After all, I still didn't listen to Zhang Xin's words and returned to Qiu Linyan. When she left, she cried very sad. She gently beat me on the shoulder and said that she would never care about me again this time. Who let me be so unlucky and lose a male god who chased me.
Yes, I'm so frustrated. It's clear that the male god is mine, but I took the initiative to leave him. What a cruel thing.
I begged Zhang Xin not to tell Qiu Linyan where I was going. She cried and promised to send me, but I refused. If Zhang Xin left, Qiu Linyan would definitely doubt it. How could he not doubt these things when he was so smart.
Yuehe town is a beautiful small town. There is no bustle and noise in city A. It is a very quiet and peaceful town. It is located on the beach. There are beautiful fish selling girls and old fishermen singing rural tunes. Every day, sunrise and sunset, it depends on the creatures in the sea.
In the nearby school, occasionally there will be the sound of students reading. Listening to those childlike voices, my heavy heart seems to have been washed.
The courtyard that Qiu Zongguang prepared for me is next to the church. I wouldn't believe these things before, but after I came here, I would go to the church every day to pray. The content of each time is the same. I hope God can bless Qiu Lin to be strict, safe and happy.
The priest is a very old man. He always tells me that as long as I pray piously in my heart, my wish will come true.
This kind of spiritual comfort is better than doing nothing.
I don't know how sad Qiu Linyan was when he knew I was dead, but I think he will slowly forget me, and then try to cheer up and continue to struggle for his relatives and friends. He may think of me late at night, but the living always have to move on.
Sitting in a wheelchair, I feel the warmth of the sun. There is a salty and wet sea breeze blowing. It is the unique taste of the sea breeze and a vibrant scene.
I can't see. I'm used to feeling the world with perception. Although there is darkness and nothing around, I can still feel the warmth of the sun and the softness of the grass.
I began to learn to walk groping and explore the town with a guide stick. Sometimes, I would practice Braille and learn to write. During the exploration, a Xing would follow me in fear every time, and would loudly remind me of anything in front.
I am very grateful to this kind girl. During the countdown to my life, she has always been with me, comforting and encouraging me. Sometimes I don't want to take medicine, she will dissuade me and give me a reason to continue to insist.
During another expedition, I touched the school. There were children playing ball on the playground. I probably saw strangers and surrounded them curiously. I asked me all kinds of questions. I squatted down, touched the head of little carrot and gave them the peppermint in my pocket.
"Sister, you are so beautiful. You are the most beautiful big sister we have ever seen."
The children's naive praise made me laugh and smile happily. Sure enough, children are the most healing baby.
My body is getting weaker and weaker. In just three days, my dizziness is getting longer and longer. Taking medicine can't work. Even when I eat, I will vomit badly and lean in a wheelchair. I began to doubt what Qiu Zongguang said.
Three months is probably the conservative estimate of the doctor. According to this physical decline, I may not live for two months. For a person who can't even eat, there is no nutrition to meet the needs of the body.
"Miss Tang, why don't we go to the hospital in the town? What can we do if we can't eat?" A Xing cleaned up the things I vomited out and made suggestions carefully.
"In this small town, where does it work for my disease? I won't go." I rejected a Xing's suggestion.
"But it's always good to see. Stop vomiting and you can eat more." A Xing begged me. I hope I can eat her food well. I can't beat her, so I went to the hospital.