I dived into the sea and looked around. I saw Qiu Linyan sinking deeper. I quickly held Qiu Linyan's waist and took him to the water. Looking around, I looked for a leather raft and patted him in the face. "Qiu Linyan, wake up, wake up quickly. Boss Zhang is dead. We are still alive. You can't leave me alone."
Qiu Linyan has completely closed his eyes. There is no blood color on his face. I can only swim towards the front according to his wound. When I see a leather raft staggering and floating in front, I shouted to them, "let's go up, please."
The leather raft slowed down. Someone helped to pull Qiu Linyan and me up. I asked Qiu Linyan to lean against my arms, press his wound hard, try to make his blood flow less, lower his head for artificial respiration, and ferry fresh air into his mouth.
After a while, Qiu Linyan still didn't respond. I was anxious and shouted, "Qiu Linyan, you don't mean what you say. You said you want to take care of me all my life. You said you want to take me to see your family. You haven't done anything yet. How can you say what you don't mean."
I pounded the position of his heart and pressed the water out of his mouth. Tears flowed on his face. I reached out and wiped it. I leaned down to listen to his heartbeat, but I could only hear a faint beating sound, and it was getting weaker and weaker.
I finally burst into tears. In my life, only Qiu Linyan was kind to me. I don't even know if I have the courage to live again without him.
"Qiu Linyan, are you really going to let me live alone in this world? What's the meaning of living without your life?"
"Qiu Linyan, you haven't held a wedding with me yet. I don't want to be an unknown little poor man. I also want to hold a grand wedding with you. I will marry you in a beautiful way, so that all women will envy me. Find a good man like you. I want your relatives to bless us. Won't you die?"
"As long as you don't die, I promise you what you want me to do. Qiu Linyan, do you want me to die with you so that I can continue to stay with you..."
If Qiu Linyan really dies, I will never live alone. My life becomes meaningful because of him and happy because of him. He is the meaning of my life.
I mechanically patted Qiu Linyan's chest, stroked his cool face, and put my lips on his lips.
"Fool, let you go first. It's so bad. I'll clean you up when I go back." Just when I was desperate to collapse, Qiu Linyan suddenly coughed a few times and weakly opened his eyes. I got up miraculously, bowed my head and kissed his cold lips.
"How can I go first? I'm afraid. What if I turn around and can't find you?" I wiped a tear, but more tears came down,
The leather raft was driving on the sea without goal. From a distance, you can see that the huge cruise ship sank completely, and you can't even find any garbage. The sun gradually rose. Even if there is sea water on all sides, we were dying. There is no water and no food. Maybe death is just a little far away from us.
In the end, we can only die one by one like the people on the ship. We are either swept into the seabed by the huge waves or starved to death floating on the sea. I can only hold Qiu Linyan tightly and feel his increasingly weak breath.
Qiu Linyan's wound still has a knife handle. I dare not pull it out. If I pull it out without medical conditions, it will only cause Qiu Linyan to lose too much blood and die. For the first time, I regret why I didn't study medicine at the beginning. In this way, I can help Qiu Linyan alleviate his pain.
"Brother Xiao, I'm so afraid. Are we going to die? Sobbing, I don't want to die. I still have a lot of things I want to do."
"Don't be afraid, someone will come to save us. I've sent the distress signal before. I won't let you die."
"But you are hurt. What can you do? I don't want to die, I don't want to die!" Yan Ruyu burst into tears.