"But, I think Since you don't want to recognize me, then it's better that we go all the way and don't have to be embarrassed. "
The words behind her were whispering more and more, and almost couldn't be said at last, because the eyes of song city were very hot. When they looked at her, they almost swallowed her in.
She was really embarrassed to say it, but it was to shrink her head a little bit, like a little turtle.
"Ye Ge, I am the real leader of the Song family. You don't have to leave us for some people who don't care. Mom and dad haven't seen you for 20 years. Maybe grandpa can't accept you completely now. For any reason, please think about the people who are in your house."
She didn't speak, he just sighed helplessly, licked his lips and continued to say a word.
"I thought you were strong enough, I thought you were not afraid of it, I didn't expect, ye Ge, you still let me down."
She encouraged her to look up and look up, and at one glance she was in song city's eyes. Her voice was weak and even some could not hear.
"Song city, you don't know, I came to this home actually very hesitant, I am afraid many people do not know me, grandma is afraid you do not accept me, but, at that time, you really like a dawn, dispelled all my uneasiness, then, I really experience a family feeling."
When she said this, her eyes were wet and she added another sentence.
"I thought you all thought I was not a boy, but you all loved me very much, but, here, maybe I was really unhappy. I felt like I was bound by something, and I couldn't think of that feeling. Sorry, I let you down. I know, I may not be the best sister in your heart, But I'm already trying to. "
Yes, she has really tried her best. She spoke, tears had already broken the shackles of her eyes. She whispered.
"In fact, I think if we could have been good at the beginning, then it should not be the result now."
She said some of the end of the word, her tears were a little bit of the dry hands, his warm palm through handkerchief little by little.
"Well, it's OK. I'm here."
When he said this, he helped her dry her tears a little bit, and the rest was a clear face.
"Well, don't cry, ugly dead, tomorrow to be the main role, today to sleep well. Tomorrow, you must not sleep. "
Ye Ge showed a confused eyes, song city laughed but did not speak, rubbed her hair, sent her to the front of his door.
"Brother, you are so kind."
She gave him a big hug before he left. He just smiled and did not have any other action.
Ye Ge looked at him, feel still a little embarrassed, hurriedly said, "brother, good night."
This night, when really sleep very sweet, and song autumn is really nightmare entangled.
What happened in the morning was like a nightmare, a little bit of winding her, lingering, and she began to sweat a little bit on her forehead, fingers pinching the quilt.
The moonlight tonight is particularly bright, like the ever clear, calm, desolate, and silent, she got up, a pair of black and white eyes so straight at the ceiling.
Instead of shouting or beating people, instead, she had no emotion in her eyes, like a man who lost her soul. She looked at the ceiling for a long time.
Finally, she came back to God and sighed a little. She took a pack of cigarettes from the bedside cabinet skillfully, and took a small dozen of lighters. The small fire was lit like this.
It is the only star light in this dark room, more like the only fire in hell, and she is familiar with her actions.
The mouth has been a light smoke, the smoke circle began to emerge, wrapped in her eyes, like a demon in white clothes, her mind finally clear.
She didn't speak, but there were some memories in her mind that were getting clearer and clearer, and Qingming made her feel like they happened yesterday.
Little mercy, you just need to take your sister to the ghost house.
Why.
Because mom and sister play a game, people ask you, you say sister does not know where to go.
She was still so kind, and her hand touched her head, very gentle, with a little bit of abduction.
She nodded subconsciously, she took a quick breath, and then she remembered the fragments, and it was clear in the clouds and mist.
I will follow grandpa later. The foreign guild will always accompany you.
Why, why, why, why does my mother go in that big box, my father.
She was still a green face at that time, and her tender tone was a very incomprehensible appearance. But, why can't mom and dad move, why everyone looks at her strangely.She felt like a monster. She took a puff, and then vomited out a beautiful smoke ring. These movements seemed to be made by nature. There is a kind of person who can make the extremely degenerate movements extremely elegant. It seems that this is what she has in her bones.
Can, there is a kind of people are acquired, with this acquired that habit, will be a little bit of reality, finally engraved into the bone.
She put out the cigarette, but the smell of smoke still lingered in the room for a long time, just like what she had done.
She out of a cold sweat, sticky body, that kind of body is still floating that kind of if there is no smoke smell, she subconsciously took a set of pajamas into the bathroom.
She didn't turn on hot water, instead it was cold water. The weather in the North naturally made people tremble. She just felt hot and did not speak. She kept letting the cold water rush to her body.
"Song Qiu, forget today, nothing happened to you. You are still the proud Miss Song family."
She murmured out this sentence, the micro curl hair because of the water scour, and became disordered, her slender fingers through the black hair in the past, all of these actions are very charming.
After washing, she drew the curtain. Today is 15. The moon is very round. Even the moon has never been calm. She looks at the moon in a daze.
Gradually began to cover up a layer of fog, she seemed to see the moon between the emergence of her and their family photo, how good! The memory of a family of three, but all of this.
She was immediately replaced by another picture. She saw that picture, a car directly fell over the cliff, and the fire was all around, which seemed to be more shocking.
She gently closed her eyes and told herself, song Qiu, in the past, those things are in the past, will never happen again.
Maybe, it's not that it won't happen, but that she really doesn't know what to gamble with. She has nothing but herself.
She did not speak, but a pair of eyes daze for a long time, like never had a calm, she did not think: do not live in the world.
But my mother's words are still fresh in my mind, "Xiaoci! In the future, when my mother can take the throne, my little speech will be the princess
She also foolishly promised, after so many years, or so many years have passed, this promise has never been realized.
In the eyes of outsiders, song Qiu is lucky. She becomes the little princess of the Song family, but she forgets that all these things do not belong to her at all.
She stood on the railing, her white dress was shivering by the night wind, and her hair, which had not been dried, hit her face like this, reminding her of what she was doing again and again.
She chuckled a little, faded in the past inside the flashy and dry, now she, the temperament is always cold, in front of the things more and more clear, that illusion, after all, is dispersed.
The next day, everything started new. Do you know the milestone of history? Probably, today is a monument in Ye GE's life.
Song Qiu is like a new person today. She gets up very cold and calm. Her eyebrows and make-up are like a machine, perfect.
Ye Ge had already been made up by the makeup artist early in the morning, and began to make up. She even ate a meal and devoured it. On the contrary, song's mother was more distressed.
"Don't worry! I'm not in a hurry. I'll choke if I eat slowly
She just gave her a smile, perfunctorily continued to eat, but it is the song Laozi sour to say.
"If you don't eat slowly, is it because we Song family treat you badly? We have not treated you badly, have we? "
Song's father and mother looked up at the old man, but felt that the more wrong, ye GE's mouth raised a smile of unknown meaning.
Song Cheng is right. There are so many people in the world. Do you want to care about all of them?
She did not want to think so much, just staring at her, at the same time, more than a trace of concealment in her eyes, she did not want to show weakness in front of him, as if it would be looked down upon by him.
"Mom and Dad, I'll go first."
Song Cheng has not yet come out of the study, and no one bothers him. Only someone will remind him to eat, but he still hasn't come out.
Naturally, they know that song city is very busy, and each document will be piled up into a mountain. In the original song city's annual leave, ye Ge is not an option.
In order to Ye Ge, he even asked for leave, probably because the Song family has been bothered by many things these days, so the documents on his desk only increase.
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