When I came to the hospital, Qiu Linyan was still sleeping. He slept very heavily. I didn't even find it when I went in. The doctor said that he had just drunk the medicine for labor pains, which contained sleeping ingredients. It would take a while to wake up.
I put the soup and clothes away, brought a chair and sat on the edge of the hospital bed. Holding my chin, I looked at Qiu Linyan for a long time. The more I looked, the more I thought he looked good.
Although his face is pale now, his lips are not a little blood color, his hair is in a mess because he sleeps, and his beard on his chin comes out because he hasn't taken care of it for a few days. He's embarrassed anyway.
But I think this is Qiu Linyan's most handsome time, because he is hurt for his brother and for me.
The more I think about it, the more excited I am. I have an impulse to draw this best moment and keep it forever.
In this way, when I grow old, looking at this painting, I can proudly tell the people around me. Look, this is the most handsome time of my male god. He values love and righteousness, sprinkles blood for his brother and shows his head for his lover.
When I set up the easel, I took out all the brushes and paints that Qiu Linyan had prepared for me and unfolded the canvas. I stared at Qiu Linyan's face. The inspiration in my mind was like a spring, all echoing in my mind.
Painting oil painting is actually a very time-consuming thing. I haven't painted for a long time. I thought I would paint very stiff, but in fact, I didn't hesitate when I wrote.
I soon outlined Qiu Lin Yan's facial features. I looked at him while drawing. Because I was too careful, I didn't even find him waking up and looking at me.
When I finished drawing all the outlines and saw that his head deviated, I said, "move your head back to the position just now and close your eyes."
"..." suddenly, I put down my brush and looked at Qiu Linyan in surprise. Jiao said angrily, "Qiu Linyan, why don't you make a sound when you wake up."
Qiu Lin Yan smiled and stretched out his hand to me. When I walked over, he grabbed my hand and put it next to his cheek: "I don't want to disturb you because you are so serious about your painting. However, my modeling fee is very expensive. Are you ready to pay?"
"It's your honor to have miss Ben draw for you. Do you know how many paintings I draw?" I raised my chin to make myself look particularly strong.
"Yes, it's my pleasure. Show me." Qiu Linyan said.
"No, I can't show you until the painting is finished." I smiled. I painted Qiu Linyan. How can I show him halfway through.
The cloth covered the drawing board, and I carefully put away the brushes and pigments. The baby was terrible. Qiu Linyan saw that I had been playing with those worries and pouting like a child.
"It's just some ordinary brushes and pigments. They can be more important than me. You ignore me."
I smiled low, cleaned up my things, walked over and kissed him: "this is not an ordinary brush. This is what you gave me. As long as it is what you gave me, it is the most precious. I must make good use of it."
I pushed him onto the bed and pressed him under my body, with a guilty expression: "tell me quickly, why do you want to send me a paintbrush."
On the phone that day, Qiu Linyan said he wanted to buy it for me when he saw it. I don't believe there is such a coincidence. Sometimes, I always have a strange illusion. Qiu Linyan knows me better than myself.
He knows my preferences, my dreams and everything I want. This thorough approach is actually annoying, but I just want to know.
Qiu Lin Yan hugged my waist and said in a low voice, "do you remember that time we went to the Tang family to attend Yan Ruyu's banquet? Yan Ruyu's paintings were hung on the wall of the hall. You had seen them for a long time and had not left. I guess you must be a person who can draw, otherwise you wouldn't have watched a painting for so long."
It's not just that I've been watching and didn't leave. I'm afraid my vision and desire at that time were completely revealed, which has become substantive, so that Qiu Lin was so far away that he found it.
At that time, we only knew each other for a short time, and the relationship was not so good. I didn't expect that he would even find out this little detail.