I don't know whether my actions are right or not, but what is more sad than watching my beloved die in my arms. If I am diagnosed with a terminal disease, I may feel inferior because of my family background and be affected by the conversation of the Qiu family.
However, I will never want to leave Qiu Linyan. At most, I struggle and hesitate, a little retreat, but after struggling, I will continue to move forward. After all, our feelings are different.
In that week on the desert island, my life has been closely linked with Qiu Linyan. No matter who it is, I can't be separated.
I will feel inferior because I don't have mo Lanxin's family and beauty. I will be ashamed because of what Xuan Jiazhuo said, but I will completely soften because of Qiu Linyan's simple smile.
Qiu Zongguang couldn't beat me at last. He chose to respect my decision and changed me upstairs to the same room as Qiu Linyan. This is what I asked. Before leaving, I have to feel the air with Qiu Linyan.
Sitting on the balcony, I can hear the movement downstairs and the voice of Qiu Linyan. Mo Lanxin came quietly once, as if in urgent hope that I can leave so as not to be seen by Qiu Linyan.
In her tone of voice, every sentence implied that I had better leave the hospital and go somewhere else.
"My hospital is not only in city a, but also in other places. I can send you there. You can get the best treatment there. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I won't let the doctor give you up."
Mo Lanxin's voice is really nice to hear. She speaks softly and slowly. Listening, she feels like a gentle Jiangnan woman like water. She is full of tenderness. She loves Qiu Linyan so much and will be good to Qiu Linyan.
"You don't have to worry. I said I wouldn't see Qiu Linyan if I didn't see him. He's so badly hurt that he can't even get out of bed. What are you worried about?" I had an unexplained feeling of irritability.
Intellectually, I think she's right, but emotionally, I can't feel good for her at all.
"Sorry, it's my gaffe. I always patronize ah Yan and forget your feelings." Mo Lanxin probably noticed her own gaffe. She was silent for a while and put a hard object in my hand: "this card has five million, which is a little bit of my heart."
I frowned. This scene, a little sweetheart's fiancee appeared and handed the check to his rival for negotiation. It's particularly unpleasant. It's not my small stomach. It's really ironic.
"What does Miss Mo mean?"
"There's no other meaning. Don't get me wrong." Mo Lanxin quickly explained: "You have done so much for ah Yan. I really don't know how to thank you. Although you are voluntary, I am still very moved and happy. There is such a woman who silently pays for ah Yan. Even if it is a love enemy, you are still a woman I respect. If we can get to know you earlier, maybe we can become friends."
"Friend!" I kind of want to see Zhang Xin. She has always been the most assertive. She can tell a lot of crooked theories about everything. Those crooked theories sound like a mold and can infect me.
"I know the situation in your family. You should take the money as Qiu Lin, and Yan is the same as yours. He loves you so much that he will not be willing to suffer you. You can do anything you want with the money." Mo Lanxin slowed her tone.
Yes, Qiu Linyan loves me. He woke up twice today. Every time he quarreled to see me, he threw everything in the house in a rage and quarreled with Xuan Jiazhuo. He had to see me or he wouldn't drink medicine.
It was Qiu Guozhi who calmed Qiu Linyan down. At this moment, he probably took the medicine with sleeping ingredients and fell asleep.
I played with the card in my hand. When Mo Lanxin was ready to leave, I called her and handed her the card back. Seeing that she didn't answer, I said, "it's better for you to take it away. I won't want the money. I left Qiu Linyan voluntarily. It has nothing to do with others. I have hands and feet and don't need other people's pity."