Xiao Lelin still kept his previous actions and stared at the beach. I saw him crying, so sad and desperate, as if he had been betrayed by the whole world. He sobbed, shouted Yan Ruyu's name and was left behind by his favorite person. He realized what kind of mood it was now.
And I, in being abandoned by him again and again, have fully understood.
Something wet crossed my hand. It was hot and almost burned me. I looked down and saw Qiu Linyan crying. He still lay motionless in my arms, but the tears never stopped.
I know that although Qiu Linyan was unconscious, he was sensitive to everything around him. He was not crying that he could not be saved, but crying. I didn't leave. I gently kissed the tears from the corners of his eyes and tried to squeeze out a smile.
"Qiu Linyan, don't cry. You should be happy. We can still be together."
"Maybe you should be angry. You were so entangled by me, but you provoked me first. You see, why are you so stupid and entangled by a disgraceless woman like me? You're finished. I'll entangle you as a ghost. I'll entangle you in this life and the next life until we completely disappear."
Qiu Linyan was still crying. He urgently closed his eyes and kept tears. I helped him wipe away his tears and pretended to be angry and shouted, "don't cry. If you cry again, I'll be angry."
After roaring, I kissed his cold lips and waded on the beach for a while. I recovered a little physical strength and carried Qiu Linyan back to the original place. Xiao Lelin still lay in the original place and kept that position. I didn't move. I didn't care.
My thoughts are all on Qiu Linyan. I can't care about anything else. I don't have time to comfort Xiao Lelin. I bite my fingers again and put them into Qiu Linyan's mouth. Blood flows out of my body. My fingers bite too much and there is no blood.
After a long time, Xiao Lelin crawled back with his injured foot. He lay not far from my side and looked down at the ground. After a while, he suddenly said to me, "you should go, Tang yuan."
I smiled, looked at Xiao Lelin seriously and said, "you won't understand. Maybe you won't understand in your life. Some things have to be maintained even if you give up your life."
Xiao Lelin stared at me for a long time, shrunk himself into a ball and turned over. I saw his shoulders shaking and probably cried again.
In fact, I also cried. Sometimes, in the end of despair, there is only collapse, but when hope comes, it gives people despair, which is much more painful than having no hope at the beginning.
We just watched the cruise ship go away and completely fell into a dead end. No one came to save us and no one would care about our life or death.
I went to the place where the group had stayed for a while and found a half cooked fish and a little muddy water. I carefully took the muddy water back and fed it to Qiu Linyan. He had completely lost consciousness, and the water flowed out automatically after feeding it.
I looked up and tried to hold back my tears in my eyes. That night, it suddenly rained. It was supposed to be a cheering scene, but I didn't feel happy. I found many things and made a simple rain shelter tent for Qiu Linyan. Even so, the rain continued to wash on his body and wound.
I can only hold him hard, occasionally raise my head and drink some rain falling from the sky. The whole person also began to be in a trance. After holding on for so long, my body began to tremble and protest. My eyes are always blurred, I can't see clearly, and my whole body is cold and hot for a while.
I know I have a fever. Maybe Qiu Linyan and I are really going to die on this desert island. Finally, we become two white bones, which are turned out by the occasional people who touch the shore behind us and kicked around as playing things.
After midnight, the rain stopped. I moved my stiff body. Seeing the moonlight in the sky, I quickly took out my watch and aimed it at the moonlight. As I had tried many times before, the watch just didn't move. I began to doubt that Qiu Lin lied to me.