I feel very painful, not only in my body, but also in my heart. When I first got married, I once thought I was the happiest woman in the world. Xiao Lelin hugged me on the night of her wedding and said that she would give me happiness for a lifetime.
But only two years after we got married, we came to the current situation. No, not two years. He cheated a year ago, but he could beat me when I was lying in the hospital bed and bleeding all over.
Tears flowed out, scrambling to tell my grievances and dissatisfaction, but Xiao Lelin didn't want to let me go. He pinched my neck, his expression was particularly ferocious, and even no snow-white sheets had been dyed red.
"You really have an affair with Qiu Linyan. Tang yuan, I'll kill you."
Men are like this. They can allow themselves to cheat, stand high on a commanding height and be ambiguous with other women, but they don't allow their women to surpass other men even a little.
I felt that the sight in front of me was becoming more and more blurred, the air rushed out, and the hand that had been holding Xiao Lelin's wrist relaxed. The sight fell on his face. It was still a handsome face, but it was like a devil, which made me sick.
Before falling in love, we were friends, and we often met when we were young. At that time, I especially liked to see Xiao Lelin's face, because when he smiled, he was like a spring breeze, like a warm breeze in spring. Just looking at it, he was particularly warm, so that the haze in my childhood would be reduced a lot.
But now, this face is strange and powerful, completely different from the beauty of that year. I tried my last strength and struggled to ask: "Xiao Lelin, married for two years, have you... Loved me a little?"
"No, not in the future!" Xiao Lelin answered this question without thinking.
"Oh!" I smiled sadly. Those insistences were like a joke laughing at my ignorance and ignorance. Those desires for revenge were rampant in my heart. I felt more and more that what happened with Qiu Linyan was very happy, which made me feel the pleasure of revenge.
I thought I would really be killed by Xiao Lelin, but fortunately, the nurse came to the ward round at this time. Xiao Lelin didn't want to carry the crime of murder on his back. He didn't have much strength, but even so, it was enough for me to drink a pot.
As soon as he released his hand, the whole person was like a salted fish out of the water for too long. He lay half dead on the bed. The nurse opened the quilt, screamed when she saw the blood in the bed, and called a group of nurses and doctors.
Everyone tacitly ignored the trace of being pinched out on my neck and just tried to treat me. Yes, after all, it's my personal affair, which is not easy for others to intervene.
Xiao Lelin was frightened by the large amount of blood on the snow-white sheet. He stood outside the crowd for a long time and asked me if I was OK and if there was any pain. I looked away and didn't see him, and there was no feeling of warm dessert.
Looking at his twinkling eyes, I was afraid that I was too guilty. It was clear that I was afraid of accidentally killing me and being gossip. This man had a very good face. He shed so much blood and hurt everywhere. The guilt originally caused by hanging out with Qiu Lin disappeared without a trace.
I asked the doctor, "where's my lost child?"
The doctor thought I was sorry for the child, so he said, "it's only two months. It's nothing to lose. Keep it well, and you can get pregnant again in six months."
I sneered and pointed at Xiao Lelin's standing position. I smiled charmingly: "if the dirt has not been treated, please collect some specimens and compare them with my husband's DNA to let him see who the child is."
Although I don't know who the child is, Xiao Lelin, who has such a good face, will never promise such absurd things in front of so many people, because this is tantamount to admitting the fact that he may have been wearing a green hat.
Sure enough, Xiao Lelin's face had eased down, gathered up, and said in a particularly gentle tone: "Yuanyuan, shall we stop making trouble? I just said angry words just now. You take care of your body first, and we'll talk about other things?"