Grandma didn't say anything more about forgiveness. She left us for a simple lunch. She called me into the garden to avoid Qiu Linyan and asked me very seriously: "I know Xiao Linzi went to you. He's a person with uncertain heart, but this time, I can feel that he really wants to start over with you. Don't you really think about it again?"

After all, my suppressed anger broke out. I stepped on the flowers on the ground with one foot until I crushed the flower, scattered the petals and broken the roots. Pointing to the flower, I asked my grandmother, "do you say that if I step on this flower like this, does it have a chance to recover? If grandma can change it back to its original appearance, I will promise grandma anything."

At this moment, grandma still wants to use me to stop Xiao Lelin from marrying Yan Ruyu. She really thinks that I just have no temper and can be manipulated by her?

"Yuan girl..." grandma moved her mouth, her lips trembled a few times, and finally showed a guilty look on her face. "You're still blaming grandma, and grandma didn't expect to push you to the top of the storm. I just want to go back to the happy times when the three of our family were together."

I pointed to my face and smiled angrily. "Grandma, am I easy to cheat? Just give me some benefits and small favors, which can make me die hard and follow you immediately. Do I look like a fool?"

I really feel cold. If grandma doesn't mention it all the time, just tell me I'm sorry. I'll at least keep my good impression of her, but she still has the face to mention Xiao Lelin's looking for me.

I can almost immediately think that Xiao Lelin will suddenly find me. There is Grandma's pen in it. First step on me and fall into the dust, and then let Xiao Lelin rescue me and force me to be with him. How terrible is grandma?

I found that I was really stupid and naive. Everyone around me can calculate me again and again. Only I have never thought about who to plan or frame.

"You have loved Kobayashi for ten years. I always think you still want to be with him." Grandma was a little overwhelmed. Her eyes twinkled and didn't dare to look at my face again.

"But my heart is not made of iron. Why should I always love a scum who is bad to me." I roared and interrupted grandma's words: "grandma, you have always been my respected elders, because in my half life, only you have made me feel the warmth of my elders. I have always regarded you as my elders, thinking of respecting you, loving you and treating you better, but not in the future."

I shook my head, tears in my eyes. It's too uncomfortable to be hurt by the people I care about, but why do the people I care about always hurt me.

"Girl yuan, grandma apologizes to you. Calm down." Grandma tried to pull my hand, but I threw it away.

"Don't touch me!" I snapped: "what's the difference between your actions and Yan Ruyu and Mo Lanxin, but have you ever thought about what I would think? They calculate me, I will only be angry, because I don't care about them, only you will hurt my heart."

Although I have been depressed and told myself not to care and not to be sad for those who calculate me, once people have paid their feelings, how can they easily take them back? It's like I was hurt by Xiao Lelin for so long before I completely put him down. It's like, I always have expectations for Tang Jishi, but I'm disappointed again and again.

"Chairman Xiao, ah yuan doesn't want to talk to you about what happened that day. Why don't we change the topic? Or, I'll take ah yuan away. We'll say the rest bit by bit, and I'll figure it out with you slowly." Qiu Linyan walked over with great strides and stood side by side with me.

When grandma saw Qiu Linyan coming, she didn't continue those words. She just said to me again: "girl yuan, it's grandma's fault. In this matter, grandma did hurt you, but it's not my intention. I'm sorry."