In the afternoon, class 2 of senior three, the first class is the English class of head teacher Xu Minjing.
Jingling!
When the bell rang, the students took out their English textbooks and waited for teacher Xu's arrival. But five minutes later, Mr. Xu hasn't come yet.
"Strange, what's going on? Mr. Xu always comes to the classroom before the bell rings! Why are you so late today? "
Qin Yanran, a monitor, said strangely.
"Yan Ran, why don't you... Go to Mr. Xu's office and ask what's going on?" Hong Fangfang, a deskmate, suggested.
"Well! I'll see... "
Qin Yanran was about to stand up, but another English teacher came at the door of the classroom, Mr. Wang of the next class.
"Students, your teacher Xu has something to do. He can't come to this class. Let me tell you, this class will be changed to self-study class. We will consolidate and review English grammar and words. "
Mr. Wang pointed to Qin Yanran and said, "Qin Yanran, you are the monitor. Mr. Xu is not here. Please maintain the discipline of the class. I'm in the next class. You can call me if you need anything. "
"OK, Miss Wang."
Knowing that Mr. Xu would not come this class, Qin Yanran stood up and said to the students, "students, this class will be changed to self-study. Pay attention to class discipline and don't talk at will. "
"Ah! Lin Feng, why didn't Mr. Xu come today? Are you disappointed that you can't see Mr. Xu? "
Because she had just been fooled by Lin Feng, Xiao nishang whispered to Lin Feng.
"Crazy girl, pay attention to class discipline and don't talk! Take a good look at your book! Don't even fail to pass a university. "
Lin Feng glanced at her and said, "isn't it normal that teacher Xu didn't come to class?"
"Yes... It's normal. Lin Feng, I mean, you're not normal. Why don't you care about Mr. Xu at all? What if Mr. Xu didn't come to class because of illness? Don't you want to visit the hospital? " Xiao nishang continued.
"It's none of your business. Read your book! Crazy girl! "
He shook his head. Lin Feng didn't take Xu Minjing's temporary absence from class to heart. After all, several times before, Xu Minjing changed her English class into a self-study class because of something temporary.
But at this time, in the office building of Zhi'an No. 1 middle school, Xu Minjing dragged a heavy step, went through the handover procedures with the teaching office and the grade director, held a pile of his own items and went downstairs accompanied by Mr. Pan.
"Miss Xu, it's so sudden. Why did you just say that and leave? "
Mr. Pan still said with a surprised face.
"Yes! When I signed up for this refresher class, I didn't expect it to start next Monday. It's just that I didn't see the notice requirements clearly at that time, but now that I have chosen to seize this opportunity for further study. Now I have to hurry home and pack my bags... "
Xu Minjing also said with a sad face.
"So you're leaving? Don't you say goodbye to those students in your class? You know, Mr. Xu, you've been there for a year! I'm afraid it's hard to see these children again in the future. " Teacher pan advised again.
"No need. Mr. Pan, I don't know if I would be reluctant to go if I saw the children in my class. Originally, this opportunity was won from headmaster Zhong. Miss pan, go back quickly! Just leave me alone. "
As soon as she was cruel, Xu Minjing strode towards the school gate. In the corners of her eyes, the tears were swirling, and she tried to hold back the tears.
"Don't cry, Xu Minjing! Tears are women's pearls. If they flow too much, they are worthless! "
"Don't cry, Xu Minjing! I believe your choice is correct. Leaving is the best choice! "
"Don't cry, Xu Minjing! It's enough to have more than three years of memory! "
"Don't cry, Xu Minjing! Choosing to leave is the best way for Lin Feng to love him... "
……
The heart has been shouting not to cry, but Xu Minjing's tears have floated down very badly.
No one saw that this was the first time Xu Minjing cried in three years since she came to Zhi'an No. 1 middle school.
No one saw that this was the first time Xu Minjing's heart was shaking so violently.
No one saw that this was Xu Minjing's final decision after struggling countless times.
No one saw that this is the final embodiment of Xu Minjing's sentence "I love you, it has nothing to do with you".
……
After leaving the school gate of Zhian No. 1 middle school, Xu Minjing, who had never looked back, couldn't help it. Finally, he quietly turned around, looked at the direction of class 2, grade 3, and stopped for a moment.
There is the place where she shed her youth blood for three years.
There, she has a whole class of lovely students.
There, there is a person who occupies all the space in her heart
Then, now, Xu Minjing chose to leave without saying goodbye. She left so quietly without disturbing anyone.
"Sorry, Lin Feng, forgive the teacher for leaving without saying goodbye. As you said in your poem, "it's hard to plant hidden feelings in clouds and fog". The teacher is very satisfied to know you. You and Qin Yanran are a really suitable couple. The teacher also hopes you can realize your promise to Qin Yanran that "life and death are the same as Qing". There is no need to worry about the teacher, just as we have never met! "
After taking a taxi, Xu Minjing's heart has taken the initiative to draw a sentence on the relationship between himself and Lin Feng.
Let go and let the other party have no fetters and concerns. Maybe it is the highest state of loving a person!
Xu Minjing has no way to watch the person she loves and be with another person, nor has she been unable to face Lin Feng as a lover. She couldn't force herself to be a shameless third party to break up Lin Feng and Qin Yanran.
Therefore, in the end, Xu Minjing made a brave and great decision, but cowardly and timid, by taking the opportunity of the public school to study in the capital.
Leave, leave Zhian No. 1 middle school without saying a word.
Leave, completely away from Lin Feng.
Leave, trying to use the physical distance to disperse the infinite love and missing in my heart
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In Zhian No. 1 middle school, class 2, senior 3, Lin Feng was unknowingly looking at the English textbook, and other students in the classroom were studying by themselves as usual. Even Zhang Zhen worked hard to learn and didn't leave at all.
The whole senior three (2) class is as usual, but from now on, the head teacher Xu Minjing has left this class forever.