I took the brush and couldn't write for a long time. Although I had a lot about Qiu Linyan's eyes in my mind, after I tried to draw one, the effect was very stiff, just like the one handed in in in the textbook.
Regular, especially stiff, without any charm and inner, I tore off the painting, with a bitter smile in my mouth.
In the end, I haven't painted for a long time. It's strange. When I hold the brush, I always can't concentrate. All I think about in my mind is that autumn is getting stronger and stronger.
Although I already know that my painting is not worthless and useless, I still can't get through it. It's very uncomfortable and suffocating.
That year, I sent out the autumn gradually. While waiting for the results, when I didn't know, the painting was returned.
My father tore up the painting before I got it. I only had time to pick up the fragments in the trash can without looking carefully.
Now think about it, that painting should be a fake, but at that time, I didn't think so much.
"You still want to draw. Have you made any contribution to this family?"
"Get out of here and don't want to get married. You won't be Tang again!"
Those distant memories, originally thought to have been forgotten, were unconsciously reflected in my mind.
I know my mood very well. Although I have no expectations for my father for a long time, whenever I see him so good to Tang Qingqing and doting on Yan Ruyu, my heart is particularly uncomfortable.
That's also my father. Why do I seem to be the outsider?
I decided to leave the hospital. I don't want to stay in this depressed place. It's just a bone fracture. I just want to go back to my own peaceful place.
Maybe there, I can find what I want.
I took out my cell phone and immediately wanted to call Zhang Xin, but I hesitated. Zhang Xin has her own life. How can I go to her for anything.
Call the driver. I asked the little nurse to help me downstairs. The little nurse had seen my divorce agreement before and was very good to me. She always looked at me with pity.
When I got on the bus, I was also told to come to the hospital for more examination. If it was inconvenient, I could call her and she went to my house to change my dressing.
I smiled and thanked. There are still more good people in the world. They meet by chance and worry about me.
I don't know at all. Someone is quietly following behind me. Danger is coming.
When I came to the bottom of the stairs, looking at the long steps, I smiled and sent a message to Qiu Linyan: I'm home, waiting for you.
This is a little coquettish. Although I saw the report of Qiu's family on TV yesterday that Qiu Linyan and Mo Lanxin attended the banquet, I didn't care.
I'm waiting for Qiu Linyan to come back. As long as he says he and Mo Lanxin have nothing, I'll believe it.
Someone entered the elevator behind me. It was two men in black. I smiled and said, "please press the fifth floor for me."
One of the men looked at me carefully. His eyes were very strange. He had a feeling of being picky and looking at me. I smelled a dangerous smell and my eyelids jumped.
I immediately looked at the camera in the elevator and flashed the light. I thought it would be fine. I waited quietly for the elevator to reach the fifth floor. I just walked out with a crutch. Suddenly someone covered my mouth behind me.
I screamed and struggled to leave his grip, but the man put one hand around my neck and the other hand covered my mouth.
No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't move. On the contrary, it was more and more difficult to breathe. That hand suddenly loosened. I took a big breath of air. Another hand stretched out from the side, holding a handkerchief and covering my mouth and nose.
I smelled a pungent smell of ether. My eyes suddenly became in a trance, and my hands and feet became more and more weak. I hung my head and became dizzy and soft.