After April 2, for a long time, Xu didn't write down any mood. I don't know whether it's because I haven't met him again or because I'm a little frustrated.
Gu Yu turned the page again. After several blank pages, he saw again the words written by Xu future.
June 28: I calmed down for two months. I tried to avoid Gu Yu. I didn't meet him again. I went back to the parallel line with him again. I thought that I could forget him. But today, Chunchun bought a new camera, so I had to take me as a model and let her take photos in the campus. Gu Yu met Gu Yu again.
Chunchun also proposed to take a picture of us. I thought Gu Yu would refuse, but he didn't. besides, Gu Yu and I were supposed to be photographed, and there was a friend of Gu Yu named Xu Shuai. Finally, Xu Shuai came for no reason, leaving us two.
Chunchun sent me the photo that night. This is the first and last photo of Gu Yu and I. nevertheless, I am very happy.
I've figured it out. If Gu Yu doesn't like it, I don't like it. I don't disturb him. I like mine. Can I secretly like it?
Gu Yu, I can't ask you in front of me, but I still want to ask you, can I like you?
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Gu Yu's fingertips unconsciously touched a line of words behind him, and his heart trembled violently. There was an unspeakable feeling spreading in his chest.
Xu future never wanted to cause any trouble to him. Even if she liked him and knew that he didn't like it, she would not show it. She would hide her love, let him know, and would not entangle him. Looking from a distance, she would be happy.
At that time, Xu's future was just a boring existence for him.
Gu Yu closed his eyes, and his chest seemed to be pressed with a big stone, which was too heavy to penetrate.
After he stabilized his mind, he opened his eyes again and continued to turn the page. After that, there were some small daily things and her mood. She was a very easy to satisfy girl. A very small thing could make her excited and happy for a long time.
Looking at, his lip angle also can't stop to raise shallow radian.
Until he saw a very familiar day - October 25.
Today's heavy day is only written in black.
Because today is the day of his accident.
And his current memory, also only to this day, after what happened, his mind is a blank.
I don't know why. Assistant Lin and Xu Shuai have told him countless times about what happened after Ming Ming. He also knows what happened, but he is inexplicably flustered by the contents in his diary.
Is it that in his subconscious mind, there is a conflict in his heart for what happened after? That's why his memory happened to be back in the car accident?
Gu Yu's Adam's apple rolled down and continued to look down.
October 26: Gu Yu was rescued successfully. He survived, but he didn't wake up. The doctor said that he would become a vegetative person. He might never wake up again. I don't believe that Gu Yu is still so young and excellent. His life has just begun and he hasn't enjoyed his life well. How can he just lie in bed and not know when to die? I want to take care of him. I want to accompany him. But when I wanted to talk to my father today, I heard Father and mother are talking about quitting marriage.