Chapter 61

When people are lonely for a long time, they will be afraid of the warmth brought by others. Qiu Linyan is too warm and kind to me, so that I resist now, but I still crave this warmth. Maybe others will scoff at me if they know my idea.

In this world, no one will be good to anyone for no reason. I have Xiao Lelin in my heart, but I still want another man to dig out his heart and lungs for me. Why?

However, I still wanted to seize this warmth. I looked around. This was Qiu Linyan's prepared for me. It belonged to my home. There was no one. I leaned up, kissed him gently on his lips, and then quickly retreated.

"Qiu Linyan, are you very angry? I'm so stupid. I don't even want my life for Xiao Lelin, but he can easily leave me and turn around neatly. I'm about to be angry with myself. I'm so frustrated and always annoying. However, at this moment, I'm really afraid and you'll hate me."

"It's not a long time for me. In more than 20 years, except my mother, you are the first person to treat me so well. Qiu Linyan, sometimes I always think you like me, but I don't know whether this feeling is right?"

"I don't dare to love again. If you really miss me a little, can you wait for me to deal with my marriage with Xiao Lelin? After my divorce, if you still want me, I'll stay with you until you find the right wife, marry a wife and have children, and I'll leave you, okay?"

I said a lot of things. Even I was surprised that Qiu Linyan was so important to me. I missed his kindness to me so much. I even wanted to follow him until he got married.

I don't know if this is the case. When he gets married, will I be miserable? But one thing I'm sure is that I won't have any trouble with him after he gets married, because I'm a man's wife. It's too painful and uncomfortable for a woman to find a junior.

Why should women embarrass women? At least, I won't be the kind of person I most despise.

Maybe his arms were too warm. I fell asleep again. In a trance, I seemed to hear someone talking.

"What a fool. You are not only stupid, but also stupid and distressing. The road to chasing your wife is really long. When I get married, you have to leave. You can't go anywhere if you marry me. If you want to go, you can only go with me, stupid woman!"

"What do you want me to say about you? If you say you run over such a big lamp rack, you're not afraid to smash yourself. No one wants it. Fortunately, I'm willing to want you. You used to be very smart. Why are you becoming more and more stupid now? At that time, you were a thirteen year old girl, but you directly negotiated with the gangsters, teased them and saved our life So many people, at that time, I noticed you... "

Nagging is a lot of words. Like flies, I didn't really listen. Finally, I fell into a deep sleep. When I woke up again, it was bright. I sat up blankly. I just felt that it was very uncomfortable to do such a simple action.

"Don't move. Be careful to skew the pillow. You'll cry again later. I don't want you to bite my arm and cry." Zhang Xin helped me sit up, took a cushion and leaned against my back.

I looked at her blankly. I looked around the room for a few times. I didn't see Qiu Linyan. It was false to say that I was not lost. Zhang Xin saw me like this and tooted her mouth: "I said, you would be so disappointed to see me. If I hadn't taken care of me last night and didn't sleep, you would still be lying here alone now?"

Was that a dream last night? I was particularly frustrated and quickly apologized to Zhang Xin. She was right. If it weren't for her, I would really have to lie here alone. I shook the needle on the back of my hand and asked, "what's the matter with me?"