Until the night before his 18-year-old bar mitzvah, she wrote: I will see Gu Yu tomorrow. I made a cuff link by myself. I made it very seriously. I hope he can like it. And I hope he can also like the future of making this cuff link.
The girl's hazy affection for her fiance, and her expectation of meeting for the first time, were all expressed in words.
Seeing this, Gu Yu's fingers trembled slightly.
He remembered the first meeting of the bar mitzvah.
For this fiancee, he has always been ostracized, but he only left his grandfather as a family member, not willing to refute his intention, he can only acquiesce to this engagement, as long as the fiancee is smart enough not to pester him, disturb him, when the marriageable age, he will naturally marry her.
After his parents died, he suffered the misfortune of Gu's group. He became more and more cool and sensitive. He did not allow strangers to approach him. He did not care about anyone except his grandfather and Xu Shuai, who grew up together.
So when Mr. Gu led Xu future to him, he only glanced at her coldly. At that time, he didn't care whether she was round or flat. Naturally, he didn't notice what clothes she wore, what shape she made, and what kind of mood she was standing in front of him.
After that, when he went outside the yard to breathe, she followed him, went to him and gave him a birthday present.
Even though Xu's face at that time tried to maintain reserve, did not let himself too much emotional exposure, try to maintain a calm appearance, but he met too many girls who had a good impression on him, he could see through the light suppressed in Xu's eyes at a glance.
He has always dealt with problems decisively and ruthlessly. He doesn't like to be sloppy and tends to be once and for all.
So, he said to her mercilessly, "get away, I'm not interested in you."
After that, she threw her gift in the trash can.
It was not the first time that he refused a girl, nor was it the first time that he was so cruel. He never felt that there was something wrong with him. If he didn't like it, he didn't want to give hope. If she could give up her heart, he would have less trouble.
However, it was a fatal blow to Xu's future.
Gu Yu turned to the next page and saw a line she had written that night: Oh, it turns out that Gu Yu is more handsome than I imagined. However, he didn't like my present as much as I imagined. Besides, he didn't like my fiancee either.
Compared with the various small emotions she had written down before, this line is particularly calm. It is like when her head is hot, she is suddenly drenched by a basin of cold water. At the same time, it cools her down instantly.
After that, I didn't write much in the diary. Once in a while, I didn't mention the word Gu Yu any more, as if it disappeared from Xu's future world.
From that intermittent memory, Xu future spent high school period, admitted to the University, entered the university campus.
When Gu Yu appeared in the diary again, about half a semester after entering the University, she wrote in it: I saw Gu Yu on campus today. At first, I thought I was wrong. Then I heard Chunchun saying that Gu Yu was also in this university. I didn't expect to meet him again or meet him in this situation He