Back home, I begged a Xing to find me a change of clothes. A Xing cried and looked for it. I straightened up hard, changed the blood stained clothes and let a Xing hide. Then I lay in bed.
"A Xing, if a Yan comes back, tell him I'm a little sleepy. I'll go to bed first."
With these words, I fell into a deep sleep. I felt someone holding my hand and brought me into a warm and strong arms. I felt very comfortable and relieved. I closed my eyes and lifted my lips.
When I woke up, it was already dark. Under the hazy orange light, Qiu Linyan sat by the bed and stared at me. I rubbed my eyes and smiled at him. "I was a little sleepy before, so I came back first. Don't be angry."
"Fool!" Qiu Linyan held me in his arms. "Just promised me to tell me wherever you go. You broke your promise again."
But I couldn't smile. It was great that Qiu Linyan didn't see me spitting blood.
Because I slept all afternoon, I am not sleepy at all. I can't sleep in Qiu Linyan's arms. I look at his face and look out of the window. Tonight's night is very good, with bright stars and bright moonlight. The waves are constantly scouring the beach. From a distance, it seems that there are fish jumping out of the water.
"Want to go outside?" Qiu Linyan asked me in a low voice when he saw that I had been staring at the beach.
"Well, I can't sleep. I want to go out for a walk."
"I'll accompany you!" Qiu Lin Yan Qi was dressed in good clothes and helped me put on my clothes. He wrapped a thick coat. Then he took my hand and went out. The sea breeze was very strong at night. My hair was in a mess and my eyes were a little sore. I quickly closed my eyes and didn't dare to look into the distance.
Qiu Linyan put on his windbreaker and hat for me. When he saw me with my eyes closed, he simply bent down and picked me up. For a while, I was held in his arms by him, startled, half closed his eyes and asked, "what are you doing?"
"You don't want to see the night scene. I'll take you."
"Oh!" I put my head on Qiu Linyan's shoulder and let him hold me carefully and walk forward step by step. When he put me on the beach mountain, I couldn't help asking, "aren't you angry?"
"Look at your performance!" Qiu Linyan snorted softly and turned his head again. This was just making trouble. I pursed my mouth, smiled low, tiptoed and kissed him on the cheek.
Just back, Qiu Linyan hugged my waist and took me back. He looked at me deeply, lowered his head and touched my lips. He touched me very carefully. There was no warm and crazy kiss, but he touched me very carefully, as if such a touch would hurt me.
We just keep our lips close to each other and stare at each other. Our eyes reflect each other's faces. I see the sadness and pain from the bottom of his eyes, but it has been suppressed in my heart, so that I can't notice it if I don't look carefully.
I know that he is grieving for my passing life bit by bit and suddenly wants to leave. The thing I fear most is happening in front of me. Today, I just spit blood. After a while, he will not only spit blood, faint and vomit, but even stay in bed. He doesn't even have the strength to eat. Qiu Linyan will be even more haggard and sad than now.
"Qiu Linyan, you..." shouldn't have come. I'm afraid if I say this, he will be angry and say it silently in his heart.
He let go of my lips, put them on my forehead and whispered, "you don't want to leave secretly again. This time, I'll really be angry."
I quickly shook my head and pretended that nothing had happened. Qiu Linyan always could simply see through me.
"How did you find me?" Obviously, I have arranged everything. There will be no mistakes with brother Qiu.
"Next time you lie, don't ask my big brother. He won't lie." Qiu Lin Yan raised his head and looked at the beach in the distance. He pointed in a good direction, "look there."
I looked in the direction he pointed. There was a lighthouse, very bright: "the lighthouse is very beautiful."
"No!" Qiu Linyan shook his head. "That's the direction of home."
I was in the same place for a moment. Isn't that the direction of city a? A moment later, Qiu Linyan turned back and said to me, "let's go home. I'll take you home, okay?"