Chapter 709

After mu zhanchen got out of the car, he turned over from the outer wall and went to the villa. Under the cover, he crossed the lawn and came to the backyard of the villa.

He had planned to have a look at Gu Mianmian. After seeing that she was ok, he left.

Who knows a go in, but good coincidentally met Gu Mian, push the door and come out.

Mu zhanchen quickly hid his shadow on one side of the wall, and saw Gu Mianmian move out a porcelain basin, then take many things out, squatting on the wooden floor, and Gu Mianmian light things in the brazier.

Mu zhanchen is watching over there. I understand.

Gu Mianmian is burning things for Lu Yu.

Although many people no longer burn paper money, they still burn some souvenirs.

People always have some thoughts. Sacrifice to the dead is more to comfort themselves.

Gu Mianmian said while burning: "for the rest of my life, you once said to me that you would accompany me for the rest of my life. How can you destroy the oath so easily. When I thought I could walk slowly with you, you suddenly let go of my hand and left. Do you know how much I miss you and how much I blame you? Sometimes I even think, why do you want to save me. Don't save me. Let me die with you. Now I won't be so miserable. "

"I try to pretend that nothing happened every day, sometimes I even forget that you existed. But when I dream back in the middle of the night and think about all kinds of things between us, I will cry all the time. I dare not let people know, and I hate my vulnerability, but I just miss you so much, I really miss you so much."

"For the rest of my life, after you leave, what should I do in the future. Wuwuwu, I also want to tell you that I have nothing to do, but I have something to do. I love you so much. I can't fall in love with anyone after you leave. I will die alone. I was not afraid before, but I was afraid after you left. Without you in the world, I'm alone. I'm so lonely. "

Mu zhanchen stood in the shadow listening, word by word, her pain, her sorrow, her complaint, those are for Lu Yusheng.

The pain of a torn heart.

Gu Mianmian, if you don't fall in love with anyone, what should I do?

I want a person in the dark, silently lost, silently endure loneliness?

My love, and where to go.

All these years. I have only loved you. I have never loved anyone again. I can't love anyone any more. I will be afraid of loneliness, you know?

You cruel bad woman, you bad woman, you

Close your eyes, cold tears from the eyes of this man has always been resolute.

Her deep affection can be said to him. After all, she gave all the memories she had with him to Lu Yusheng. That doesn't mean she loved Lu Yusheng before.

It's just the illusion that she built under her own protection.

Just like before, she thought she liked Mu Qingyu, but she didn't. what she liked was mu zhanchen.

But even so, now the person she pushed away with this deep feeling is still him.

Mu zhanchen feels sad.

Because he knows how contradictory the love he's fighting for is.

He is not fighting with Lu Yusheng. Instead, he is competing with a false one in Gu Mianmian's memory.

If he wins, he will go to erase the memory of the time she once loved.

It's all the memories of love that are erased.

It's all proof that she loves herself.

Calling her to love herself now is like asking her to empathize from her former self to him now.

He Are you sad? Hesitating?

No, No.

In the shadow, the eyes of Mu zhanchen burn the black flame.

He wants the present and the future. You want him to wipe out who he used to be, right?

OK, he can do it himself.

Only this woman belongs to herself from now on. He can.

For so many years, it is not that he has not wiped out the things between the two people.

He abandoned the promise he had made when he was a child and the friendship of life and death together. Put it down, just for her safety.

Finally married her, will he have, let her fall in love with themselves. But he refused her and got a divorce certificate to protect her.

All his life, he gave up on Gu Mianmian.

Because giving up can make her happy. So he gave up until now, no matter how eager he was in his heart, he let go of her hand again and again.

For what?

Not for one day, I have to give her up again. But in order to grasp her tightly with both hands one day.

Is for the future, can have him for a long time.

I give up a thousand times, in order to finally have.

The end of losing her and becoming a stranger. She won't accept it anyway.There Gu Mianmian burned for a long time, cried for a long time, and said that he was hoarse. Later, he didn't know how long he sat there before he got up and went back.

It's cold outside. On the cold winter days, Gu Mianmian stayed for as long as he could, and mu zhanchen stood by and kept silent for as long as he could.

Until it was confirmed that Gu Mianmian went back to his room and went upstairs to sleep, mu zhanchen twisted his finger with one hand. His finger was cold. Without saying a word, he stepped out of the villa again and got into the car.

He thought about grandfather's proposal. There's nothing to refuse.

His life on the emotional aspects of a week is not smooth, means or conspiracy, he should not be so taboo. After all, all he did was to give her a future.

Mu zhanchen drives away.

At this time, the wind blowing through the room, Gu Mianmian seems to feel that it is probably Lu Yusheng back. The tight frown loosened a little.

There is also the sound of violin in the room.

The next morning, Gu Mianmian put the picture on the bed in a confused way, as if he was still here. Waiting for her at home, he would smile whenever she came back.

Gu Mianmian went home.

Ruan Linglong didn't say anything and didn't want to put pressure on her. In fact, in her heart, she was naturally worried.

Gu Mianmian, the girl, always doesn't say anything in her heart, which makes her uneasy. At this moment, seeing Gu Mianmian open the door, Ruan Linglong is relieved and hugs her.

Mother and daughter said nothing. Gu Mianmian felt the warmth in her mother's arms. All the sadness eased a little.

Fortunately, she has family.

Ruan Linglong let go of her and said, "today is the second day of junior high school. Your sister and brother-in-law went to the old house of Mu family to pay New Year's greetings to the old man of Mu family."

"Oh." Gu Mianmian nodded and couldn't help thinking about it. Mu zhanchen's new year's wishes to her have not come back. After thinking about it, it's unnecessary to go back now, so I plan to do it like this.

Anyway, the president of Mu's group will not lack her new year's wishes.