March 16: one night, I didn't fall asleep. I was always excited. Gu Yu called my name for the first time. Although I had fantasized for countless times, his voice was so good that he must be very sultry and provocative when he called my name. But when I really heard it, my heart would melt. It's a pity that I didn't record it, so I could listen to it every day.

March 20: Gu Yu's recovery progress is very good, because he is young and recovers quickly. Today, he can walk down. Although he still has to rely on crutches, I helped him out of bed. He didn't refuse, and I don't know whether it means that... He doesn't hate me so much.

March 28: Gu Yu has a headache and can't sleep these days. Today, I suddenly asked me to read to him. I was surprised. I only read to him during his coma. Could he hear me during his coma? I want to ask, but I dare not.

April 1: it's April 1, another year's April Fool's day. When I was with Gu Yu in the ward today, I remembered what Chunchun had said to me. April Fool's Day is suitable for confession. Even if it is rejected, it will not be embarrassing as a joke. Looking at Gu Yu's handsome face, I almost blurted out: Gu Yu, I like you, very, very much.

But in the end, I still didn't say it. Oh, how can I be so counselled? Next time, I must say it!

April 20: Gu Yu's physical recovery is getting better and better. The doctor said that if there is no accident, he can be discharged after observing for half a month. How can the time pass so quickly? I'm very happy when Gu Yu recovers, but I'm a little sad. If Gu Yu leaves the hospital half a month later, I can't see him every day. Will we go back to the previous one What about strangers? If only time could stop, I would be in a good mood.

May 10: the last day is coming. The doctor said that Gu Yu could be discharged from the hospital. He would be discharged tomorrow morning and go back to his old home. I can't go to the hospital to see him every day. I don't know if he will want to see me again after he is discharged tomorrow.

May 15: Gu Yu has been discharged from hospital for five days, and he has not contacted me any more. The half year before was really like a dream. Maybe he just doesn't like me, but I don't regret it. For me, the company of that half year is the happy time I stole. Even if Gu and I are separated, I will stop here, and I'm happy.

May 19: my God... Gu Yu sent me a short message. Am I really dreaming? Or am I hallucinating? He asked me to meet. What did he mean? Do you want to talk to me? Or do you want to date me? What should I do? I'm so excited, I can't sleep, no, no, no, Xu future, you should be calm, you should be reserved, you are a lady!! Prepare well and make a good impression on him.

May 20: Gu Yu asked me to go to the restaurant at the top of the mountain for dinner. He said thanks to me for taking care of him during this period. He also laughed at me. It's really nice to laugh at such a lonely person. Besides, today is May 20. He asked me on 520. I don't know whether he was purposeful, but... Finally, when we came out, he took me Hand... Gu Yu, took the girl's hand, to be responsible, you know?