Xiao Lelin took a deep breath. I could feel his tangled pain after his inflated anger was quickly lit and watered out by cold water.
Xiao Lelin stood in place for a moment, took a deep breath, and finally spoke again. His tone was soft. He whispered, "are you okay?"
"With your blessing, I can't die." I whispered.
"I really don't know what happened last night."
Xiao Lelin tried to explain to me that I didn't want to listen, but he denied it again and again. Instead, I believed that he didn't do it, because Xiao Lelin was such a person with a sense of superiority. He was spoiled by Yan Ruyu and me. When he did it, he would not only admit it generously, but also point to my nose and say that I was too cheap to provoke Wang Shao by myself.
But so what? He didn't do it. Do I have to forgive him for everything he did in the past?
"I see!" I whispered.
Xiao Lelin's eyes flashed a happy look: "do you believe me?"
"Yes, a shameless person like you will do all bad things openly." I opened the thermos cup and took a sip of water. After drinking it, I found that it was not white water, but honey water. I was used to drinking tasteless water. Qiu Linyan must have prepared this water for me. I decided to drink none of it.
Then, Xiao Lelin's face turned black again, just like the palette. It was black and red for a while. After a while, he came and sat next to me, put his hand around my waist and whispered, "Yuanyuan, I thought for a long time last night. The misunderstanding between us was too deep before, but no matter what, we are both husband and wife. Let's put down the past and start over."
"Poof!" I just drank the honey water in my mouth and sprayed it directly on Xiao Lelin's face. I coughed, but as soon as I coughed, the wound was shocked and painful. I quickly covered my mouth. NIMA, a man, he was intentional.
"Yuanyuan, are you okay?" Xiao Lelin became nervous.
I pushed him away and stood up. When I was held, I got goose bumps all over. I looked at his face. There was nothing wrong except that I didn't sleep well. I tried to ask, "don't you have a fever?"
"Yuanyuan!" Xiao Lelin showed a rare wry smile. "When I saw you covered with blood taken away by Qiu Linyan last night, I was really sad and worried. I don't want to lose you. Let's forget the past, OK? Come back again."
This is probably the most beautiful sentence Xiao Lelin said in more than ten years since I knew him. If it was a year ago, if it was before Yan Ruyu came back, if Yan Ruyu bullied me and my father didn't want to see me, he was on my side once. I wouldn't be so determined to follow Qiu Linyan to the dark.
I feel a little vague in front of me. How difficult this late confession is. Every time, I expect Xiao Lelin to believe me and help me. He will only leave me a back and an indifferent look.
Now, the man is dead, but he wants to start over.
"Will you give me another chance?" Xiao Lelin saw me cry and wanted to wipe away my tears. I opened my hand and was not angry. "In the future, let's live a good life."
These words are really familiar. The last time I was brought back by Xiao Lelin from his home over there, he also said to start over. It was just a short compromise to help Yan Ruyu because of his grandmother.
"What about Yan Ruyu?" I cry, not because I still have feelings for Xiao Lelin, but because I'm not worth it. After this man noticed the existence of other men around me, the conquering desire and male chauvinism in men's nature came out, but I couldn't change his eyes when I obeyed him before.
Xiao Lelin's expression was stiff and said in a low voice, "Ruyu, she will have a good time with so many flower guards around her."
When I heard this, I laughed and said, "you can't let her go. Why do you have to start over with me? Xiao Lelin, I don't believe a word you said, I..."