a little unbelievably.
"En!!" Yang Song nodded.
"Where did she go? Why didn't she come back?" I continued.
"Qian Rou, she will come home and won't come back..."
"Why?"
"What else can I do for!! because I'm a worthless bastard, a bastard walking on the edge of the law!! I can't give her the life she wants, I can't even guarantee her safety, she can only be worried when she follows me!! she's an ordinary girl, I can't give her an ordinary life. Do you understand? You know when the muzzle of a gun is on her forehead How scared she was when she was? You don't understand!! I don't fucking understand!! because we are like her, we are not qualified to bring danger to ordinary people like her!! "Yang Song shouted excitedly.
After listening to Yang Song's words, I was silent for a long time, then opened my mouth and said: "... Did the last thing have a great impact on her???"
"She thinks it's all in the fucking movie!!" Yang Song replied with a roar.
I looked at Yang Song and suddenly felt I didn't know what to say to him. Yang Song's words made everyone in the room fall into silence!!
"Didn't you ask me why? I fucking told you. Now you understand!! I don't deserve love! Do you know!! I can only bring trouble and danger to others!!"
"Did Qian Rou tell you these words by herself? I don't think she is such a girl!!" Wu Mei asked in a low voice.
"It's not what she said. Who else can say it? She said she couldn't stand it. She couldn't stand that her boyfriend was a killer with a gun. She didn't want to be pointed at her head if she had nothing to do in the future!!"
"So she left without saying goodbye, didn't she?" I asked with my head down.
"Well, let's go!! let's go. Follow me. Maybe I'll be killed or kidnapped sometime. It's better to go quickly..."
Yang Song stood up while talking and walked slowly to the door.
Several of us looked at Yang Song and no one said anything to stay, because we knew that no matter what we said to him now, he might not listen.
"Creak!!"
Yang Song slowly pulled open the door and looked at us. At the moment he turned back, he burst into tears and hurried out. He didn't want us to see his tears.
After Yang Song left, I sat decadent on the chair and closed my eyes tightly. Now I don't want to say a word. At this moment, I have only slow guilt and helplessness for Yang Song.
Yang Song is right. People like us may not deserve love. Who girl will live with you with fear? We all struggle with life and death every fucking day. What's the reason for people to live like this with us!!
There are other people in the room who are also silent. Maybe everyone is thinking about this problem.
Yang Song's sorrow today may be our sorrow tomorrow.
……
Zhaojia village.
Zhao San was dressed in pajamas and stood in front of the luxurious French window, squinting at the scenery outside. Sun Lei stood beside Zhao San expressionless.
"Have you finished?" Zhao San looked back at Sun Lei and asked.
"It's done," Sun Lei replied quickly.
"Put it on?" a trace of darkness flashed in Zhao San's eyes.
"Sure. Now the young man doesn't want to die when he sees B. unlike us at that time, he still has a little loyalty..." Sun Lei replied with disdain.
"Just put it on. You did a good job..." Zhao San nodded with satisfaction, walked to the cabinet and took out two goblets.
"Wow!!"
The precious red wine gradually poured into the glass. Zhao San shook the glass in his hand, then handed it to sun Lei, smiled and said: "this red wine is cold. Once you drink it, you don't know what it tastes, but if you want to taste it carefully, you can find its real taste..."
"Hehe, everything I drink is the same." Sun Lei smiled after taking the glass, looked up and drank more than half of it directly, and then said: "maybe I drank too much in a bar before..."
"Leizi, do you still want to open a bar?" Zhao asked while drinking.
Hearing this, sun Lei's body instinctively froze for a moment, then shook his head and drank the rest of the red wine directly.
"It's no fun for you to lie to me..." Zhao San looked at Sun Lei and smiled.
"Do you want to be like this? What else can I do?" Sun Lei looked at his lame right leg and said with a helpless smile.
"I'm lame, but I'm not lame!! when we finish cleaning up these children, you go back to your bar!!"
"Patter!!"
Hearing this, sun Lei's wine glass fell directly on the precious wool blanket.
"Are you so excited?" Zhao San smiled and bent down to pick up the wine glass.
“……”
Sun Lei twitched at the corners of his mouth. He was so excited that he couldn't speak. He didn't expect that one day he could go back. Zhao San's words undoubtedly gave him a boost.
"How's JS corner?" Sun Lei tried his best to calm his mood, so he didn't tangle with this problem and directly changed the topic.
"Hey!!" hearing the word JS corner, Zhao San instinctively sighed, and then looked up and drank a mouthful of wine.
"Isn't it good?" Sun Lei then asked.
"Leizi, what do you say if I withdraw the business over there?" Zhao San asked.
"Why did you withdraw?" Sun Lei was puzzled.
"If it's good, can I withdraw? Now there's a lot of pressure. In addition, kunka is not so interested in us now. There are still a bunch of tiger heads in the company, both inside and outside, and our business must be saved... Since Xiao Si left, I haven't put my energy there. Frankly, I'm still old and my energy is not as strong as before!!!" I always think of a better family background. When I die, my black sheep son can do more harm for a few years. Now his son is gone, and I don't know who makes money... "When saying these words, Zhao San is not like a drug lord, but more like an old man of nearly 60, a very ordinary old man.
"It's easy to withdraw. Just leave some money enough for you and your sister to provide for the elderly..." Sun Lei nodded.
"Ha ha!!" Zhao San smiled and said nothing.