Chapter 152 - Her Sub-conscious Mind Started Deluding.

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Even Chasina is a human being. She is not a god. She is a person with feelings. She is strong yet weak. No person is completely strong. Everyone has their ups and downs. They have the highest and lowest points too. 

But the lowest point that Chasina is facing is very low. Chasina who always had the highest points in her life is facing the lowest point in her life. 

She held onto the pain which was caused by Henrieth for two times. But the third time she lost it. She turned into a different person. Maybe it would be correct if we rephrase the sentence by saying 'Different persons'. 

She hit herself hard with the betrayals caused by him. She gave a chance to him again and again which landed her in this position. She knew she would get hurt but she gave him a chance thinking that he will use it wisely. When she thought he used it and returned her love she left her without any trace of his appearance. She cannot even give him any chance. 

Chasina's head is muddled with lots of things. She became muddled with the thoughts of Henrieth's. He is the man whom she loved in her whole life. He is the one who introduced her to what love is.

He caused her happiness, pain, sadness, anger, betrayal, etc, She experienced every kind of emotion in her life with his presence. His presence occupied most of her world. He became her world while she tried to become his world. Even though she failed he didn't fail to become her world. Now there is no him, only her. The vast world which belonged to which is occupied by him is now turned empty. 

Can She accept this?

NO!

How can she?

She has seen bliss with his presence and seen the hell without his presence. 

Chasina couldn't accept the facts.

With the violent fall of her life with his disappearance, everything started getting muddled with her brain. 

Also from the previous cases which are dealt with by her, the victims or the criminals who have died came haunting her in her dreams. 

Previously, when she was normal also, she used to have nightmares. She used to feel like someone is haunting her or someone is trying to kill her for arresting their friends, relatives, or someone. Or she used to dream that she is crawling from the unknown depths of the blood people. How hard she tried to crawl out from it, she couldn't.

She used to sleep very well only when she is pretty tired. But after his death, she resigned from her job. She is not tired and his death saddened her. Making her stay awake most of the time. Whenever she fell asleep she used to dream that people who wanted to kill her would drag Henreith and would stab mercilessly in front of her. Chasina who is held back by them could only beg to leave them but they wouldn't. Instead, after they killed him, they used to throw Henrieth's body into the ocean which is full of blood. 

If it is not this dream, she would dream, the people who are given a death sentence would come and haunt her with their bloodied body, asking her the reason for arresting them. And some victims used to haunt her asking her why she didn't solve the case before they were killed. 

These dreams are one of the main reasons she resigned from the job. Also, she met Henrieth because of her profession. She doesn't want to remember him. 

Chasina's head is completely muddled with the death of Henrieth, the nightmares, the dead victims, culprits, and everything. She doesn't know where it went wrong. But she didn't do anything wrong. She tried to live like a common citizen. 

Can't she leave like that?

No! Her brain answered.

When she asked the reason it gave a harsh reply saying, "You don't deserve it. Because you are a demoness. Feel fortunate that you have a loving family and friends. Don't ask for more," 

Chasina turned more introverted as days passed. She started deluding that the characters are alive and real. Her head used to hurt like hell. But she tried to hold it on and didn't show it to others. 

But she tried to hold it in and bear with it. But she couldn't. She tried to remember when was the last time she had a peaceful life. She realized she had a peaceful life with the presence of Henrieth only.

So, her subconscious mind started deluding that Henrieth is alive. She can have a peaceful life if her Henrieth is alive. She can still think about her wedding. She can continue to think about herself for the children they planned to have. She can build a house for herself and him to live together. Everything can go back to the way it was.

She started deluding that Henreith is alive. No matter what happened she refused to believe that Henrieth is dead.

For her Henrieth is alive, safe, and secure. It's just that he has to go on a mission to fulfill his duties. 

Chasina started forgetting the people who she hasn't met for a long time and it so happened to be Edward.

Edward couldn't imagine how much torment his sister faced to become like this. He suppressed his tears. He came here to congratulate her and take her home to have dinner. But he didn't expect that he would see her like this. 

Bitterness started spreading in his heart. He felt like his heart was filled with poison. 

He adjusted his emotions and took his phone out. He scrolled through his gallery and found some of their photos when they were together.

He showed the screen to Chasina.

"See, we were together too. I went on a mission for two months. Have you forgotten your brother? Are you pranking me?" he asked as he looked around.

"You didn't call any of my friends to prank with me right?" he asked as he pretended to be angry.

He had no choice but to pretend. She needs treatment. She is like this for a very short time. Which meant she is really in a dire situation. She must be tormented to the point where she couldn't behold it. 

He can still see the uncertain look in Chasina. 

He promised his uncle and aunt to take care of her. But still, she ended up like this.

He gritted his teeth and saw her phone ringing. When he saw the caller he was stunned. 

That person….

Isn't he .....

Oh My God.

Does he have something to do with Chasina's illness?

Edward's brain is running like a train. He couldn't help but run his thoughts wild.

Because that person is not a normal person. 

What does he have to do with his sister?

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Author's note:

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Do you think Henrieth is the cause of this?

Also, why is Ambrose is still staying in contact with Chasina after Henrieth's death too?

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