Chapter 181 - You Make Hard For Me To Not Fall For You.

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Chasina decided to ask him what he is doing. 

She didn't expect him to reply. As it is already so late. She frowned when he said he didn't sleep. She wanted to ask something but he bet her by asking something. She replied cheekily saying that she is thinking of him. When she said that she felt warm in her stomach. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach. An unknown heat started flowing in her body. She buried her head in her pillow for a second. She waited for his reply. But she didn't get a reply for a long time. She felt all kinds of negative feelings seeing his lack of reply. 

She wondered if he didn't like her reply. 

Did she screw up the chat?

She should not have given that reply. She should have said something else. 

Many things ran into her mind. She felt like her world is going to end in the next second. 

*ding*

At that, she heard her phone vibrate. She opened and saw him replying to her with a "When did you start sweet-talking?" Chasina felt like a bucket of cold water poured on her. 

God! 

She overthought again! 

She should get rid of her good for nothing habit. 

She failed to notice a small silly smile formed on her face when she saw that message as relief washed over her whole body. 

Chasina felt like she went to her teenage days while she is chatting with him. 

She rolled over her bed all once before she gave a reply saying that she started that when she fell in love with him. 

But his next reply made her feel speechless. She didn't expect that question from him all of a sudden. 

She felt a blush creeping through her neck to her whole face. She felt her face is heating up. She felt as if she sat on the fire. After long contemplation, she decided to reply. In fact, she doesn't know the answer to that question But she knew, she loves him. 

Chasina: I don't know the answer to it. But…..

Andrus is stunned at her reply but before he could say something he saw the cliffhanger left by her in the chat with the word but…..

His heart raced as he anxiously waited for the reply. He wanted to know more of her answer. He felt his heart is going to burst out of his ribcage. He wanted to know her answer. He wanted to know her further words. He wanted to urge her to reply quickly but was afraid that he would scare her. That may lead her not to say it further. 

Chasina wanted to say everything to him once. But she wanted to see his reaction too. She waited for a long but didn't get his reply. She gave up waiting for his reply. 

She replied to him with a bursting reply. 

Chasina: But What I know is I love you. You are the presence that brought comfort in my life. I can say I didn't feel this when I with Henrieth too. Now I feel maybe the feelings I felt for Henrieth is not love but a habit. A habit of being together. Now, I feel comfortable with you. I feel this is not a habit but love. 

Chasina replied a long reply. 

Andrus who is reading this reply felt like his heart is going to burst out any time soon. A smile formed on his lips making his eyes crinkled. As the bright moonlight fell on him his silhouette illuminated in the dark shadows making him look like a vibrant man with a happy wife. 

Even though his silhouette looked lonely his soul is not lonely. He can feel warmth pooling all over his body. So, she decided to ask him what he is doing. 

Andrus felt like all the happiness in this world is in front of him. All the sadness and grievances he felt earlier are washed just like that. 

He kept his hand on his chest to feel his heartbeat. His heartbeat is beating wildly. 

* BA-THUMP*

*BA-THUMP*

He took some time to recover from her shocking reply. But he felt he is over cloud nine. 

He felt that he is no longer alone. 

This little vixen managed to make him fall for him again. 

Andrus: I love you too. 

Chasina didn't expect him to confess to her all of a sudden. She is in total shock. When she is about to reply to him again. She saw him typing. She waited for his reply. 

Andrus: Mon ange [1], When you are not with me, I felt I should not think about you. But every day, you made it hard for me. Your sight itself made me fall for you again and again. Every second of your presence made me grow my feelings deeply for you. And you managed to make me fall harder for you every second. My whole life, every second and every minute will be yours, Dave[2].

Chasina, who saw his message felt her whole body couldn't heat up anymore. 

Gosh!

This man...…

She is also falling harder for him as time passed. He is making it impossible for her not to love him. As days passed, she no longer has feelings for HEnrieth. To realize the fact she made him wait for her. She felt unfair to accept him while keeping Henrieth in her heart. But when she realized it does not love but it is the habit of her growing accustomed to being in his company. It's a habit of her growing accustomed to enjoying his love. A habit of staying together with him. A habit of thinking if her loving him. 

Habits are fatal. They may make you go insane or take you to the dead end. 

And that habit of hers's made her pay a huge price. It made her go insane too. She was treated with PTSD. She has to agree if not for her will she would have taken her life and missed this good man. She was grateful. She is grateful at least now she realized it.

When she realized it, she felt she is being unfair to herself and Andrus. So, she accepted it. But she never agreed to this reason before. But now she is willing to agree on this. 

No matter what it is, she will stay with Andrus. She will love him until her end, till she took her last breathe. 

He is like a light to her who is rotting in the darkness. He guided her out from the creepy darkness. And made her taste the essence of life again. She is thankful to the god that he sent Andrus into her life. She is thankful that she is cherishing him. She is thankful for being given a second chance. She is thankful for herself that she accepted him. 

When Chasina is in her thoughts her phone ringed. 

*ding*

Andrus: I may not be able to say these things to you. But I will try to say them every day. I will express my love to you. 

Chasina couldn't ask more from the god. She felt she had everything. The thing which is left is becoming his woman. She was happy that she will become his woman in no time. 

Chasina felt like she is the happiest woman at that moment. 

A big smile formed on her face. 

She is so happy that she failed to notice that her positive vibes are reflecting in her body. 

Chasina took her phone to reply to him. She smiled as she looked at the chat. 

Chasina: You proposed to me this morning only. Why are you doing it again?

Even she doesn't know what to say but she said it. 

She waited for his reply as she held her chest. 

Andrus didn't expect she would reply like this. Even though it's a bit shocking to him, he smiled. He can imagine her ripen face behind the screen. A smug smile formed on his face. 

He took his phone to make her heart drop to her stomach. 

Andrus: I want to propose to you every day and every second when I get the chance. I wish to propose to you daily so that I can make you mine every day. So, every day will be a fresh day for us. 

Andrus: I want to grab every opportunity to remind me and my world that you are mine. And I want to show that every day our lives are entangled with each other. I want to drown you in my love. 

Andrus: Chasina, Whatever the internet commenters say, don't let it affect you. You are the only woman inside me. And you will be the only woman who will live with me till my end. Don't let them affect you. 

Chasina didn't expect him to comfort her. She actually prepared herself for her rival arrival. But she didn't expect that Andrus will take the first step to approach her and comfort her. 

Chasina: You are making it hard for me to not love you. 

Chasina: I never cared about your past love before or even now. I believe in my man. And I'm confident my man is the best. 

Andrus is stunned at her words. He thought she would be angry but instead, she is so understanding. 

He smiled. Before he could reply he received a message. 

Chasina: Mon amour... Good night. I will miss you. Sleep early. Everything will be fine. Take care. 

With that Chasina didn't wait for his reply and kept her phone aside. She doesn't want him to tease her. 

With that sweet smile… she drifted into her sweet land not knowing that she started a fire inside her man body. 

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Author's note:

Mon Ange: My Love [used to call a female in french]

Mon Amour: My Love [used to call a male in french]

Dave: Darling [in english]

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