Qiu Zongguang sat in his chair and his tone was full of nostalgia: "your mother is a very dazzling woman. At school, she studied well, danced well, looked beautiful and was recognized as the school flower. At that time, many male students secretly loved her and always met her in the library."
"My exclusive position is opposite to your mother. At the beginning, many seniors secretly talked to me and asked me to give them the place. Later, I used that position and made a lot of money. This method was devised by your mother. She accidentally heard the warning of the seniors to me, so she called me aside and paid this attention. Then, I received pocket money every day to give the position away Give it to others, but your mother has never been to the library again. She changed the reading place into the roof of the building. "
This is the way my mother looked when she was young. I think she must have been very wanton at that time. I remember my mother's smile, gentle and amiable. From time to time, her flashing eyes will have a cunning smile and speak flexibly.
"Mom was beautiful at that time, wasn't she?"
"She is the most attractive woman I have ever seen. As long as I have seen her man, I will never forget her." When Qiu Linyan mentioned his mother, his tone was particularly light, as if he was in a particularly good mood, "but your mother only likes your father, so in those years, your father was bullied at school."
"My mother loves my father very much, doesn't she?" I asked a question that has been silent in my heart for many years, because I also want to know whether my mother loves my father or not. If she loves him, why should she go? If not, why should she marry him.
"How could you ask that? Of course it's love. Your mother completely loves your father regardless of everything, from college to marriage to finally... With you." Qiu Zongguang was very surprised at the question I asked and replied firmly.
I was even more confused, "I just don't understand why they became like that later? One kept outside the room and the other went away."
"I don't know what's behind. I left college earlier than your mother. When I knew, she had left city A." Qiu Lin Yan smiled bitterly. I couldn't see it, so I didn't know the regret and helplessness on his face.
After chatting for a while, I felt Qiu Zongguang's flashing words, raised my head, looked in his direction, and asked in a deep voice, "brother Qiu, can you tell me how much time I have?"
Qiu Zongguang was stunned. Immediately, he said with a bitter smile, "you know again. Mom and dad always thought you didn't know anything."
"It's better to know than to find out in the end. That's more painful." I smiled bitterly and felt that I wanted to cry again. I quickly raised my head to prevent myself from crying.
"The doctor said that you still have three months at most. Your eyes can't see. It's just a superficial phenomenon of this disease. Then..."
"What will happen later, brother Qiu? Just say it directly. Anyway, I know everything. If you don't say it, I will only be more sad." I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth.
"In the future, you will not only lose sight, but your hearing and smell will also decline over a long time, and you may faint anytime, anywhere." Qiu Zongguang said in a deep voice, full of apology: "sorry, I said I would look after you."
"Brother Qiu, needless to say I'm sorry. This... Is probably life. It's only three months. It's too short, too short." I still couldn't help crying out. The future was slim. Life and death were good and bad. I had only been 22 years in my originally long life, but I had reached the end.
I'm really scared. I didn't do anything wrong. Why should I die?
No wonder those who are terminally ill, when they are in the hospital, are old and old, but they still cry. In the face of death, they will be afraid and confused.
"I'll ask the Mo family to find more doctors. You... Hold on."
But if I can control such things, why should I be afraid? I came to Qiu Linyan's ward again. My eyes were swollen like peaches because I cried too much. This time, no one bothered me.
Mo Lanxin was playing the piano to Qiu Lin Yan. Seeing that it was me who came in, she closed the piano cover and silently withdrew.