Chapter 124 - Black And White World

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"Don't overthink it!"Alexander said.

"There was huge silence between them.

"Dad....."

"Hmmm....."

"Can I not have the luxury of a peaceful life?" Chasina said catching him off guard.

He turned his head to see her face only to see tears falling from her eyes as they reflected under the pale moonlight. 

She curled herself into a ball. She hugged her knees and shrunk into the corner of the sofa. 

She felt like the world was keeping a watch on her and everyone moved. They are watching her to the point that even the first citizen of the country is paying attention to her. 

What does this society want? 

They slandered her when her life of life left this world? 

They wronged her saying, she stood strong when her world crumbled into pieces. They said it's wrong to stay strong. 

Is it wrong? 

They said she shouldn't get admitted to the hospital when she is sick.

They said she is arrogant when she is pushed to her limits. 

She is anything but not arrogant. 

They said her six years of hard work are not hers. 

They asked her to die. But she kept herself hidden. 

They said she is abusing her connections. 

They called her a walking powerhouse. 

Can't she have a peaceful life? 

She is just a normal civil servant. 

She doesn't want to get into the eyes of the public. 

She wants to stay unknown. 

But everyone is eyeing her. 

Just what kind of sin she did? 

Now news about her is aired on National Channel. 

She took four top hot searches. Even the entertainment industry didn't take a single place. 

She is a common person. She just wanted to do her work. Since she is a person with power and achievements it's understandable if she gets little fame. But getting a name to this extent is something which she is disappointed the most. 

Don't they know the consequences of her exposure to the public? 

If her details are released to the public the enemies might target her people. And adding to that her father, brother, sister-in-law, and her friend details are also released to the public. 

Everyone's details are released. 

Even if she cannot have a peaceful life she at least wished to give a peaceful life to the people around her. 

Is it wrong? 

No, right? 

But why the public is saying it's wrong. 

Why is the public proving to her that she can not make her dreams true? 

And adding to the fact that Henrieth's death is a huge blow to her. 

With all these things she feels like she is going crazy. She buried her head in her knees and started sobbing. 

Alexander switched off the television and went near her. 

Even when her family is there she chose to cry to herself. 

The thing he is afraid of is occurring again. 

Two years ago, when Henrieth "died" Chasina became a cold goddess. She never let anyone near her. And worked like crazy as she continued to solve cases. 

Until the appearance of Henrieth, she came back to her normal self. 

Now she is becoming the same woman as two years ago. 

She is hiding her feelings like in the past. 

She is turning her heart into a cold place, freezing everyone to their deaths. 

Alexander went beside her and wrapped his arms around her. He gently patted her back. 

"Dad…" she called in her low yet hoarse voice. 

"Why is this world so cruel?" She asked. 

"This world is like this from the start. It's a world with two colors White and Black, " He answered. 

"But dad, the people who are in white have also turned out to be black people. I don't want to face it dad anymore. I want to quit everything!" She said as she hiccuped. 

Alexander frowned. And sighed after a few seconds. 

He lifted her face and cupped it with his two hands. Her pure face is stained with tears. Her pale face flushed red due to her sobbing. Her red lips turned purple. Her hair is sticking to her forehead. Seeing her in a messy state. Alexander felt his heart is being sliced into pieces. He brushed off the hair strands on her face and tucked them under her ears. He took a tissue paper and cleaned her tears. And then threw the tissues aside. 

He looked at her with his gentle gaze. He cupped her face and looked into her eyes. 

"Child, the world is white and black. But there is a small place between white and black. And that is a grey area. These people can hide their black characters under the white mask also people with white characters hide their characters under a black mask. 

"And child white is not a single color. It is made of seven colors. The mixture of VIBGYOR is white. When a certain catalyst is added to the white it will show its colors. 

"Now your life incidents acted as a catalyst for them. So, they are showing they are colors. 

" You don't need to pay attention to them. People with black are the purest because they are already dark. Even if any other colors are added they remain dark. Maybe their color may change but the darkness cannot be removed. 

"You have to become a grey person if you want to survive in this world. You cannot be completely a black or white person. You have to show your colors when it is needed.

" Do you know why Chameleons never die? It's because they can change their colors and mingle with their surroundings in less time.

"You have to be a chameleon. And also Chameleons are a part of the Lizard family, while dinosaurs are also from the Lizard family. But there is something which makes them distinguished. And that something is their X - factor. Keep your X - factor to yourself. And portray it when it is needed. Every time you have to portray it differently. 

"Don't let others guess your thoughts. Do the unexpected thing that they didn't imagine. 

" Now, think these things thoroughly and start living. No one will even dare to mess with you. 

"My Child is a strong person. She will not cry for these things. 

" if they are talking about you means. They are viewed as a person who is worth their time. And they are viewing themselves as low. Just ignore. 

"Now, go and wash your face. Dinner is ready I think," he said as he placed a kiss on her forehead. 

He hugged her suddenly, ''We can't revive the dead. I know it's eating you but only you can change your life. If you want happiness you have to move on. If you can't move on you won't have happiness. Think carefully. Your life, your decisions. You can take over brother's company after some time," he said. 

Chasina couldn't help but cry more as she heard her dad's words. 

She never knew that her dad has this much in-depth things in his heart. 

Her tears seeped into his shirt. Alexander can feel the wetness of his shirt but he didn't say anything. He let her cry as he lent his shoulder. At least she is crying unlike before where she locked herself and turned into an ice princess. 

After a long time, she stopped crying. Seeing Chasina crying, Adiana and Laura went inside the kitchen and made her favorite dish. Edward, who is coming down while carrying Ava in his hands, froze when he saw his sister was crying. He made his presence unknown. But Ava is asking him to take her to her momma. So, left with no choice he went upstairs and played with her. 

But Edward's thoughts are on Chasina only. He is still not used to her crying. His sister cried rarely. 

Even though girls are meant to be pampered, she is not pampered like others. She is bought in a strict upbringing. She doesn't know how to ask things 

She asked for one thing but they are not able to give it. And they couldn't give it anymore. 

And combined with her recent scandals, he felt his heart is getting pierced into thousands of pieces. 

He picked his phone and failed a number, "How is it going?" He asked. 

"We will be sending notices by morning the fastest. Sir," the person from the other side replied. 

"I don't care simply. I want them to be sent right now," Edward barked and about to hang the call. 

"If you can't finish it. You don't need to work anymore," he said as he left the room. 

He came to know that the military officials pulled strings and made the director of the earlier aired interview to add the questions in the script. Edward gritted his teeth. Since he also watched the interview. He can complain about the military to the presidential council. 

He will fight for his sister's peace. Even if he had to fight with God. He will fight. 

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Authors Note: 

ML: when will you introduce me? (*glares at the pitiful author*") 

Author: who said you are the ml? (glares back)

FL: Then who is my partner?

Author: he is a president! (*shrugs*)

Andrus Ajax Blaz: It's me then! (*laughs loudly glaring at ML*)

Author: I said the president. A President, he can be a president of a company or an organization. You cant say you are the ML.

ML glares at the Andrus with a smug expression.

Andrus: it's not like you are the ML

FL: who is my partner!

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ML: pls vote, so that she will introduce my handsome face to you.

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