Xiao Lelin, like an angry little lion, opened his teeth and claws, "grandma, why do you have to force Ruyu away? Why don't you let me marry her?"

"I'm doing it for you, asshole!" Grandma's face was green with anger.

"Do you want me to marry a woman I don't love for my good? If you didn't tell me that Tang Yuan's mother has shares in the Xiao family and I married her, the shares would be mine. How could I propose to him? Anyway, now the shares are mine. Why should I live with a yellow faced woman? I want to marry Ruyu."

I felt that my blood began to flow back, and there were bursts of dizziness in my brain. It turned out that Xiao Lelin and Yan Ruyu were really separated. It turned out that Xiao Lelin married me because of the shares left by my mother. It turned out that this is the reason why grandma asked Xiao Lelin to marry me?

I'm like a fool. I'm being played with by others. I don't know anything. I have to swallow all my grievances. My marriage is just a tool for the Xiao family to recover their shares.

Why are the people who calculate me my relatives who I think are good to me? Obviously, I believe in grandma so much, appreciate her and respect her, but in the end, it is her who counts me most.

Maybe no one will ever understand what kind of expectation I have when I draw the "growing autumn". I am eager to leave the cage of city a and live on the other side of the Atlantic far away. No matter how hard and tired I am, I also have my favorite career and favorite painting pen to accompany me.

But all this was destroyed because of that little bit of Xiao's shares. The shares left by my mother and things I didn't even know were calculated in silence.

I stumbled around and just wanted to leave this desperate place quickly. Now, even my last trusted relative has abandoned me. What else is worth my nostalgia.

The quarrel in the room continued, and I didn't want to care what they were talking about. I didn't come back until a hot liquid poured on my hand.

"Ah, young lady, what's the matter with you? Sorry, I didn't know you would suddenly appear. I'll call you a doctor right away." I stood in the corridor, staring at the scald on the back of my hand with a wooden face. The blue and white porcelain teapot had fallen to pieces, and the flower tea in it fell on the ground, as if laughing at my ignorance and stupidity.

The door of the flower house was suddenly opened. Grandma came out trembling. She saw me standing in the shadow of the corridor, with an unnatural look on my face. She whispered, "it's Yuanyuan. When did you come?"

In fact, she should want to ask me if I heard their conversation. Looking at my grandmother who needs help to walk with her face, what else can I say? I smiled sadly and said a lie I didn't believe myself: "I just arrived and accidentally knocked over the tea made by Mrs. Wang for you. I'm sorry."

Look, this is the difference between now and before. I would never say sorry to grandma before.

"What are you doing here?" Xiao Lelin had a bad face. After seeing me, he became more and more impatient.

"Oh, passing by, come and see grandma." My face was numb, my hands were scalded by boiling water, with a tingling feeling, but I didn't feel it at all, because my heart was more painful.

"Are you hurt?" Grandma suddenly found my injured redness and blisters, and immediately scolded: "what do these people do to eat? Won't you call a doctor when you see my little grandma injured? Get cold water and ice." Then he patted Xiao Lelin hard and asked him to help me to apply the medicine.

"No, I'll do it myself!" I shook off Xiao Lelin's hand, went to the washstand, turned on the faucet, and poured cold water on the back of my hand, so I felt the pain.

Mrs. Wang brought the medicine box to give me medicine. Xiao Lelin suddenly pushed her away and took the medicine and said, "I'll come!"

I didn't push him away either. He took out the scalding medicine and applied it to me carefully. He gently blew me a few times and asked me if it hurt. Then he coaxed me that it wouldn't hurt after taking the medicine, but there was only a numb sneer on my face.