Chapter 483

How deep the love is, how desperate the pain is.

Every tear is as salty as sea water, and every cry is painful.

Mu zhanchen, have you ever loved me for a moment, even in bed?

I don't think so.

Even if you have, I dare not ask you.

Gently push away mu zhanchen, Gu Mianmian stabilized his pace this time and went upstairs step by step.

I got to the room. Gu Mianmian quietly tidies up his toiletries.

When she first came, she didn't bring many clothes, only a few.

Because at that time, mu zhanchen said that she would buy all the new ones. She wanted to dress like Mrs. mu. I can't wear those clothes before her. Although they are beautiful, they are not very rich after all.

She just thought it would be over soon, she would leave here soon. So I didn't do too much preparation, didn't bring a lot of things.

After Gu Mianmian finished cleaning up, she found that she had so few things. Mu zhanchen bought all the other things for her.

All, all, should stay.

Beautiful hairpins, beautiful diamond jewelry, those small censers, those clothes and bags.

This room is very substantial. There are many things, all of which mu zhanchen bought for her. But in fact, all these are what mu zhanchen wants to buy for Cheng Yuan.

He just accepted these things as a stand in. After that, the owner of these things is Cheng Yuan.

No, no, these things will no longer have owners, because they are to be replaced. He will buy new ones for Cheng Yuan. He loves her so much, how can he be willing to let her use other people's old things.

Gu Mianmian closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and told himself that he could not go on in such a mess, nor should he be attached to him. He was not his own, but his own. A man for a woman, love to elaborate all that, how to fight for their own.

He is just a minor supporting role in his life story.

Gu Mianmian got up and went downstairs. Mu zhanchen saw that she only carried a small suitcase. Her heart was like a knife.

"You have more than that." Mu zhanchen said.

Gu Mianmian shook his head: "this is all my luggage. The rest are not my things."

Mu zhanchen tightly clenched his lips: "those things really belong to you. Tomorrow I'll have everything packed up and delivered to your house. "

"No more." Gu Mianmian refused mu zhanchen: "I don't want any of those things."

Mu zhanchen frowned: "why refuse? I know that I am sorry for you, but my kindness to you is not fake. All those things I told you are for you, and all the clothes and jewelry are -"

"I got them as a stand in." Gu Mianmian looked at him and said, "I don't want those things. Those things will remind me how I was spoiled by you as a stand in. Then I will think that you will be better to your beloved. Don't do more cruel things. Now I just want to say goodbye to Xiaoyan. "

People are really amazing, every time I hurt my heart. They thought they were going to die, but they didn't. They were still alive.

Every time I feel that I can't bear such pain any more, but the next time. But still bear the greater pain.

Just like now, she thinks she can't say anything with mu zhanchen any more. She is dying of heartache, but she can say so again. Speak smoothly.

Mu zhanchen couldn't say a word, so Gu Mianmian went downstairs and went to the baby's room.

Li Peipei and Zhang Ying are at a loss because of the atmosphere outside. They stay here to watch the children and hear a knock at the door. There was some consternation.

The door closed and then opened. Zhang Ying looked at Gu Mianmian with some worry.

"How are you, ma'am?"

Gu Mianmian showed a shallow smile: "don't call me madam, I will not be the lady here soon."

Xiaoyan sees Gu Mianmian. Small arms open, happy cry: "Mommy!"

Gu Mianmian's nose was sour. He went over to hold Xiaoyan and took a deep breath. Kiss him on the cheek.

"Xiaoyan is so good. Mommy loves you so much."

Zhang Ying has not recovered from the shock: "madam, what do you mean by this? What does it mean that it will not be soon..."

Gu Mianmian held Xiaoyan tightly and swallowed his choking voice: "it means literally. Originally, I was just caught temporarily to top the bag. Now that the Lord is back, I should go too. "

Breathing hard, Gu Mianmian gently put the soft baby in front of him. Looking at his beautiful watery eyes, tears blurred: "baby, you will soon forget to have a mommy like me. Really, those diapers I learned for you before. It's really a waste of the pain I've had in bathing and breast-feeding. You will be with your real mommy in the future. You will love her very much, because she is your real Mommy. "Xiaoyan looks at Gu Mianmian's tears and raises her hand to touch her tears.

He still doesn't know anything, but he can feel mommy's sadness. He didn't want mommy to be sad.

Mommy, don't cry. Look at the baby. The baby is smiling at you. Don't cry.

Gu Mianmian sees Xiaoyan's effort to smile, and then pouts his mouth to kiss her. He only feels that his heart hurts more.

"Baby, although you will never remember me. But Mommy really likes you. You are the most lovely little angel I have ever seen. May you have a safe and happy life. Mommy's gone. Goodbye. "

Gu Mianmian said, forced to kiss Xiaoyan's forehead, covered his mouth and got up.

Both Zhang Ying and Li Peipei shed tears.

"Madam, the young master likes you so much that you can't leave."

Gu Mianmian lowered his head, tears fell on the ground: "please take good care of him, I, I left."

Gu Mianmian said and left. Xiaoyan saw that mommy had gone. He felt something in his heart. He burst into tears and stumbled up and called Mommy. He was running after the door with small steps.

"Mommy! Mommy

Gu Mianmian heard the cry, but he didn't dare to turn back. He grabbed the trunk and rushed out.

Mu zhanchen stands in the same place. She didn't hold her hand until she restrained all her impulses.

Can't stop, otherwise everything will be wasted, what he is doing now, all for her good.

So she can only let her sad pain, powerless.

At this time, Lan Lan couldn't help crying any more. She rushed out and knelt down in front of Mu zhanchen: "young master, please chase back your wife. This family can't live without a wife, young master!"

Mu zhanchen gritted his teeth and turned to walk out: "from today on, Gu Mianmian is no longer Mrs. mu."