Chapter 63

Even if I cried, I still arched in Qiu Linyan's arms. Then Qiu Linyan came and hugged me and said, don't be afraid. He was by my side. I said I was still afraid. While drilling into his arms, I bit his arm. As a result, he just didn't say a word. When the needle was finished, he patted me on the back, comforted and said, "don't be afraid, I'll accompany you."

What a shame! I, a woman in my twenties, was afraid of injections. What's this called? I said, "if I say no, I won't."

But my sight was out of control. I looked at his arm holding his sleeve. When I saw a row of neat tooth marks, I had the idea of finding a ground seam to drill in. With the depth of the tooth marks and the state that hasn't faded up to now, I can see how bad I bit at that time.

"Well, if you say no, you don't." Qiu Lin patted me on the head. This generous response made me feel more committed. It seemed that I was playing a spoiled role for my boyfriend. My face was even redder than before.

Obviously, Qiu Linyan and I have done everything, but now, he treats me like a man in love chasing his girlfriend. Instead, I am shy. Qiu Linyan goes to the table and comes over with some iodine, sticks it on a cotton swab and disinfects the scratches on my arm.

I remembered yesterday's scene again. When I pushed him away, I saw his shocked and unbelievable eyes. There was deep disappointment. After considering the tone, I still summoned up the courage to say, "I'm sorry!"

Qiu Lin raised his eyebrows and asked, "well, why do you say sorry?"

I touched my nose and didn't look at his gentle eyes. I said in a low voice, "yesterday I pushed you to save Xiao Lelin because he saved me before. It's like an end. You see, she saved me and I saved him. We're not even, right? We know how to save. All the gratitude and resentment have arrived at this time."

Qiu Linyan seemed more and more surprised. After a long time, he said, "are you explaining to me?"

After his words, I was stunned. Yes, in the past, even if I cared about him, that is, I thought about it in my heart, but today, I took the initiative to explain to him. It turned out that, unknowingly, Qiu Linyan has become so important in my heart.

"I just... I just feel that Xiao Lelin has been bullying me. You come to help me, but I still care about Xiao Lelin unknowingly. It's a little silly. It's too disappointing to those who help me. Then don't get me wrong. I just..."

The more I talked, the more I explained, the more I felt wrong. Finally, I simply closed my mouth and looked at him helplessly.

"Misunderstanding what?" Qiu Linyan was in a good mood, with a soft smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

"No..." I don't want him to know how much I care about him. Just like before, I won't let Xiao Lelin know that I have been in love with him for ten years. In this way, when I leave, I can find some of my remaining dignity.

I'm so timid. I don't dare admit it when I love it. I like it and don't want people to know. That's good. At least, they will be very happy. It's good to get together and break up.

"Fool!" Qiu Linyan rubbed my hair again. I found that he liked this action very much. It was intimate and ambiguous. It tasted sweet and greasy. I wanted to eat lollipops again. So I said to him, "Qiu Linyan, I want to eat lollipops. Can you help me get one? It's in the cabinet."

Qiu Linyan walked over, searched in the cabinet for a while, and took out an empty box.

No? It's all my greed. Qiu Linyan doesn't know where an zilou bought the lollipop. It's my favorite one. If I'm not careful, I'll eat up all the big box.

Seeing me looking at him eagerly, Qiu Linyan reluctantly spread his hand: "I'll buy it."

"Yes!" I tooted my mouth and looked at Qiu Linyan with star eyes.

Qiu Lin Yan came over and pointed on his cheek, "where's the reward?"

I obediently gathered up and kissed him. Seeing that he was dissatisfied, I kissed him on his forehead and nose. He let me go and left.