After putting everything away, I took down the wedding photos and stared at them for a long time.
In fact, when I married Xiao Lelin, I simply invited relatives and friends to dinner. There was no grand banquet, no happy wedding, and no wedding photo. Xiao Lelin said that he was too busy and had no time, so I naively believed it.
This photo was taken by myself in my wedding dress and took a single photo of him. It was false. It was the same as our marriage. I held up the wedding dress and fell to the ground with force, and the glass broke.
Finally, I took out the wedding photo from P and tore it to pieces. As soon as I raised my hand, the pieces of paper danced in the wind and carried the suitcase. I walked towards the door step by step. On the way, I couldn't help looking back at the position on the third floor.
Obviously, it has become like this. I will not give up. My eyes are astringent. Any warm liquid will flow out. I lift my head and swallow all my tears into my stomach to prevent myself from crying.
My heart is very small. I just want to have a husband who loves me and a warm family. I think so on the first day of moving in, but such a simple dream is out of reach.
With my luggage, I went to the bank to check the money. These two days, I have gathered all the money, just 20000 yuan. In a place like city a, it's not enough to rent a decent house. It seems that I can only choose to rent a basement.
It's not that I haven't lived in the basement. When I was in college, I almost broke up with my family. I had no money and had to work and study part-time. At that time, I lived in the basement. Now, everything is just starting from scratch.
But today I was very unlucky. I went to several intermediaries. The cheap basement has been rented out. The rest of the house is too expensive for me to live in, or I won't have the money to find a job to support myself.
Standing on the road, I found myself homeless again. Obviously, I have a family, a husband and a father, but I don't even have a place to settle down. How sad it is.
Zhang Xin is going on a date with a handsome guy these two days. I really don't want to bother her. By the way, I make a large light bulb and consider whether to stay in a cheap hotel first. However, at the door of the shabby Hotel, when I see a group of drunkards coming and going, I dare not go in again.
Those people whistled at me and asked me hundreds of yuan a night. Where do I dare to live in such a place? The weather just cleared up began to rain again. I stood under the eaves of the hotel for a long time, and the rain beat on my face along the wind.
As soon as I gritted my teeth, I went in and asked the waiter for a room for 200 yuan. No one lived in front of me, so I put it in and moved in. After a busy day, I didn't even drink a mouthful of water. I took the kettle to a glass of water and was ready to drink. Suddenly, I found some strange colors in the cup.
When I opened the kettle, there was a lot of toilet paper in it, and there was a disgusting smell. I almost didn't spit it out. I threw away the kettle. I lay in bed stuffy. The mobile phone looked through the recruitment advertisement.
I think my grades in college are good. It's always right to find a job. But after looking through it for a long time, those companies require three years of work experience. I worked in Xiao's company for one year. After calling and asking, without exception, I was rejected.
I was a little discouraged. I probably couldn't get a good job. I fell asleep in a daze. When I woke up, I was thirsty and hungry, and my throat seemed to smoke. I got up quickly, opened the door and prepared to buy water. Because I walked too fast, I bumped into the man at the corner.
The man was drunk and dizzy. He grabbed my hand and asked, "you can buy such a beautiful chick for 500 yuan a night. I knew I had come to this store before."
"You let go, I'm just a tenant here." I tried to get rid of the strong man, but the strong man was obviously dizzy. He didn't know who he was. Seeing me struggling, he thought it was fun. Hehe smiled and pressed me against the wall.